2molo is d day tat i left my footstep off onto the plane again...but this time i'm not goin back to KL yet but to Singapore...I'm there to relax...to breath the air outside Malaysia. Wahaha, honestly i do not had any excited feeling now. But i don't know whether i'd had it 2molo. I haven pack anythin yet. Maybe becoz i've been there before so i felt nothing. Still remember the same days back in one year ago, i'm leavin to NanJing airport and start to enjoy my South China tour. I totally din sleep the day before i leave KL to KK. So i didn't really get myself prepared and only realise that i'm already in NanJing. Everything just happen too fast that i don't have time to get excited. Now that i'm leaving to Singapore, i had the time which is more than enough for me to get prepared and excited. But now, i feel nothing. I just feel like it's another flight that i'm going to take.
Nvm. Maybe by the time i reach there i'll get excited. Hehehe....
星期四, 11月 29, 2007
星期四, 11月 22, 2007
My Japanese Name
Haha....just go to my bro-in-law's blog found out my Japanese name....I love this name....Ogawa Kumiko!!!Wahaha.....funny....beautiful child somemore ler....
小川 Ogawa (small river) 久美子 Kumiko (eternal beautiful child)
Wanted to find out yours? Just simply go to the webpage here: RumandMonkey.com
Easy n Fun!!!
小川 Ogawa (small river) 久美子 Kumiko (eternal beautiful child)
Wanted to find out yours? Just simply go to the webpage here: RumandMonkey.com
Easy n Fun!!!
Emptiness
It's been bout one week since d day i left my footstep at d place where i live in sunway. Though it's so good to be back, maybe becoz i've get use to d life that i used to have there so i'm kindda like not used to d life that i'm having now. Whenever i'm free and alone, i'll started to miss everyone that i used to meet there....especially the instructor in California....like for example, today is Thursday, i used to go to BodyCombat by the most beloved instructor....i miss them so so much...i cant imagine that i had to face all these kind of sufferin for 3 months and i still have 2 months and 3 weeks elapsed.
There's just some kind of emptiness inside....no matter what i do i just feel like i'm lackin of energy. I feel like there's just lack of something. I mustn't deny that there's 'her' appearance in my mind as well. There's no one making fun besides me, no one punch me, no one argue with me, no one laugh at me, no one tease me....very boring la!!! Although we do send some stupid sms to each other, but it's just different. Haha!!! And of coz my housemate there....i miss the time where we used to sit and gossiping till midnight. This is what we girls will do....hahaha....and the most important is that....i miss my Combat and Spinning instructor so so so much!!! Whenever i remember d phrase 'I'll Miss U!!!' My heart just sink down an inch. Though i know that he might had mention this phrase to everyone, i still feel bad when i heard that.
This is the first time ever i have this kind of feeling. I never felt like this before. I always feel excited and happy to get onto the plane to see my beloved family in 2 hours times. I had no idea why i had this kind of feeling this time.
There's just some kind of emptiness inside....no matter what i do i just feel like i'm lackin of energy. I feel like there's just lack of something. I mustn't deny that there's 'her' appearance in my mind as well. There's no one making fun besides me, no one punch me, no one argue with me, no one laugh at me, no one tease me....very boring la!!! Although we do send some stupid sms to each other, but it's just different. Haha!!! And of coz my housemate there....i miss the time where we used to sit and gossiping till midnight. This is what we girls will do....hahaha....and the most important is that....i miss my Combat and Spinning instructor so so so much!!! Whenever i remember d phrase 'I'll Miss U!!!' My heart just sink down an inch. Though i know that he might had mention this phrase to everyone, i still feel bad when i heard that.
This is the first time ever i have this kind of feeling. I never felt like this before. I always feel excited and happy to get onto the plane to see my beloved family in 2 hours times. I had no idea why i had this kind of feeling this time.
星期四, 11月 15, 2007
Last Day In California
See.....how time flies....It's like i just mention bout gettin back to California after my exam....and now i've to say it's the last day for this year for me to be in California. I can't believe how time flies....
Actually, last night i din sleep well...i dunno why, maybe bcoz i'm goin to meet my dear old fren who come back from Aus and maybe bcoz i'm goin to c my beloved instructor....i dunno....i just din sleep well...i keep on wakin up in d middle of the night...i dunno i'm excited bout wat....most probably i'll b back home soon....so get excited also....especially when i see all those things that i've buy n left on d floor....wahahah....
2day i'm so happy....coz finally he came to talk to me....AUTOMATICALLY U KNOW!!!!Wahahah...he ask me 'y u cut ur hair so short?!?!' wahahha....this qs make me stunt a while, coz i dunno how to answer him....then ho....d whole cls ho....i'm standin in front of him ma....wahaha....i get a closer look at him.....then ho after cls ma....i say 'c u next yr!!!' then he so curious n got ask me lo....erm...detail i no need mention la....kindda borin la....i'm so so happy finally i get to talk to him....i'm just happy!!!!!Wahahaha....seriously i'll definitely miss him when i'm back there for 3 months....then nite time i went to c another beloved him....wahaha...i have so many beloved....muahhaaahaahaa.....then ho....after d cls ar....at first i thought he was busy talkin with other ppl ar...then ho....he suddenly shout 'CINDY!!!!' (scare me ler!!!) then he say he'll gonna miss me!!!! Muahhahhhaaahhaaaa....my heart suddenly sink an inch ler....n he tell me next yr when i get back i definitely need to do some cardio b4 get into his cls....HUH!!!! He's challenging me!!!! OKOK....when i get back i'll go n do my cardio 2 keep up everythin...i'm not goin to let my stamina drop....YES YES!!!!
So sad la....like hearin all d ppl sayin bye bye 2 me....suddenly i feel like i wanted to stay here....but i knew tat my mum want me to get back n help her up...there's lot more things 4 me to do when i'm back home....especially life without a maid....everything have to DIY....ai....nvm nvm....so treat tat as my workout as well lo....so sad....
Actually, last night i din sleep well...i dunno why, maybe bcoz i'm goin to meet my dear old fren who come back from Aus and maybe bcoz i'm goin to c my beloved instructor....i dunno....i just din sleep well...i keep on wakin up in d middle of the night...i dunno i'm excited bout wat....most probably i'll b back home soon....so get excited also....especially when i see all those things that i've buy n left on d floor....wahahah....
2day i'm so happy....coz finally he came to talk to me....AUTOMATICALLY U KNOW!!!!Wahahah...he ask me 'y u cut ur hair so short?!?!' wahahha....this qs make me stunt a while, coz i dunno how to answer him....then ho....d whole cls ho....i'm standin in front of him ma....wahaha....i get a closer look at him.....then ho after cls ma....i say 'c u next yr!!!' then he so curious n got ask me lo....erm...detail i no need mention la....kindda borin la....i'm so so happy finally i get to talk to him....i'm just happy!!!!!Wahahaha....seriously i'll definitely miss him when i'm back there for 3 months....then nite time i went to c another beloved him....wahaha...i have so many beloved....muahhaaahaahaa.....then ho....after d cls ar....at first i thought he was busy talkin with other ppl ar...then ho....he suddenly shout 'CINDY!!!!' (scare me ler!!!) then he say he'll gonna miss me!!!! Muahhahhhaaahhaaaa....my heart suddenly sink an inch ler....n he tell me next yr when i get back i definitely need to do some cardio b4 get into his cls....HUH!!!! He's challenging me!!!! OKOK....when i get back i'll go n do my cardio 2 keep up everythin...i'm not goin to let my stamina drop....YES YES!!!!
So sad la....like hearin all d ppl sayin bye bye 2 me....suddenly i feel like i wanted to stay here....but i knew tat my mum want me to get back n help her up...there's lot more things 4 me to do when i'm back home....especially life without a maid....everything have to DIY....ai....nvm nvm....so treat tat as my workout as well lo....so sad....
星期一, 11月 12, 2007
Relax
I'm so so so relax these few days....all i need to do everyday is to think what class to join in California....which shoppin mall to go....and what my mum and sis want to buy....hahaha.....tha's what i did before sleep everynite....wahahaa....like today, after goin to d cyclin class....i walk all alone in this pyramid....at first i thought i definitely will got something to buy.....but....at then end, i end up buyin my sis stuff n eat a lot of food....wahahha.....what a live i'm havin right now...
But ho....while i was walkin all alone....there suddenly had a lot of things come into my mind...now only i realise....besides him, i do not have any frens to go out with....somemore i think i'm botherin him so much....he got super lot of works to do and still i ask him goin out to play....i feel guilty whenever he tell me he haven finish his work....nvm....from now onwards, he wont c me again until next yr....hahaha....it's not d first time that i realise that i dun hav frens....the fact is that -- i do not have any frens!!!! Wahahaah.....Nvm....i've get use to d life liao....so doesn't matter....
But ho....while i was walkin all alone....there suddenly had a lot of things come into my mind...now only i realise....besides him, i do not have any frens to go out with....somemore i think i'm botherin him so much....he got super lot of works to do and still i ask him goin out to play....i feel guilty whenever he tell me he haven finish his work....nvm....from now onwards, he wont c me again until next yr....hahaha....it's not d first time that i realise that i dun hav frens....the fact is that -- i do not have any frens!!!! Wahahaah.....Nvm....i've get use to d life liao....so doesn't matter....
星期六, 11月 10, 2007
FREE!!!!
Wahahaha.....cant believe that my horrible days had been gone just like that!!!!It's Unbelievable that i've been through all those suffering....mentally n physically challenging myself....especially in the middle of the night. Now, i'd like to officially announce that.....I'M FREE!!!!!Wahahaha.....
These few days i've been thinkin where to go besides California....that's all i worry these few days....wahahaha....wat a life i'm havin right now....wahahah...sooo sooo free....
These few days i've been thinkin where to go besides California....that's all i worry these few days....wahahaha....wat a life i'm havin right now....wahahah...sooo sooo free....
星期二, 11月 06, 2007
California
It had been the 4th day that i haven step my foot into California....i so so so so miss everything inside there...especially d lovely instructor--Myke and Bryan....i cant wait to see them again.....and there's someone said that i've been started to grow horizontally.....WHAT?????It's only 4th day n he can notice that.....OMG!!!!But i dun deny the word that he say coz he is seriously true....during this peak period, i've been eatin every 2 hours.....it's not bcoz of hungry but bcoz i cant stop it...i just cant stop myself eatin....especially in d midnite....the situation get worst....if wanted to relate to what i've learn in my studies...it's becoz i've been using so so much energy from the brain, and brain which can only utilize glucose as fuel or energy supply had to be supplied with glucose continuously. That's why i'm eatin this much....
But.....see how the time flies....the paper that i'm goin to sit later is my second last paper....which means i have one more last one to go on 2molo mornin n that's it for this sem....this is.....FAST!!!! I cant wait to get myself workout and go out and shop like shopaholic....it's been a long time since the last time that i leave my footsteps at anywhere around bukit bintang....and even midvalley.....i cant wait for 2molo to come......
There's always one time during the midnight that i almost giv up upon everythin....i seriously thought of just don't study and prepared for the paper that i'm goin to sit....i just....tired of everythin....Thanks for him and her mental support which are always there whenever i needed.....it always comes on the right time....tq so so much!!!!Though i know u both are suffering as well....u might had the same situation that i'm facing now....but....ur support do means a lots to me....although it's just 2 simple repeat words -- + oil in ur msg....it gives me so so much energy!!!! Thank you so so much....i hope u wont be suffering as well....like wat u always tell me....this is life....u've to appreciate what u're doing rite now....Thank GOD for that....
Okok....i had about 55 minutes before i get into and sit for my second last paper....let me do somemore supa last minutes revise first.....hehehe....
But.....see how the time flies....the paper that i'm goin to sit later is my second last paper....which means i have one more last one to go on 2molo mornin n that's it for this sem....this is.....FAST!!!! I cant wait to get myself workout and go out and shop like shopaholic....it's been a long time since the last time that i leave my footsteps at anywhere around bukit bintang....and even midvalley.....i cant wait for 2molo to come......
There's always one time during the midnight that i almost giv up upon everythin....i seriously thought of just don't study and prepared for the paper that i'm goin to sit....i just....tired of everythin....Thanks for him and her mental support which are always there whenever i needed.....it always comes on the right time....tq so so much!!!!Though i know u both are suffering as well....u might had the same situation that i'm facing now....but....ur support do means a lots to me....although it's just 2 simple repeat words -- + oil in ur msg....it gives me so so much energy!!!! Thank you so so much....i hope u wont be suffering as well....like wat u always tell me....this is life....u've to appreciate what u're doing rite now....Thank GOD for that....
Okok....i had about 55 minutes before i get into and sit for my second last paper....let me do somemore supa last minutes revise first.....hehehe....
星期一, 11月 05, 2007
人间有情 5/11/2007
这两天都把自己锁在房间里不让自己出门，连运动也不让自己去。谁叫我的考试和马拉松赛跑一样啊，连下去三天。但这样也好，长痛不如短痛咯！前天在读的时候突然有种越读越兴奋的感觉，因为三天后将会有一连串精彩刺激的计划等着我进行！哇哈哈！好期待哦！
但说实在的，我把自己锁了一天后发现，我差点疯了！或许是因为我好久都没有像现在这样闭关了吧，所以觉得有点痛苦。像昨天去教堂崇拜啊，就觉得好兴奋哦！终于能够穿美美、看看外面的天空、看见我认识的人、看见我曾经教过的小孩子，就觉得-爽！但是到下午回家时，就发现又要面对残酷的事实了。然后啊，有一位弟兄很贴心，原本他早上就叫我去他家吃晚餐了，但我到傍晚的时候就临时放人家飞机（这是我的专长）。他还很贴心的说煮好了送过来我家给我，听到了就好感动哦！到晚上真的有人送来哦，而且那个人是我怎样也没想到会是他送来的哟！真的好感动好感动！害我在吃着的时候，眼眶有几度是满满的。如果现在是冬天的话，那我一定早就哭了！因为，那碗面线真的好温暖哦！而且，有妈妈的味道。虽然知道那位弟兄是很会煮的人，但没想到他越来越厉害。是谁把他娶回家还真是不用怕饿死的说。哈哈！在这种非常时期，突然有这种雪中送炭的感觉，真的好感动。而且，女生啊，一定会开始乱想。但我和那位弟兄他熟了啦，如果真的要有什么早就应该有了吧！哈哈！
当然，我那个死党‘姐妹’也还不错啦。知道我在痛苦也有给我加油啦，说要带我去吃好的啦、传一堆无聊的简讯给我啦之类的。但说真的，他的简讯还真的不是普通得无聊！有谁会跟你说‘i tell u one story, once upon a time, there's a little boy, stay in a small room, with no light, his eyes are closed and zzzz....’。靠！真的是有种从椅子铁下来的感觉。但也多得他这下无聊的简讯啦，这样我自少知道有人比我更无聊啊！哇哈哈！
令我顿时觉得，人间有情、幸福的感觉。哈哈！这些小小的行动都带给我很大的动力。就像我现在啦，凌晨就快三点了还能这么精神奕奕。现在是我中场休息时间，哈哈！
但说实在的，我把自己锁了一天后发现，我差点疯了！或许是因为我好久都没有像现在这样闭关了吧，所以觉得有点痛苦。像昨天去教堂崇拜啊，就觉得好兴奋哦！终于能够穿美美、看看外面的天空、看见我认识的人、看见我曾经教过的小孩子，就觉得-爽！但是到下午回家时，就发现又要面对残酷的事实了。然后啊，有一位弟兄很贴心，原本他早上就叫我去他家吃晚餐了，但我到傍晚的时候就临时放人家飞机（这是我的专长）。他还很贴心的说煮好了送过来我家给我，听到了就好感动哦！到晚上真的有人送来哦，而且那个人是我怎样也没想到会是他送来的哟！真的好感动好感动！害我在吃着的时候，眼眶有几度是满满的。如果现在是冬天的话，那我一定早就哭了！因为，那碗面线真的好温暖哦！而且，有妈妈的味道。虽然知道那位弟兄是很会煮的人，但没想到他越来越厉害。是谁把他娶回家还真是不用怕饿死的说。哈哈！在这种非常时期，突然有这种雪中送炭的感觉，真的好感动。而且，女生啊，一定会开始乱想。但我和那位弟兄他熟了啦，如果真的要有什么早就应该有了吧！哈哈！
当然，我那个死党‘姐妹’也还不错啦。知道我在痛苦也有给我加油啦，说要带我去吃好的啦、传一堆无聊的简讯给我啦之类的。但说真的，他的简讯还真的不是普通得无聊！有谁会跟你说‘i tell u one story, once upon a time, there's a little boy, stay in a small room, with no light, his eyes are closed and zzzz....’。靠！真的是有种从椅子铁下来的感觉。但也多得他这下无聊的简讯啦，这样我自少知道有人比我更无聊啊！哇哈哈！
令我顿时觉得，人间有情、幸福的感觉。哈哈！这些小小的行动都带给我很大的动力。就像我现在啦，凌晨就快三点了还能这么精神奕奕。现在是我中场休息时间，哈哈！
訂閱：
文章 (Atom)