Happy Easter Holiday

It's holiday time!!! YEAH!!! But this holiday, i need to attend my food micro lab. Means while the whole other monash student are having holiday, we those who take food micro was need to go into the lab. And the most important thing is that, we need to go from Monday-Friday!!! GOSH....what the H****!!! If you give me a lot of work during this holiday, i wont complaint this much. But you want me to stay here in Monash and sacrifice my holiday to fly back to Bintulu, i'm seriously gettin mad. But what to do, since this is my last semester as well. Hai....kesian me. Cannot go back to see the new born baby. Cannot go back to meet my dear dear Jocelyn. Cannot go back to watch Astro.....Hahaha!!!

Well, for me, my holiday start last Thursday, that's the muslim day. The holiday spirit was raise up to the highest peak yesterday and which cause me to sleep late this morning and will be a real terrible things to do coz i'm having my one and only lab session (Thanks 'her' 4 waking me up in the morning). Though this few days i'm having flu and cough until i feel like cutting out my throat, but i do not feel that i'm sick (though my roomate say my voice is so 'sexy' haha!!!). Thank GOD for that. This few days i feel so energetic. Of coz with 'her' 'playin' around with me. I dunno how 'she' feel bout that, but i seriously feel so relax and do not feel like i need to take care of what i have to say. I can just scold anyone or anything just in fron of 'her' and can talk whatever i want. I think maybe 'she' feel i'm such a 'lo so' person. Hahaha!!!

Erm, my conclusion is, i'm having holiday now....but with lab session everyday. And, i'm sick. HAHAHAHA!!!! (Have you ever see anyone sick but this energetic???)

星光传奇云顶演唱会

超赞的一场演唱会！！！在现场的我们都可以感受到星光们的努力，他们真的不是那种靠脸蛋吃饭的艺人。他们真的是很用力的在突破自己，一直挑战自己。看完演唱会回来的我，真的被他们的努力所感动，因而提醒着我-是时候做功课了。原本想把我拍的影片放上来的，但格式不同所以不行。
没关系，我就po照片吧！

茱定rain

潘王子

潘王子哭了，谢谢宥嘉代我们鼓励

小胖老师带领星光们忆马爷

最后一首歌（臭美的说一句：茱定rain一直往我的方向看！）
是真的！！！不知道是不是我和我朋友两人喊得太疯狂了，定纬唱每一首歌都会走到我们那个方向来。还不知这样哦，他还会回应我的手势哦！就是如果我比peace的话，他会用peace手势指向我们这个方向。哈哈！！！初初我还以为不可能看我啦，因为在我们前面太多那些专业的歌迷了（有灯牌的）。怎知我的朋友也是觉得他好想再看我们也。有第二个人的认知，我想我应该不会错了啦。哈哈！！！

这个影片是安可部分，也是全场最high的。很可惜的是，po这个影片的人是宥嘉的粉丝，所以整个影片只会看到宥嘉。我在这里是根本就是high到站在椅子上跳！重点是，我的椅子是不平衡的，所以我在跳的时候椅子也在晃。现在回想起来，还真的是蛮危险的说。哈哈！！！反正high嘛，而且搞不好这就是最后一次星光们能聚在一起，一起唱歌跳舞了。所以，我真得很珍惜。谢谢爸爸帮我换的票！！！哈哈！！！

说不出来的话

不知道你会不会有这种感觉，就是往往有很多的话想说，但总是说不出口。这些话多数都是一些很私人的心里话。或许在读着这篇文章的你从来都没有体会过这种感觉，又或许你从来都不认为把所有的话说出来是一件很难的事。就像我之前有讲过的，人与人之间的沟通里有80%是谎言。所以，对我来说，很多话还是把它藏起来好。这样就不会有人受伤，也不会有人觉得痛。

但有时候自己神经很大条的时候，根本就不会想这么多。喜欢讲什么就讲什么，管他/她喜不喜欢听。就因为这样，神经一向来都很粗的我常常会不知不觉得罪很多人。有时候甚至严重到自己都没发现，其实自己在外面的仇家还蛮多的，而且还多到数不完。

这个年头，不知道是不是因为我的万能胃太久没做工了，所以我有点处于消化不良的状态。没关系！！！现在是‘食物中毒’期间，会比较辛苦一点啦，时间长了自然就会适应了。我的宝贝胃，你是时候做工咯，不可以懒惰咯，要加油咯，不然就是害人咯！！！

My new heels

Hahaha.....this afternoon when i went for a walk at pyramid 2 asian avenue, than my target is to buy heels. Actually on the day when i went for Backstreetboys concert, i do see one heels which i like so much and somemore it got 30% discount with the price of RM49.90 only. Means after discount will be RM34.97. Than i thought since i'm going to a concert so it will not be quite comfortable for me to take a shopping bag with me all the way to the concert. So i plan to come and take it the next day. WHO KNOWS!!! The heels had been SOLD the next day when i went. I seriously was a bit sad when i din see the heels which i was about to buy the day before.

But now think back, COOL!!!! It's good that i din buy tat one. I only spend RM65 for this two elegant looking heels. I so so so love both of this heels. Wahahaha

A testimony of recovering from rehab

This is the video which i accidentally saw from youtube whereby AJ McLean from the Backstreetboys talking about his rehab in Oprah show. I was so touched and it do wake me up a bit. Their spirit and the unbreakable bond between each and everyone of them was so tough. I'm so impressed bout that coz i do not know the feeling of having that kind of bonding in my daily social life.

Go to youtube to watch the other part of the show urself. This is the part which touched me most.

不喜欢的感觉

四个月后重新出发的我感觉不一样
果然 充电后电力会比较充足
但似乎懒散的习惯还是挥不走

从新回到岗位的我 再次面对所有熟悉的环境
这种感觉 我喜欢
但
这种感觉 也让我恐惧
经常对自己即将面对的挑战感到恐惧
所以 经常只把半颗头探出来然后又缩回去自己的壳里

所有的东西 感觉很不真实
所有的东西 好像不是我应该得到的
所有的东西 都好虚假
所有的事情 好像不应该发生
所有的事情 不应该会那么顺利吧
所有的事情 背后应该都有目的吧

经常听着Backstreetboys的Show me the Meaning of Being Lonely
心理常常都会不自觉地回答他们 I can show you that
这就是 Something that I already know

人际关系对我来说 就像数学题一样
虚假的成分 = 80%
真实的成分 = 20%

友谊对我来说 也不过是另外一题数学题
真诚 = 30%
付出 = 10%
谎言 = 30%
虚假 = 30%

我这种人 应该不可能会结婚吧
哈哈 没关系

有主的陪伴 我不必再回应The meaning of lonely
有主的陪伴 我对我所有的一切感恩
有主的陪伴 我活出我自己
有主的陪伴 明天会更好
Jesus Thankyou for loving me

后记：Thankyou Brian so so much for waking me up on my path in following Jesus.
Thankyou for waking up my life.

BACKSTREETBOYS UNBREAKABLE SHOWCASE

AAAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH......it was a superb night here in sunway surf beach on 27/2 whereby i'm in Backstreeboys Unbreakable concert!!! They are gorgeous!!! Actually it was raining right before the showcase started. I was kindda like get ready to get wet and stand in the rain. And it was at that time i meet one group of ppl which consist of 1 aunty n her daughter and her daughter's friend. That aunty was so nice, she saw me alone than she ask me to join them. So, i've got frens!!! Haha....than it was because of that aunty i can stand in shed area to avoid the rain and whereby all the organiser people were kindda black in their face coz they ask us to wait in the car park. Than the aunty said ' Do u want us to run back again in the rain just to get back in the carpark??? We r not goin anywhere. ' WOW!!!! Gorgeous man!!! So, we whole gang are the first to get in!!!! Even earlier than vIP can u imagine that!!!! AAAARRRRGGGHHH...and i'm seriously so much closer to the stage (although there was the vIP area right in front of me) that i can see everyone of their face so clearly.....especially Brian and AJ!!!!! I lov them so so so so so much!!!! AAAARRRRGGGHHHH.....i still cannot manage to calm down my passionate love onto them.....

I LOv BACKSTREETBOYS 4EvA!!!!!!