The Half Blood Prince

I've just finish reading the 6th book of the Harry Potter series -- The Half Blood Prince. And after finishing it, my heart sink an inch deeper. The ending was the one which i had never been expected. But i think most of the Harry Potter's fans will never expected that tragic ending of it. Till now i still cant really accept that horrific tragedy which had happen. I don't believe it until there's a tomb.

Half way through the book, where Professor Dumbledore was having secret lessons with Harry, i seriously had the same feeling as what Harry did whereby all the things that Professor show him seems meaningless. Only towards the end, i realise that everything was so much linked together. Everything started even before Harry Potter was present on the wizarding world. Professor Dumbledore, the most powerful wizard in the wizarding world, whom even the Darkest wizard -- Lord Voldermont had been afraid of. From the first book till now which i've reach, i do respect Professor Dumbledore so so much and feel so impressed with his clear mind and those perfect decision which he had always made to keep everything under control. But people do make mistakes. He will had never thought of getting himself killed by one of his colleague whom he trusted most. Of course, we reader will had never thought of that. Even personally, i think he wasn't as bad as Harry had always describe him. I think he had just been very strict to students since Harry din do well in his Potions class as well. Besides, i've never been expecting him to be the owner of the Advanced-Potion-Making book which was the property of the Half Blood Prince.

Whatever it goes, that already is the fact. No one can ever change that since it was made that way. All we can do is to accept it. But i still feel very depressed as if i've known Professor Dumbledore as well. I've even imagine that i'm at the funeral that day. I cant imagine how miserable it will be in the next book without the most powerful wizard's protect.

星光来了....星光来了....

太好了....星光来了...应该是说星光又来了!!!而且这次是来开唱哦. 这次我不管风吹雨打都要上山给他加油去. 最近的我在烦恼怎样说服我爸要他帮我用他的积分来换票. 这次我要换VIP的票, 不管他多贵了. 或许我以后再也没机会看演唱会了, 谁叫我要毕业了啊.

我一定要去!!!!

Believe it or not

It's a brand new year now, 2008. Mostly during end of the year, most of the horoscope will post some articles on predicting the fate of every horoscope. Of course, i'll be one of those people that will read those predictive article. Sometimes as a Christian, we shouldn't be believing all these predictive things other than those mention in the Bible. But it's just too closed to the real life that we are having. Now since year 2008 had passed for 17 days, i can seriously see that the prediction on my horoscope--Cancer had gone true!!! Believe it or not. There's one part of it say: "...今年巨蟹在表達溝通上稍有欠缺，個人的想法沒有及時和他人進行交流，至使相關工作不能較快開展，只要消除溝通方面的嫌隙，今年還是會大有斬獲的。" Well, this might sounds normal and not big deal, but i had seriously facing this problem. Mostly i wont reject other people's request directy no matter on the phone or in person, and this time....maybe i should say last night, i've rejected one phone call from one of my friends (though not those super closed 1) so harsh that after i hung up the phone i feel guilty. I'd seriously wanted to apologize to him coz i seriously don't know how to speak so i'm just telling you all the truth. I just don't know how to put it in beautiful words. So i guess that's one of the reasons why i'm not so welcome in a community (of course there's so much more reasons i believe). Never mind, i just want to be truth. The world now had been so fake that it's hard for people to accept the truth. I don't like that. I want Truth everywhere!!! Pray hard for that!!!

星光帮

其实星光帮这个名词对我来说一点都不陌生,因前不久前力宏来过没多久他们也来宣传.初初真的对星光帮这个团体不是很了解,因为都没追"超级星光大道'啊.在外读书的时候哪能每天上网看这些啊,做功课都来不极了啦,加上学校的线路也真是有限公司的.现在放假回来过着闲人的生活,什么电视节目都看.

其实"超级星光大道'是有一晚我不小心看到的.我记得我看的是和艺人合唱的那一集,是鸭子被淘汰的.初初开始看就觉得不过是个唱歌比赛嘛,但慢慢追下去才发现这个节目不是单纯的残酷的歌唱比赛节目.这个节目唯一不同于平时的歌唱节目是,它多了人情味.每位参赛者都尽全力的在挑战自己,当然说了是比赛那当然会有人被淘汰.在电视机前面看着这个节目的我,也被他们每位参赛者的热诚感动到泣不成声.看见他们的真情流露,我真的很佩服他们的坚持和勇气.尤其是我最喜欢的杨宗纬退出星光大道那一集,我真的是哭成泪人.或许会有人骂他活该,但在看的我一边哭一边给他全世界最用力的掌声.自己看看吧!

除了他们的认真,我也被他们的那真挚的友谊感动.在这个影片可以看到杨宗纬的好友-潘裕文(也是我喜欢的)已经崩溃了.我每次都在想,如过有一天是我要离开,会不会有一个人像潘裕文一样为我哭得不能自己.我想应该没有吧!!!我的眼泪永远都只有往肚里吞,不管多艰难的事还是得自己去面对.我永远都是一个人!!!杨宗纬...潘裕文...加油!!!(虽然你们现在已经很不错了)祝你们的友谊永远都是那么的浓郁...一定要好好珍惜!!!加油!!!

第一个感觉

人啊,有一个很大的毛病就是犹豫不决.就像平时逛街的我,明明很喜欢那一样东西了但总觉得别家店的应该会比较好或比较便宜.女人嘛,只要是便宜个一毛钱我们也会觉得自己做了很明智的选择.而我呢,就是因为这样,所以常常错失了自己真正喜欢的东西.我常常会讲说"等我回家做梦,如果我梦见那样东西的话,我一定二话不说就回来把它买回去.'自以为很聪明的我还以为那样东西会在原地不动的等我把它带回家,而没有想过在我放弃它的下一刻就有另一个人看上它并毫无考虑的把它带回家.

买东西是这样,那人于人又是怎样呢?东西买不到,只能回家在那忏悔.严重的话就是每一次逛街,只要看到相关的商品就会不自觉和自己曾经放弃过的商品做比较.总会在那里念着"还是上次那个好'...."还是上次看到的那个漂亮'....到头来才发现,自己第一眼看到的才是最好的.

前不久遇见一位老朋友,我们并没有很多的互动,但那种熟悉的感觉依然还存在着.虽然我们只是很肤浅的问候和闹了几句,很自然的就会有以前我们在一起打打闹闹的画面浮现在脑海里.这个时候才发现,原来我是多么的怀念以前我们曾经相处过的日子.现在大家各忙各的,不用说见面了,就连传简讯(那种FORWARD的)都没有.更残忍的是,现在在我电话的通讯录里没有他的电话号码.说实在的,当我知道会遇见他时,心里还真是有点不知所措的说,AKA兴奋啦.自己很不要脸的就在那想开场白,哈哈!现在回想起来还真是觉得自己真的要颁个08年度花痴奖给自己.在我回家的路上突然有种莫名的失落感.自己开始在那后悔为什么当初没有听姐妹们的--相信自己,对自己要有信心,勇敢一点.如果我真的....那现在的我又会是什么样子?

到现在才知道,原来第一个感觉永远是对的和最好的.放弃了就只能自己一个人独自怀念...姐妹们,加油哦!!!