My new heels

Hahaha.....this afternoon when i went for a walk at pyramid 2 asian avenue, than my target is to buy heels. Actually on the day when i went for Backstreetboys concert, i do see one heels which i like so much and somemore it got 30% discount with the price of RM49.90 only. Means after discount will be RM34.97. Than i thought since i'm going to a concert so it will not be quite comfortable for me to take a shopping bag with me all the way to the concert. So i plan to come and take it the next day. WHO KNOWS!!! The heels had been SOLD the next day when i went. I seriously was a bit sad when i din see the heels which i was about to buy the day before.

But now think back, COOL!!!! It's good that i din buy tat one. I only spend RM65 for this two elegant looking heels. I so so so love both of this heels. Wahahaha

A testimony of recovering from rehab

This is the video which i accidentally saw from youtube whereby AJ McLean from the Backstreetboys talking about his rehab in Oprah show. I was so touched and it do wake me up a bit. Their spirit and the unbreakable bond between each and everyone of them was so tough. I'm so impressed bout that coz i do not know the feeling of having that kind of bonding in my daily social life.

Go to youtube to watch the other part of the show urself. This is the part which touched me most.

不喜欢的感觉

四个月后重新出发的我感觉不一样
果然 充电后电力会比较充足
但似乎懒散的习惯还是挥不走

从新回到岗位的我 再次面对所有熟悉的环境
这种感觉 我喜欢
但
这种感觉 也让我恐惧
经常对自己即将面对的挑战感到恐惧
所以 经常只把半颗头探出来然后又缩回去自己的壳里

所有的东西 感觉很不真实
所有的东西 好像不是我应该得到的
所有的东西 都好虚假
所有的事情 好像不应该发生
所有的事情 不应该会那么顺利吧
所有的事情 背后应该都有目的吧

经常听着Backstreetboys的Show me the Meaning of Being Lonely
心理常常都会不自觉地回答他们 I can show you that
这就是 Something that I already know

人际关系对我来说 就像数学题一样
虚假的成分 = 80%
真实的成分 = 20%

友谊对我来说 也不过是另外一题数学题
真诚 = 30%
付出 = 10%
谎言 = 30%
虚假 = 30%

我这种人 应该不可能会结婚吧
哈哈 没关系

有主的陪伴 我不必再回应The meaning of lonely
有主的陪伴 我对我所有的一切感恩
有主的陪伴 我活出我自己
有主的陪伴 明天会更好
Jesus Thankyou for loving me

后记：Thankyou Brian so so much for waking me up on my path in following Jesus.
Thankyou for waking up my life.

BACKSTREETBOYS UNBREAKABLE SHOWCASE

AAAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH......it was a superb night here in sunway surf beach on 27/2 whereby i'm in Backstreeboys Unbreakable concert!!! They are gorgeous!!! Actually it was raining right before the showcase started. I was kindda like get ready to get wet and stand in the rain. And it was at that time i meet one group of ppl which consist of 1 aunty n her daughter and her daughter's friend. That aunty was so nice, she saw me alone than she ask me to join them. So, i've got frens!!! Haha....than it was because of that aunty i can stand in shed area to avoid the rain and whereby all the organiser people were kindda black in their face coz they ask us to wait in the car park. Than the aunty said ' Do u want us to run back again in the rain just to get back in the carpark??? We r not goin anywhere. ' WOW!!!! Gorgeous man!!! So, we whole gang are the first to get in!!!! Even earlier than vIP can u imagine that!!!! AAAARRRRGGGHHH...and i'm seriously so much closer to the stage (although there was the vIP area right in front of me) that i can see everyone of their face so clearly.....especially Brian and AJ!!!!! I lov them so so so so so much!!!! AAAARRRRGGGHHHH.....i still cannot manage to calm down my passionate love onto them.....

I LOv BACKSTREETBOYS 4EvA!!!!!!

Backstreetboys here in Sunway Lagoon Surf Beach

I accidentally found Backstreetboys's concert promo poster stick on one of the notice in my uni. And then only i found out that they will be having concert here in Sunway Lagoon Surf Beach and the ticket is only RM88!!!!! And the fortunate thing is that i found out this thing just on time, coz the concert is tomorrow!!!! Can you believe it....it's just that luck that i'm having. Means i must go for this concert no matter what. Wahahaha..... So i'm prepared and get ready for tomorrow's showcase....YES....YES!!!!

And....the most important things i wanted to shout out really loud here is that.....this afternoon when we was walking in pyramid to had our lunch, i accidentally saw Nick Carter and Howie D walkin right passed me!!!!!!! IT'S TRUE!!! I'm not kidding!!!! Both of them....of coz followed by at least 5 people around them.....just walk passed me just like that!!!! I was so so so so so so surprise that i do not know how to react when i seriously saw them walk pass me whereby i get numb and just stand there watch them go!!!! AAAAARRRRGGGHHHHH....I AM STUPID LA!!!!! Now i'm so so so so regret to just let them pass like that.....at least i called their names.....at least....better than nothing!!!!! AAAAARRRRRGGGGHHHHH...... I cant believe it myself either.

This is the first time ever i seen one super star just walk passed me.....we are so close!!!! I am so so so so so so stupid!!!!! But no matter what, i'll definitely see them tomorrow night. Hopefully at least i can still see them la....hopefully....coz it's a free standing concert.....STANDING ler!!!! I must prepare myself for that.

那最初的心還在嗎?

有個老魔鬼看到人間的生活過得太幸福了，他說：「我們要去擾亂一下，要不然魔鬼就不存在了。」

他先派了一個小魔鬼去擾亂一個農夫。因為他看到那農夫每天辛勤地工作，可是所得卻少得可憐，但他還是那麼快樂，非常知足。
小魔鬼就開始想，要怎樣才能把農夫變壞呢？他就把農夫的田地變得很硬，讓農夫知難而退。
那農夫敲半天，做得好辛苦，但他只是休息一下，還是繼續敲，沒有一點抱怨。小魔鬼看到計策失敗，只好摸摸鼻子回去了。
老魔鬼又派了第二個去。第二個小魔鬼想，既然讓他更加辛苦也沒有用，那就拿走他所擁有的東西吧！
那小魔鬼就把他午餐的麵包跟水偷走，他想，農夫做得那麼辛苦，又累又餓，卻連麵包跟水都不見了，這下子他一定會暴跳如雷！
農夫又渴又餓地到樹下休息，想不到麵包跟水都不見了！「不曉得是哪個可憐的人比我更需要那塊麵包跟水？
如果這些東西就能讓他得溫飽的話，那就好了。」又失敗了，小魔鬼又棄甲而逃。

老魔鬼覺得奇怪，難道沒有任何辦法能使這農夫變壞？就在這時第三個小魔鬼出來了。
他對老魔鬼講：「我有辦法，一定能把他變壞。」
小魔鬼先去跟農夫做朋友，農夫很高興地和他作了朋友。因為魔鬼有預知的能力，他就告訴農夫，明年會有乾旱，教農夫把稻種在濕地上，農夫便照做。結果第二年別人沒有收成，只有農夫的收成滿坑滿谷，他就因此而富裕起來了。
小魔鬼又每年都對農夫說當年適合種什麼，三年下來，這農夫就變得非常富有。

他又教農夫把米拿去釀酒販賣，賺取更多的錢。慢慢地，農夫開始不工作了，靠著經濟販賣的方式，就能獲得大量金錢。

有一天，老魔鬼來了，小魔鬼就告訴老魔鬼說：「您看！我現在要展現我的成果。這農夫現在已經有豬的血液了。」只見農夫辦了個晚宴，所有富有的人都來參加；喝最好的酒，吃最精美的餐點，還有好多的僕人侍候。他們非常浪費地吃喝，衣裳零亂，醉得不省人事，開始變得像豬一樣癡肥愚蠢。
「您還會看到他身上有著狼的血液。」小魔鬼又說。這時，一個僕人端著葡萄酒出來，不小心跌了一跤。
農夫就開始罵他：「你做事這麼不小心！」「唉！主人，我們到現在都沒有吃飯，餓得渾身無力。」
「事情沒有做完，你們怎麼可以吃飯！」
老魔鬼見了，高興地對小魔鬼說：「唉！你太了不起！你是怎麼辦到的？」
小魔鬼說：「我只不過是讓他擁有比他需要的更多而已，這樣就可以引發他人性中的貪婪。」

心若改變，你的態度跟著改變；
態度改變，你的習慣跟著改變；
習慣改變，你的性格跟著改變；
性格改變，你的人生跟著改變。

這篇文章分享給每一個在為夢想努力奮鬥的你，提醒我們在努力追求夢想的同時，
千萬不要忘了最初的本心。

The Half Blood Prince

I've just finish reading the 6th book of the Harry Potter series -- The Half Blood Prince. And after finishing it, my heart sink an inch deeper. The ending was the one which i had never been expected. But i think most of the Harry Potter's fans will never expected that tragic ending of it. Till now i still cant really accept that horrific tragedy which had happen. I don't believe it until there's a tomb.

Half way through the book, where Professor Dumbledore was having secret lessons with Harry, i seriously had the same feeling as what Harry did whereby all the things that Professor show him seems meaningless. Only towards the end, i realise that everything was so much linked together. Everything started even before Harry Potter was present on the wizarding world. Professor Dumbledore, the most powerful wizard in the wizarding world, whom even the Darkest wizard -- Lord Voldermont had been afraid of. From the first book till now which i've reach, i do respect Professor Dumbledore so so much and feel so impressed with his clear mind and those perfect decision which he had always made to keep everything under control. But people do make mistakes. He will had never thought of getting himself killed by one of his colleague whom he trusted most. Of course, we reader will had never thought of that. Even personally, i think he wasn't as bad as Harry had always describe him. I think he had just been very strict to students since Harry din do well in his Potions class as well. Besides, i've never been expecting him to be the owner of the Advanced-Potion-Making book which was the property of the Half Blood Prince.

Whatever it goes, that already is the fact. No one can ever change that since it was made that way. All we can do is to accept it. But i still feel very depressed as if i've known Professor Dumbledore as well. I've even imagine that i'm at the funeral that day. I cant imagine how miserable it will be in the next book without the most powerful wizard's protect.

星光来了....星光来了....

太好了....星光来了...应该是说星光又来了!!!而且这次是来开唱哦. 这次我不管风吹雨打都要上山给他加油去. 最近的我在烦恼怎样说服我爸要他帮我用他的积分来换票. 这次我要换VIP的票, 不管他多贵了. 或许我以后再也没机会看演唱会了, 谁叫我要毕业了啊.

我一定要去!!!!

Believe it or not

It's a brand new year now, 2008. Mostly during end of the year, most of the horoscope will post some articles on predicting the fate of every horoscope. Of course, i'll be one of those people that will read those predictive article. Sometimes as a Christian, we shouldn't be believing all these predictive things other than those mention in the Bible. But it's just too closed to the real life that we are having. Now since year 2008 had passed for 17 days, i can seriously see that the prediction on my horoscope--Cancer had gone true!!! Believe it or not. There's one part of it say: "...今年巨蟹在表達溝通上稍有欠缺，個人的想法沒有及時和他人進行交流，至使相關工作不能較快開展，只要消除溝通方面的嫌隙，今年還是會大有斬獲的。" Well, this might sounds normal and not big deal, but i had seriously facing this problem. Mostly i wont reject other people's request directy no matter on the phone or in person, and this time....maybe i should say last night, i've rejected one phone call from one of my friends (though not those super closed 1) so harsh that after i hung up the phone i feel guilty. I'd seriously wanted to apologize to him coz i seriously don't know how to speak so i'm just telling you all the truth. I just don't know how to put it in beautiful words. So i guess that's one of the reasons why i'm not so welcome in a community (of course there's so much more reasons i believe). Never mind, i just want to be truth. The world now had been so fake that it's hard for people to accept the truth. I don't like that. I want Truth everywhere!!! Pray hard for that!!!

星光帮

其实星光帮这个名词对我来说一点都不陌生,因前不久前力宏来过没多久他们也来宣传.初初真的对星光帮这个团体不是很了解,因为都没追"超级星光大道'啊.在外读书的时候哪能每天上网看这些啊,做功课都来不极了啦,加上学校的线路也真是有限公司的.现在放假回来过着闲人的生活,什么电视节目都看.

其实"超级星光大道'是有一晚我不小心看到的.我记得我看的是和艺人合唱的那一集,是鸭子被淘汰的.初初开始看就觉得不过是个唱歌比赛嘛,但慢慢追下去才发现这个节目不是单纯的残酷的歌唱比赛节目.这个节目唯一不同于平时的歌唱节目是,它多了人情味.每位参赛者都尽全力的在挑战自己,当然说了是比赛那当然会有人被淘汰.在电视机前面看着这个节目的我,也被他们每位参赛者的热诚感动到泣不成声.看见他们的真情流露,我真的很佩服他们的坚持和勇气.尤其是我最喜欢的杨宗纬退出星光大道那一集,我真的是哭成泪人.或许会有人骂他活该,但在看的我一边哭一边给他全世界最用力的掌声.自己看看吧!

除了他们的认真,我也被他们的那真挚的友谊感动.在这个影片可以看到杨宗纬的好友-潘裕文(也是我喜欢的)已经崩溃了.我每次都在想,如过有一天是我要离开,会不会有一个人像潘裕文一样为我哭得不能自己.我想应该没有吧!!!我的眼泪永远都只有往肚里吞,不管多艰难的事还是得自己去面对.我永远都是一个人!!!杨宗纬...潘裕文...加油!!!(虽然你们现在已经很不错了)祝你们的友谊永远都是那么的浓郁...一定要好好珍惜!!!加油!!!

第一个感觉

人啊,有一个很大的毛病就是犹豫不决.就像平时逛街的我,明明很喜欢那一样东西了但总觉得别家店的应该会比较好或比较便宜.女人嘛,只要是便宜个一毛钱我们也会觉得自己做了很明智的选择.而我呢,就是因为这样,所以常常错失了自己真正喜欢的东西.我常常会讲说"等我回家做梦,如果我梦见那样东西的话,我一定二话不说就回来把它买回去.'自以为很聪明的我还以为那样东西会在原地不动的等我把它带回家,而没有想过在我放弃它的下一刻就有另一个人看上它并毫无考虑的把它带回家.

买东西是这样,那人于人又是怎样呢?东西买不到,只能回家在那忏悔.严重的话就是每一次逛街,只要看到相关的商品就会不自觉和自己曾经放弃过的商品做比较.总会在那里念着"还是上次那个好'...."还是上次看到的那个漂亮'....到头来才发现,自己第一眼看到的才是最好的.

前不久遇见一位老朋友,我们并没有很多的互动,但那种熟悉的感觉依然还存在着.虽然我们只是很肤浅的问候和闹了几句,很自然的就会有以前我们在一起打打闹闹的画面浮现在脑海里.这个时候才发现,原来我是多么的怀念以前我们曾经相处过的日子.现在大家各忙各的,不用说见面了,就连传简讯(那种FORWARD的)都没有.更残忍的是,现在在我电话的通讯录里没有他的电话号码.说实在的,当我知道会遇见他时,心里还真是有点不知所措的说,AKA兴奋啦.自己很不要脸的就在那想开场白,哈哈!现在回想起来还真是觉得自己真的要颁个08年度花痴奖给自己.在我回家的路上突然有种莫名的失落感.自己开始在那后悔为什么当初没有听姐妹们的--相信自己,对自己要有信心,勇敢一点.如果我真的....那现在的我又会是什么样子?

到现在才知道,原来第一个感觉永远是对的和最好的.放弃了就只能自己一个人独自怀念...姐妹们,加油哦!!!

Breaking New!!!!

There's one shocking news (to me) that i've read from the newspaper today. The shocking news is that the leading actor for Prison Break - Wenthworth Miller (Michael Scolfiel) had a BOYFRIEND!!! I'm not kidding!!! This was such a shocking news to me! I've never thought that such guy like him is a G!!! OMG!!! I still cant accept tat....

韩风再度吹起

前不久刚回来时有追了一部很搞笑的爱情韩剧--幻想情侣.当然看完了这部韩剧,就会很自然的喜欢剧里的主角们,尤其是男女主角.看完这部剧心情起伏没有很大,因为这部剧是轻松的喜剧.当然,还是会有一点点想说的啦.那个女主角会这么恶劣其实是有原因的,她小的时候家人在车祸中丧命了,世上只剩下唯一的亲人-奶奶.奶奶也因为人老了而病逝,从此以后这个世界上就只剩下她自己和家里所遗留的财产.在这样的环境下成长,怎样都会把自己保护的紧紧的吧.在这样的环境下成长的她对自己也欠缺信心,觉得自己没有能力守住自己的感情.这一点的她跟我还蛮像的,总是会把自己的情感埋藏起来,让外人都猜不透我真正想要的是什么.就算对任何人有一点点好感也会觉得那只是我想太多.或许,流过血的那道疤一直都在提醒着我吧.说完女主角,来说说男主角吧.戏里的他一至对他的初恋有所留恋尽管她已是别人的未婚妻了,他还是隋传隋到对她温柔体贴.男人就是这样,我们女生永远不明白他们在打着什么如意算盘.

说完第一部了,就说第二部吧.这部是韩国最新的韩剧哦,7月才出的--刀手吴水晶.我们一家都不是很喜欢剧里的女主角(不是因为她的角色的关系哦!)所以我没放她的照片,一半也是我找不到男女主角一起的照片啦.我妈说那个女主角的脸很不讨人喜欢所一她不想看这部剧.剧里的女主角是典形的势力眼,她已经有一为很爱很爱她甚至步入红地毯的超大个男友.女主角就因为嫌弃他傻傻的什么事都不会又没钱所一在婚礼进行到一半中途逃走,和曾经追求过她的医生飞到美国去,丢下她那又肥有傻的男友.接下来,当然那个肥男减肥了,也成了和老虎五兹平起平坐的高尔夫球手.但脱胎换骨的他回来是有目的的,至于是什么样的目的自己去看吧.这不剧我看了感触比较多.看见男女主角的彼此的痛苦,想爱但又因为很现实的问题没能如愿.好累,好痛苦.人啊,往往总是在失去后才会懂得珍惜.而且最重要的是千万千万不可以对他有所怨恨,不然就会和剧里的男主角一样痛苦.这里是整部剧里我最喜欢的一段.

Serious Muscle Fatigue n Cramp

Just back from Singapore and now suffer from serious pain at the waist part. Whenever i move my torso, i'll feel the pain very seriously at the right part of the lower back from back to front. I've never had such a serious pain ever and it do makes me suffer. I'm a bit tough as well as i do not want to take any pain killer that will relieve all the pain and make me feel better. For a women, we'll need a much higher dose of pain killer in our life time for delivery. If you do take pain killer tablet very often, I'd seriously advise you to better stop it. Or else, you'll suffer more during delivery.

Erm, don't make myself so serious. Haha!!! My pain is seriously killing me that first time ever i've ever think of taking pain killer before i go to sleep. Coz it pain during the nite and keeps me awake. All i can do now is just sit in front of the comp without moving any part of my torso and not even my head but only my fingers. Feel like i'm handicapped people. Now only i realise how much handicapped people suffered. And also i can understand how much my beloved one had been suffering and still force himself to work. I cant even stand up straight!

Just hope the pain wont affect my daily routine so much as i feel guilty just to sit there and do nothin. There's super lot of things need my help there, especially the dusty floor. Let me rest one more day and tomorrow onwards i'll have to start work.

Spore here i come

2molo is d day tat i left my footstep off onto the plane again...but this time i'm not goin back to KL yet but to Singapore...I'm there to relax...to breath the air outside Malaysia. Wahaha, honestly i do not had any excited feeling now. But i don't know whether i'd had it 2molo. I haven pack anythin yet. Maybe becoz i've been there before so i felt nothing. Still remember the same days back in one year ago, i'm leavin to NanJing airport and start to enjoy my South China tour. I totally din sleep the day before i leave KL to KK. So i didn't really get myself prepared and only realise that i'm already in NanJing. Everything just happen too fast that i don't have time to get excited. Now that i'm leaving to Singapore, i had the time which is more than enough for me to get prepared and excited. But now, i feel nothing. I just feel like it's another flight that i'm going to take.

Nvm. Maybe by the time i reach there i'll get excited. Hehehe....

My Japanese Name

Haha....just go to my bro-in-law's blog found out my Japanese name....I love this name....Ogawa Kumiko!!!Wahaha.....funny....beautiful child somemore ler....

小川 Ogawa (small river) 久美子 Kumiko (eternal beautiful child)

Wanted to find out yours? Just simply go to the webpage here: RumandMonkey.com

Easy n Fun!!!

Emptiness

It's been bout one week since d day i left my footstep at d place where i live in sunway. Though it's so good to be back, maybe becoz i've get use to d life that i used to have there so i'm kindda like not used to d life that i'm having now. Whenever i'm free and alone, i'll started to miss everyone that i used to meet there....especially the instructor in California....like for example, today is Thursday, i used to go to BodyCombat by the most beloved instructor....i miss them so so much...i cant imagine that i had to face all these kind of sufferin for 3 months and i still have 2 months and 3 weeks elapsed.

There's just some kind of emptiness inside....no matter what i do i just feel like i'm lackin of energy. I feel like there's just lack of something. I mustn't deny that there's 'her' appearance in my mind as well. There's no one making fun besides me, no one punch me, no one argue with me, no one laugh at me, no one tease me....very boring la!!! Although we do send some stupid sms to each other, but it's just different. Haha!!! And of coz my housemate there....i miss the time where we used to sit and gossiping till midnight. This is what we girls will do....hahaha....and the most important is that....i miss my Combat and Spinning instructor so so so much!!! Whenever i remember d phrase 'I'll Miss U!!!' My heart just sink down an inch. Though i know that he might had mention this phrase to everyone, i still feel bad when i heard that.

This is the first time ever i have this kind of feeling. I never felt like this before. I always feel excited and happy to get onto the plane to see my beloved family in 2 hours times. I had no idea why i had this kind of feeling this time.

Last Day In California

See.....how time flies....It's like i just mention bout gettin back to California after my exam....and now i've to say it's the last day for this year for me to be in California. I can't believe how time flies....

Actually, last night i din sleep well...i dunno why, maybe bcoz i'm goin to meet my dear old fren who come back from Aus and maybe bcoz i'm goin to c my beloved instructor....i dunno....i just din sleep well...i keep on wakin up in d middle of the night...i dunno i'm excited bout wat....most probably i'll b back home soon....so get excited also....especially when i see all those things that i've buy n left on d floor....wahahah....

2day i'm so happy....coz finally he came to talk to me....AUTOMATICALLY U KNOW!!!!Wahahah...he ask me 'y u cut ur hair so short?!?!' wahahha....this qs make me stunt a while, coz i dunno how to answer him....then ho....d whole cls ho....i'm standin in front of him ma....wahaha....i get a closer look at him.....then ho after cls ma....i say 'c u next yr!!!' then he so curious n got ask me lo....erm...detail i no need mention la....kindda borin la....i'm so so happy finally i get to talk to him....i'm just happy!!!!!Wahahaha....seriously i'll definitely miss him when i'm back there for 3 months....then nite time i went to c another beloved him....wahaha...i have so many beloved....muahhaaahaahaa.....then ho....after d cls ar....at first i thought he was busy talkin with other ppl ar...then ho....he suddenly shout 'CINDY!!!!' (scare me ler!!!) then he say he'll gonna miss me!!!! Muahhahhhaaahhaaaa....my heart suddenly sink an inch ler....n he tell me next yr when i get back i definitely need to do some cardio b4 get into his cls....HUH!!!! He's challenging me!!!! OKOK....when i get back i'll go n do my cardio 2 keep up everythin...i'm not goin to let my stamina drop....YES YES!!!!

So sad la....like hearin all d ppl sayin bye bye 2 me....suddenly i feel like i wanted to stay here....but i knew tat my mum want me to get back n help her up...there's lot more things 4 me to do when i'm back home....especially life without a maid....everything have to DIY....ai....nvm nvm....so treat tat as my workout as well lo....so sad....

Relax

I'm so so so relax these few days....all i need to do everyday is to think what class to join in California....which shoppin mall to go....and what my mum and sis want to buy....hahaha.....tha's what i did before sleep everynite....wahahaa....like today, after goin to d cyclin class....i walk all alone in this pyramid....at first i thought i definitely will got something to buy.....but....at then end, i end up buyin my sis stuff n eat a lot of food....wahahha.....what a live i'm havin right now...

But ho....while i was walkin all alone....there suddenly had a lot of things come into my mind...now only i realise....besides him, i do not have any frens to go out with....somemore i think i'm botherin him so much....he got super lot of works to do and still i ask him goin out to play....i feel guilty whenever he tell me he haven finish his work....nvm....from now onwards, he wont c me again until next yr....hahaha....it's not d first time that i realise that i dun hav frens....the fact is that -- i do not have any frens!!!! Wahahaah.....Nvm....i've get use to d life liao....so doesn't matter....

FREE!!!!

Wahahaha.....cant believe that my horrible days had been gone just like that!!!!It's Unbelievable that i've been through all those suffering....mentally n physically challenging myself....especially in the middle of the night. Now, i'd like to officially announce that.....I'M FREE!!!!!Wahahaha.....

These few days i've been thinkin where to go besides California....that's all i worry these few days....wahahaha....wat a life i'm havin right now....wahahah...sooo sooo free....