愛情醫生發現許多年輕人都不知道男女大不同，特別兩性差異反應在愛情更是讓你瞠目結舌，所以趕快來看醫生幫你整理的小重點，讓你知道男女差別，也懂得如何因應喔！
▂▃▅▆▇ 男生的永永遠遠比女生的永永遠遠短命多了！▇▆▅▃▂
女生醒醒吧！不管你們談了多少未來的事，男生都不相信你們會永遠在一起，他根本沒有考慮結婚的事。
一個十幾歲的男生就算跟你說，我們會永遠再一起，但是事實上他絕對不會想那麼遠，當你在計劃你們的生活時，他所思考的未來，跟他生命中想做事，可不是兩人婚後生活，即使你們決定上同一所大學，你仍舊不會是他生活的重心。不要妄想他會親口承認這件事，他會說出你想聽的答案，但不會說出真相。
這並不是說男生很爛，女生很好。這件事的重點在於每個人對事情的看法不盡相同。女孩的天性就是渴望遇見真愛安定下來，男生的天性則是出去征服世界，在冒險中發現自己的可能，當你了解兩方本質上的不同，你才能開始健康的男女關係。
男生請注意！女生真的會以為妳們會一直在一起，十年、二十年，甚至一輩子。
女生超級愛做"永永遠遠"的白日夢。畢竟那麼多少女們愛看的小說、偶像劇、漫畫都跟我們說，當我們第一次愛上一個人時，他就剛好是我們的真命天子，或許他現在還不明白我的付出，但等他成熟後，他會加倍的疼愛我。所以你們還沒開始約會，她就已經幻想你們未來婚禮，生活一起的樣子，她還跟好朋友討論過了。
所以老兄，你必須了解女生在想什麼，別把事情弄得更糟，因為當有女生喜歡我們，我們就會跟她說她愛聽的話：
[我要永遠跟妳在一起。]
[跟妳在一起，感覺很不一樣。]
[妳是我遇過最特別的女孩子。]
我們說的並不是假話，只是表達的誇張了點，例如：我們跟每個正妹在一起時，感覺都很不一樣，但女生可不這麼認為，她會以為你是真情告白，於是她的白日夢系統就啟動的更嚴重了。
所以，男生們，我們要對這些誤解負起責任，如果你一開始就知道沒有結果的話，就別裝了！那到後來會變成一種殘忍的情感虐待，你所說的每句話都是女孩浪漫的憧憬，會讓她毫無抵抗能力為你做牛做馬，但是當你離開她時，就像把女孩的心撕開，踐踏利用，最後毀了她，讓她一個人遍體麟傷。這實在太傷天害理，就算你現在真的感覺很愛她，也別隨便說出口，畢竟你不能保證三年後這感覺會不會改變。但是你也不能說出實話：[嗯！因為我現在跟妳在一起感覺很好，所以我很開心，但我不能保證當我沒感覺時，會不會愛上別人。]啪！你臉上會多了一巴掌。
所以，問題的癥結在於不管男生說什麼，女生都可能做不必要的聯想，所以我只能說，跟女生說話要小心，老老實實說出你的想法，不要加油添醋！
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最後，看到這邊，如果你覺得：[我才不會這樣咧，你不明白我是真的愛她/他。而且我們都打算結婚。]，請特別看下面這一段。
如果你真的"感覺"兩個人會有結果，讓我們來談談那個"感覺"，你會為了對方寢食難安、舉止失常、手心冒汗、心跳加速，指點你一下，那不叫做愛。那是很棒的感覺，但別把這感覺跟愛情弄混了，愛情不是多愁善感、輾轉難眠，愛情是你決定一輩子去愛一個人，就算有時沒有感覺也能堅持下去，就算對方中風、車禍殘廢，你仍愛他，這才叫愛情。
我們談的是你現階段的交友，這些原則到你成年以後面對婚姻就不適用了，但那之前，希望你能理解青少年戀愛不會有結果，這不代表你就不能跟異性交往，反而你可以去體驗和異性做朋友的樂趣跟界限，不會迷失自我，不會隨便跟對方上床，更珍惜自己喔！
星期日, 5月 25, 2008
Mutation of genetic material
Scientific Terms
Causes:
Mutagenic material eg: radioactive substances, nuclear effect, or environmental stress. Alteration in Genetic material eg: Non-disjunction, base-deletion and substitution...
Symptoms: Altered physical features, mental retardation.
Treatment: NONE, GOD created everthing. Restrict yourself from getting closed contact with radioactive substances such as X-Ray! WOMEN: DO NOT SCAN UR BABY AS OFTEN AS U LIKE, this might cause alteration in the genetic material of your baby inside ur stomach. This is due to the high energy particle that might cause mutation in the genetical material, if present in high dose.
Weird huh, for what i've written. It's kindda scientific but just wanted to shout out that....this is the reality and this is what we are facing in the world today. All this are in scientific terms. If in non-scientific terms, continue to read.
Non-scientific terms
Causes: Evil and reality of the world cause mutation in human characteristic. Man started to leave GOD and live on their own, like those Isrealite shown in the book of Kings.
Symptoms: Depression, Jealousy, Disappointment, Anger, Eager to Revenge etc.
Treatment: NONE. But with GOD everything can be done.
There's similarity between these two. That's the treatment part - NONE. Both of this you need to rely on GOD. No matter what is his creation, you'll have to respect it and appreciate it. HE will have HIS WILL in it. Just learn to accept it. Pray hard for that.
Sometimes, there's also 'radioactive' or 'nuclear' particles in me whereby i do not know when does it cause harm (like the effect of nuclear weapon). I myself cannot find the source of leakage. I need some technician for that. But unfortunately, this wont happen. Unless, the power source had been turned off.
Causes:
Mutagenic material eg: radioactive substances, nuclear effect, or environmental stress. Alteration in Genetic material eg: Non-disjunction, base-deletion and substitution...
Symptoms: Altered physical features, mental retardation.
Treatment: NONE, GOD created everthing. Restrict yourself from getting closed contact with radioactive substances such as X-Ray! WOMEN: DO NOT SCAN UR BABY AS OFTEN AS U LIKE, this might cause alteration in the genetic material of your baby inside ur stomach. This is due to the high energy particle that might cause mutation in the genetical material, if present in high dose.
Weird huh, for what i've written. It's kindda scientific but just wanted to shout out that....this is the reality and this is what we are facing in the world today. All this are in scientific terms. If in non-scientific terms, continue to read.
Non-scientific terms
Causes: Evil and reality of the world cause mutation in human characteristic. Man started to leave GOD and live on their own, like those Isrealite shown in the book of Kings.
Symptoms: Depression, Jealousy, Disappointment, Anger, Eager to Revenge etc.
Treatment: NONE. But with GOD everything can be done.
There's similarity between these two. That's the treatment part - NONE. Both of this you need to rely on GOD. No matter what is his creation, you'll have to respect it and appreciate it. HE will have HIS WILL in it. Just learn to accept it. Pray hard for that.
Sometimes, there's also 'radioactive' or 'nuclear' particles in me whereby i do not know when does it cause harm (like the effect of nuclear weapon). I myself cannot find the source of leakage. I need some technician for that. But unfortunately, this wont happen. Unless, the power source had been turned off.
星期三, 5月 21, 2008
星期二, 5月 20, 2008
Angels Always by Your Side
Believe it or not, there's always angel by your side giving you a helping hand whenever you need it. Of coz, we could not visualised the angels like the one pictured out in the movie or cartoon show. We need the heart to feel their appearance. Let me quote one word from Queen Lucy of The Chronicles of Narnia "It's not that you cannot see, just that you don't want to see it." Erm, confused?
Well, what i want to shout out is that, there's always an invisible helping hands ready by our side. It was always there whenever and wherever we are. However, in this busy and realistic world, the vision on the angels become blurred or sometimes even ignored. World tends to become dark, full of disaster and evil, mans are fighting with each other....This is a endless story. The world is getting darker and darker. The bright like brought out by the angels had been buried by the darkness. Mans will have difficulties in finding out their way therefore they tend to sort out their own way which might lead them into the darkest pathway of all.
So, no matter what.....DON'T GIVE UP!!!! Remember to slow down your pace, calm down yourself and seek for the presence of angels besides you. GOD always provide helping hand. HE SO LOVE THE WORLD THAT HE GAVE HIS ONLY SON JESUS CHRIST TO SAVE US. HE is always by our side as if the tourch that guide my footage.
Well, what i want to shout out is that, there's always an invisible helping hands ready by our side. It was always there whenever and wherever we are. However, in this busy and realistic world, the vision on the angels become blurred or sometimes even ignored. World tends to become dark, full of disaster and evil, mans are fighting with each other....This is a endless story. The world is getting darker and darker. The bright like brought out by the angels had been buried by the darkness. Mans will have difficulties in finding out their way therefore they tend to sort out their own way which might lead them into the darkest pathway of all.
So, no matter what.....DON'T GIVE UP!!!! Remember to slow down your pace, calm down yourself and seek for the presence of angels besides you. GOD always provide helping hand. HE SO LOVE THE WORLD THAT HE GAVE HIS ONLY SON JESUS CHRIST TO SAVE US. HE is always by our side as if the tourch that guide my footage.
星期一, 5月 12, 2008
星期六, 5月 10, 2008
Please Do Sth!!!!
I've read this news article reporting on the natural disaster that hit Myanmar few days ago (i suppose). It was horrible!!!! People live without home, without food, without proper drinkin water etc etc. The most disasterous part is the super hot climate as we are having right now in Malaysia. Imagine -- You live in a place without shelter, starving and thirsty. I don't dare to even think and put myself in that kind of situation. It was horrible!!!
I feel like my heart are torned apart when i see all those picture on those youngster walking on the streets, begging for food from the drivers who drove pass them....queueing up for just a small scope of rice and water....a house which is no longer consider a house anymore (which had been blown away) etc etc. I feel so bad!!!! I feel like i need to do something. Thank GOD that there's UN in this world where they are acting in the front line. But, their help had been blocked by Myanmar government where they kept all the food (about 3 million tons if not mistaken) which had been sent in by UN without giving it to those people in need!!! Coz Myanmar had not yet been opened yet, especially to those US army plane which just wanted to deliver those needs into the country.
Please.....Let us do sth!!! At least i do, i'm going to find out the ways which i could help instead of just sitting here reading the newspaper article reporting the death count everyday. Even if i'm not helping them directly, but I'LL DEFINITELY DO STH!!! Money is useless here.... GOD please lead me the way! I'm ready to help!!!!
I feel like my heart are torned apart when i see all those picture on those youngster walking on the streets, begging for food from the drivers who drove pass them....queueing up for just a small scope of rice and water....a house which is no longer consider a house anymore (which had been blown away) etc etc. I feel so bad!!!! I feel like i need to do something. Thank GOD that there's UN in this world where they are acting in the front line. But, their help had been blocked by Myanmar government where they kept all the food (about 3 million tons if not mistaken) which had been sent in by UN without giving it to those people in need!!! Coz Myanmar had not yet been opened yet, especially to those US army plane which just wanted to deliver those needs into the country.
Please.....Let us do sth!!! At least i do, i'm going to find out the ways which i could help instead of just sitting here reading the newspaper article reporting the death count everyday. Even if i'm not helping them directly, but I'LL DEFINITELY DO STH!!! Money is useless here.... GOD please lead me the way! I'm ready to help!!!!
星期五, 5月 09, 2008
Night Mare
It had been a horrible night for me last nite, rushing for assignment of course plus insomnia. My whole body was so exhausted when i get on my bed but when i closed my eyes my vision start to flash back what i've done in the daytime. I found it so hard to get into sleep. Though in the end i still manage to get into sleep, now that i've got a dream, a night mare i should say. It's a night mare for me and this morning when i wake up i feel like i've never slept before.
Let me shout out here what my dream is all about. I had no idea why i got into the hearing somemore it's my best friend's hearing. In the hearing when i heard the judges was debating on the case, i started to cry and keep on repeating the phrase 'how can this happen to u....this is not true....he was been set up!!!!' I feel so bad so bad so bad. I had no idea how he got into this type of situation. When the hearing come to the half time, we of course gather outside sitting in the waiting hall (i suppose) where i try to comfort him. He seems to be calmer than usual while i'm trying my best not to burst into tears. I feel wanted to give him a hug to let him knew that i'm right by his side. But i cannot do that!!! All i can do is just holding his hand and trying not to mention anything about the case and trying to talk about those nonsense which i'm experting at. At that moment, there were blood dripping inside from my heart, i can feel the pain at the chain area. This was so tough trying so hard to hold the tears back inside my body where it's suppose to come out until my whole body was shaking badly.
Though the dream sound normal to you and it might make you confused on what's the real thing happening in there. Let me tell you, i had no idea what is happening inside as well. When i got up from my bed i feel like there's a heavy burden been laid on my chest and i feel so so bad. Than i start to wondering, what if the hearing is real? What if this is the real thing that happen to that friend of mine? What am i suppose to do? How should i help instead of crying and sitting beside him? What if i do hug him, will he feel better?
I feel like i'm goin to lose that one important person in my life. I just feel so bad until i had the urge to see him to check whether he is ok or not. I do hope he is ok. Pls.....tell me that you are ok.....Pls....show me that you are ok.....Pls....don't leave me alone!!!
Let me shout out here what my dream is all about. I had no idea why i got into the hearing somemore it's my best friend's hearing. In the hearing when i heard the judges was debating on the case, i started to cry and keep on repeating the phrase 'how can this happen to u....this is not true....he was been set up!!!!' I feel so bad so bad so bad. I had no idea how he got into this type of situation. When the hearing come to the half time, we of course gather outside sitting in the waiting hall (i suppose) where i try to comfort him. He seems to be calmer than usual while i'm trying my best not to burst into tears. I feel wanted to give him a hug to let him knew that i'm right by his side. But i cannot do that!!! All i can do is just holding his hand and trying not to mention anything about the case and trying to talk about those nonsense which i'm experting at. At that moment, there were blood dripping inside from my heart, i can feel the pain at the chain area. This was so tough trying so hard to hold the tears back inside my body where it's suppose to come out until my whole body was shaking badly.
Though the dream sound normal to you and it might make you confused on what's the real thing happening in there. Let me tell you, i had no idea what is happening inside as well. When i got up from my bed i feel like there's a heavy burden been laid on my chest and i feel so so bad. Than i start to wondering, what if the hearing is real? What if this is the real thing that happen to that friend of mine? What am i suppose to do? How should i help instead of crying and sitting beside him? What if i do hug him, will he feel better?
I feel like i'm goin to lose that one important person in my life. I just feel so bad until i had the urge to see him to check whether he is ok or not. I do hope he is ok. Pls.....tell me that you are ok.....Pls....show me that you are ok.....Pls....don't leave me alone!!!
星期四, 5月 08, 2008
星期一, 5月 05, 2008
MISS
This pic grab from my bro-in-law's blog. I cannot tahan liao i must post my shout out here.
Cute ler!!!! This is my dearly beloved niece and nephew. I miss them so so so so much!!! It had been 3 months since the last time i saw them face to face (video call doesn't count ok, since i do say FACE TO FACE). I think she might had forgotten me. And i haven seen my dearly currently 2 months old nephew. Whenever i see this pic, my eyes is so watery. I feel wanted to touch Jocelyn's face and wanted to carry Nathan on my hand. I want to do this so badly, but i cant do it via the pic or video call. I miss them so so much. I'm wondering whether Jocelyn will still remember me or not, whether Nathan will let me carry him or not. I wanted to hug them so badly!!! I miss them so so so much!!!
Maybe i should say i'm currently suffering from home sickness which i had not been suffering since dunno when. I had no idea what or who make me feel this way. I can't control this. This doesn't mean that i've met someone bad or met something bad, this home sickness just come to me and i had no idea how to control it. My eyes is watery again, probably i'll need to wipe it out with tissue. Haha....
星期五, 5月 02, 2008
休息是为了走更长远的路
今天1/5-劳动节！虽然这一天全世界都放假，只有我们这班有那GEN3030的人要回去LAB。原本很扫兴的，但今早去BODYBALANCE时看见Yvette在这一天还来教就觉得...好啦，我不是全世界最可怜的那一个啦。今天虽然有LAB但说真的我真的还蛮轻松的。就觉得今天真的有休息到咯！我好久都没有过这么轻松的生活了也，我已经想不起上一次我轻松的时候是什么时候了。今天出游的组合真的是百年一见也，真的蛮好玩的说。不知道为什么，就觉得很轻松很自在。或许是我在这个组合里令我产生了化学作用吧！我好久都没有这么轻松自在的出游了。因为心机很重加上有严重的想太多的我常常与大队出游总觉得处处人心险恶，好像每个人都不是真心在对待每个人一样，处处都充满虚假。（我是不是很严重啊？）我已经常常被人骂了也，但我就是觉得，不可能有这么好康的是啊！你对我好一定另有目的吧，不然干嘛你对我那么好啊？不要管我啦，如果你也被我影响，对不起！我不是故意的！因为我就是这种人。通常像我这种人应该都已经像张国荣一样得忧郁症自杀了吧，偏偏我就是那个少数的悲观+乐观混在一起的人。哈哈！！！
现在已经是2/5的凌晨1.15咯！而我还充满活力的坐在电脑前面po我的网梽，还真希望这份活力可以持续到我做完我的essay，这份东西我真的拖了很久的说。一定要赶完了啦，不然我的大考就没时间了啦！好啦！废话不多说，做...功...课！！！
现在已经是2/5的凌晨1.15咯！而我还充满活力的坐在电脑前面po我的网梽，还真希望这份活力可以持续到我做完我的essay，这份东西我真的拖了很久的说。一定要赶完了啦，不然我的大考就没时间了啦！好啦！废话不多说，做...功...课！！！
星期三, 4月 30, 2008
Laneige
Currently, my family had been crazy about this korea skin care and cosmetic product. It's not the first time for us to use this product. Mum had bought us the balancing emulsion and the water sleepin pack for each of us and also she had purposely buy one whole set which include the water bank cream just for me! And which i had treated as my precious and do not really used it. But currently, i'm using it as long as i can remember it. Seriously, the product is quite suitable for us. Most of us use the water bank line, after you use you can feel that your face is so smooth and bouncy and juicy. Trust me!
Another reason that make us crazy bout this product currently is the bag given which was gorgeous!!! And the attractive samples of course. But, if we join member at this period, there will had extra gift as well. That's the main reason why we are crazy. But than, i'm kindda soft hearted la. I din ask much extra sample from the promoter. So i decided to go and ask from her again probably this few days. As long as she give me one sample, i'll be happy with it. And i swear i wont buy in Sunway Pyramid anymore. I'd rather go all the way down to Pavillion KL to buy where the promoter there give my sis whole bunch of sample. I'm not kidding. It's seriously WHOLE BUNCH!!!!
Another reason that make us crazy bout this product currently is the bag given which was gorgeous!!! And the attractive samples of course. But, if we join member at this period, there will had extra gift as well. That's the main reason why we are crazy. But than, i'm kindda soft hearted la. I din ask much extra sample from the promoter. So i decided to go and ask from her again probably this few days. As long as she give me one sample, i'll be happy with it. And i swear i wont buy in Sunway Pyramid anymore. I'd rather go all the way down to Pavillion KL to buy where the promoter there give my sis whole bunch of sample. I'm not kidding. It's seriously WHOLE BUNCH!!!!
星期日, 4月 27, 2008
单身爸爸恋爱中
我又看完一部韩剧了！这次，当然又是吴志浩演的咯。其实是我在杂志不小心看到的，而且又是我喜欢的吴志浩演的，我又怎么能错过呢？剧情顾名思义当然就是在讲述一个单身爸爸自己一个人父兼母职的把被妈妈抛弃的儿子养大。刚开始看时我还真的是满讨厌他妈妈的说，但渐渐到后面也发现其实她也撑到很辛苦，为了理想就是要付出代价的。那个爸爸，当然更是没话说了，处处都为儿子着想，就算是自己不够吃了也要让儿子吃饱。看完这部剧，就觉得这个世界好灰暗、心情好地落、眼睛整个是哭到肿了也。难道好人都不能好好生活下去吗？难道这个世界每个人都要这么现实吗？难道就没有好人的存在吗？....
算了，不要再想了。我发现我真的入戏太深，到现在一个小时后的我还是觉得心情很低落。好想发泄出来，但...原来...我只有一个人。发泄个屁啊！睡觉去吧，这就是我唯一可以发泄的地方。
算了，不要再想了。我发现我真的入戏太深，到现在一个小时后的我还是觉得心情很低落。好想发泄出来，但...原来...我只有一个人。发泄个屁啊！睡觉去吧，这就是我唯一可以发泄的地方。
星期四, 4月 24, 2008
星期日, 4月 20, 2008
星期二, 4月 15, 2008
星期日, 4月 13, 2008
Who is this 'Man'
AHHAAHHAAHHAA......Let me proudly introduce -- the 'Man' -- KUMIKO!!!!
Hahaha.....Kumiki aka ME la!!!
Well, all these are not my point. My point is -- Do i look MAN???
Wahahaha.....i so like to call myself MAN instead of pretty or beautiful or watever word you'd like to use on a gals.
This glasses is from Forever21 with only 35 bucks!!!!
I cant wait to wear it and walk on the road.
But i think most of the ppl will stare at me coz lookin like a pervert!!!
WWWWWUUUUUAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
P.S: Pls ignore this blog if u feel uncomfortable coz d writer had been currently undergoin too much stress and had been started to talk without thinking.
Hahaha.....Kumiki aka ME la!!!
Well, all these are not my point. My point is -- Do i look MAN???
Wahahaha.....i so like to call myself MAN instead of pretty or beautiful or watever word you'd like to use on a gals.
This glasses is from Forever21 with only 35 bucks!!!!
I cant wait to wear it and walk on the road.
But i think most of the ppl will stare at me coz lookin like a pervert!!!
WWWWWUUUUUAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
P.S: Pls ignore this blog if u feel uncomfortable coz d writer had been currently undergoin too much stress and had been started to talk without thinking.
星期四, 4月 10, 2008
Challenge....Tough
I cannot remember when is the last time for me to have enough rest and total relaxation (only in bodybalance i suppose). All the cells in my body are in the intense and stress state.
I'm so so so exhausted. I'm the light bulb that does not glow due to power shortage.
I'm so so so depressed. Why am i so stupid??? Why cant i do things well???
I'm so so so tired, why cant i do things faster? Everyone in this world had 24 hours, but it seems to be never enough for me. GOD is fair and square, HE did not give extra time to anyone. Why it always seems not enough for me???
I'm so so so down. At this peak of time, i dun dare tell my family what am i currently suffering at. I dun want to let them worried bout me. There's nothing in this world can lighten up my spirit. Jocelyn do.
Can i drop off on whatever i'm doing now??? (Since i cant do anything well)
Can i just fly back without thinkin of any consequences??? (Since no1 will aware of my appearance)
Can i give up and just help my parents up??? (Since they need me)
Can i just kill myself and ended up everything??? (Since i'm suffering)
Can i just............
In conclusion.........i'm usesless, stupid, foolish.
I'm so so so exhausted. I'm the light bulb that does not glow due to power shortage.
I'm so so so depressed. Why am i so stupid??? Why cant i do things well???
I'm so so so tired, why cant i do things faster? Everyone in this world had 24 hours, but it seems to be never enough for me. GOD is fair and square, HE did not give extra time to anyone. Why it always seems not enough for me???
I'm so so so down. At this peak of time, i dun dare tell my family what am i currently suffering at. I dun want to let them worried bout me. There's nothing in this world can lighten up my spirit. Jocelyn do.
Can i drop off on whatever i'm doing now??? (Since i cant do anything well)
Can i just fly back without thinkin of any consequences??? (Since no1 will aware of my appearance)
Can i give up and just help my parents up??? (Since they need me)
Can i just kill myself and ended up everything??? (Since i'm suffering)
Can i just............
In conclusion.........i'm usesless, stupid, foolish.
星期六, 4月 05, 2008
FIGHTING!!!!
This semester will be my last semester in Monash. It's kindda amazing how i manage to make it in the past 2 years. Maybe this will be the end of my life here, i'm having difficulty to gather up my energy to do my work and fight for this last semester. Also for me to attend the lectures as well.
There's one subject of mine which will have different lecturers come in to teach us on different topic. There's one topic teach by our Head of School of Science - Professor Pua EC, everyone call him Pro Pua. He is the only lecture or any teacher whom had teach me in my life which i admire most and also which i seriously listen most. His brain is like full of knowledge. When he's giving out lecture, he's like too much to tell you and he just can't stop talking about those research which he had done and stuff like that. He like travel through the whole universe to teach, attending conference and to work etc etc. He was graduated in somewhere in US, sometimes heard him mention bout University of California; he had been teaching in NUS; and now Head of School of Science. He even had his own journal published!!! Sometimes he tell us bout when he had done his research, it was like 21 years ago, which is the year when i was born!!! Ridiculous!!!
OK...all this is not my main point, of coz Professor must have something. But what i want to say is the way he is. We'll usually think that those who had high position in one company or whatever place will be so proud of themselve and tend to be too proud of themselve until they will look down on those who are not the same level as them. Agree??? But Prop Pua is totally different kind. By the first day i went in to his lecture, of coz he can delivered the lecture so well and also full of knowledge, i also found that HE IS A GENTLEMAN!!! Not because he is good looking only i say that ok (though he can considered to be the most good looking lecturer i've ever had but he can be my father!); when we finish class, and he go open the door wanted to go out from the room, when he saw us who standing behind him awaiting him from walking out of the room (where normally we won't dare to walk in front of the lecturer rite?)....can u guess what he do as a Professor? He stand beside the room, holding back the door for us n let us go out first instead of he walk out himself first. He din do this for once only ok, he did this for every time when he had finish lecture. OKOK!!! Got other incident as well. There's one day as usual he's talking in front, suddenly he say he don't like to have lecture at 5pm coz all of us will be hungry. WOW!!! How bout him than? He do even concern bout us!!! Than he say next time he'll try and bring biscuit. Though i knew that he was joking but my heart seriously melt a bit when i heard those words. Where on earth can you find another lecturer whom will concerned you this much??? Those lecturer will only care whether you listen to him/her. And...And....there's another 1!!! There's one day, same as usual, late evening class, it was raining super heavily, when he ended his lecture, he ask us whether we do bring umbrella or not. YER!!! Where on earth can you find this kind of lecturer??? This kind of people already extinct ok!!!
Now, i'm so so so so so so so sad to announce that i'll will no longer see him again. Coz last Friday was his last lectures to us. I feel kindda like want to talk to him you know when he left. But i don't know what to talk about....though he do say if we wanted to know more can go to his office and talk to his nice MALE secretary (which he seriously emphasize on d word MALE) before we can approach him. HAHAHAHA!!! N he do say that all those things that he teach was not difficult but we better don't accumulate it until the exam comes. This words seriously plant inside my heart.
So from now onwards, i'm trying so hard to gather up my energy to manage my time and do my work. AZA AZA FIGHTING!!!! I must do it!!!
There's one subject of mine which will have different lecturers come in to teach us on different topic. There's one topic teach by our Head of School of Science - Professor Pua EC, everyone call him Pro Pua. He is the only lecture or any teacher whom had teach me in my life which i admire most and also which i seriously listen most. His brain is like full of knowledge. When he's giving out lecture, he's like too much to tell you and he just can't stop talking about those research which he had done and stuff like that. He like travel through the whole universe to teach, attending conference and to work etc etc. He was graduated in somewhere in US, sometimes heard him mention bout University of California; he had been teaching in NUS; and now Head of School of Science. He even had his own journal published!!! Sometimes he tell us bout when he had done his research, it was like 21 years ago, which is the year when i was born!!! Ridiculous!!!
OK...all this is not my main point, of coz Professor must have something. But what i want to say is the way he is. We'll usually think that those who had high position in one company or whatever place will be so proud of themselve and tend to be too proud of themselve until they will look down on those who are not the same level as them. Agree??? But Prop Pua is totally different kind. By the first day i went in to his lecture, of coz he can delivered the lecture so well and also full of knowledge, i also found that HE IS A GENTLEMAN!!! Not because he is good looking only i say that ok (though he can considered to be the most good looking lecturer i've ever had but he can be my father!); when we finish class, and he go open the door wanted to go out from the room, when he saw us who standing behind him awaiting him from walking out of the room (where normally we won't dare to walk in front of the lecturer rite?)....can u guess what he do as a Professor? He stand beside the room, holding back the door for us n let us go out first instead of he walk out himself first. He din do this for once only ok, he did this for every time when he had finish lecture. OKOK!!! Got other incident as well. There's one day as usual he's talking in front, suddenly he say he don't like to have lecture at 5pm coz all of us will be hungry. WOW!!! How bout him than? He do even concern bout us!!! Than he say next time he'll try and bring biscuit. Though i knew that he was joking but my heart seriously melt a bit when i heard those words. Where on earth can you find another lecturer whom will concerned you this much??? Those lecturer will only care whether you listen to him/her. And...And....there's another 1!!! There's one day, same as usual, late evening class, it was raining super heavily, when he ended his lecture, he ask us whether we do bring umbrella or not. YER!!! Where on earth can you find this kind of lecturer??? This kind of people already extinct ok!!!
Now, i'm so so so so so so so sad to announce that i'll will no longer see him again. Coz last Friday was his last lectures to us. I feel kindda like want to talk to him you know when he left. But i don't know what to talk about....though he do say if we wanted to know more can go to his office and talk to his nice MALE secretary (which he seriously emphasize on d word MALE) before we can approach him. HAHAHAHA!!! N he do say that all those things that he teach was not difficult but we better don't accumulate it until the exam comes. This words seriously plant inside my heart.
So from now onwards, i'm trying so hard to gather up my energy to manage my time and do my work. AZA AZA FIGHTING!!!! I must do it!!!
星期二, 4月 01, 2008
3月=星光月
3月份真的是星光灿烂的一个月啊！在这一个月里，我竟然可以亲眼目睹了星光帮们的实力。我从来都没有追星追到这种程度。哈哈！！！
就从12/3开始吧！这天是星光四少和鸭子来马宣传他们15/3在云顶的演唱会。当然，我有去那场签唱会啦！看见他们本人，其实就和电视上看到的一样。他们如果不是因为参加星光大道，他们走在路上只会是平凡到不能再平凡的普通人。而且，他们真的是一点也没有明星的架子。尤其是周定纬和许仁杰，他们好好笑哦！我好喜欢他们（虽然之前我是喜欢潘裕文的），尤其是周定纬。哈哈！！！
１５／３：这天就是星光传奇云顶演唱会啦！我等待的日子终于来临了。这场演唱会是我一生人当中去看的第二场演唱会（第一场美好的回忆献给了Ｂａｃｋｓｔｒｅｅｔｂｏｙｓ了）。这场演唱会真的是超赞的说，而且是我第一次大老远飞上云顶（虽然我去过云顶）就特地为了这场演唱会也。这场演唱会让我真的是见识到星光帮们的实力，他们真的不是做个样子罢了，他们真的是有料的。而且，这场演唱会我们也把潘裕文弄哭了。真的好谢谢爸爸帮我换这么便宜又前面的票！哈哈！！！
２７／３：这天是鸽王－杨宗纬到马宣传的日子。这个星期我放假也，怎么可能错过呢！这场真的是爆满也！人好多好多哦！真的好替宗伟高兴也。他努力了这么久，终于有他自己的成绩了！宗纬的现场唱功真的是无话可说，真的很有感染力。虽然我站得有点远啦，但还是可以看见宗纬的啦。上台看见他，真的觉得他的脸好苦哦，虽然他是都是笑脸迎人的。而且，在他来马宣传时，台湾那里就有一些对他伤害很大的报道。当他听到前面的那些鸽子们的加油声后，数度哽咽得说不出话来。可想而知，那些报道上了他多深呀。在场的我真的觉得好心痛，真的很不想看到他哭了。他在星光大道哭够了，出来了真的好不想再看见他哭了。在这里，真的是要很用力的对他说一声‘加油！！！’
30/3：这天是星光月的最后一天，也是我去看小美卢学睿的日子。在去看小美的前一夜，其实我只睡了四个小时。就是因为第二天要交的功课咯，害我一整天人一直处于亢奋状态。这天小美的场子，同样是在金河广场，但场子很明显安静了许多。不过，到大家看到小美出来时，还是给于最热烈的尖叫声啦！我当然也不列外咯！这次看见小美真的觉得他好靠近我哦！好高兴哦！小美真的好好好好笑哦！真的好好好好好幽默哦！在我上台给他签名时我问他‘新的手机号用吗？’（因为在他的网梽里他写到说卢爸爸买了新手机给他呀！）在他签好我的cd后，他就抬头用有一点惊讶的脸看着我然后回答用很小美的语气回答‘好用！！！’之后就是一场很小美式的大笑！哈哈！！！现在回想起来都觉得好笑。然后啊，站我后面的朋友说啊，在我走后小美说我‘好酷哦！’哈哈！！！说实话，还蛮爽的。
（小美的照片是我用我的宝贝N73拍的哦！）
这么精彩的一个月，真的很让我难忘。尤其看见每一位星光成员为着自己的梦想努力着，不惜一切代价，为的就是要做他们爱做的事--唱歌。这点真的很令我感动，突然觉得我好羡慕他们有自己的梦想。我的梦想又是什么呢？看见宗纬所受的委屈，难道好人就一定要被欺负吗？看见小美的活泼，顿时给我很多的力量，就像小美说的‘我一定会常常开心的！’这句话，我还真的是不敢这么有信心地讲出来。谢谢小美，谢谢你让我知道不管晴天或雨天，都要把笑容带在脸上，把欢乐带到这个黑暗的世界。
就从12/3开始吧！这天是星光四少和鸭子来马宣传他们15/3在云顶的演唱会。当然，我有去那场签唱会啦！看见他们本人，其实就和电视上看到的一样。他们如果不是因为参加星光大道，他们走在路上只会是平凡到不能再平凡的普通人。而且，他们真的是一点也没有明星的架子。尤其是周定纬和许仁杰，他们好好笑哦！我好喜欢他们（虽然之前我是喜欢潘裕文的），尤其是周定纬。哈哈！！！
１５／３：这天就是星光传奇云顶演唱会啦！我等待的日子终于来临了。这场演唱会是我一生人当中去看的第二场演唱会（第一场美好的回忆献给了Ｂａｃｋｓｔｒｅｅｔｂｏｙｓ了）。这场演唱会真的是超赞的说，而且是我第一次大老远飞上云顶（虽然我去过云顶）就特地为了这场演唱会也。这场演唱会让我真的是见识到星光帮们的实力，他们真的不是做个样子罢了，他们真的是有料的。而且，这场演唱会我们也把潘裕文弄哭了。真的好谢谢爸爸帮我换这么便宜又前面的票！哈哈！！！
２７／３：这天是鸽王－杨宗纬到马宣传的日子。这个星期我放假也，怎么可能错过呢！这场真的是爆满也！人好多好多哦！真的好替宗伟高兴也。他努力了这么久，终于有他自己的成绩了！宗纬的现场唱功真的是无话可说，真的很有感染力。虽然我站得有点远啦，但还是可以看见宗纬的啦。上台看见他，真的觉得他的脸好苦哦，虽然他是都是笑脸迎人的。而且，在他来马宣传时，台湾那里就有一些对他伤害很大的报道。当他听到前面的那些鸽子们的加油声后，数度哽咽得说不出话来。可想而知，那些报道上了他多深呀。在场的我真的觉得好心痛，真的很不想看到他哭了。他在星光大道哭够了，出来了真的好不想再看见他哭了。在这里，真的是要很用力的对他说一声‘加油！！！’
30/3：这天是星光月的最后一天，也是我去看小美卢学睿的日子。在去看小美的前一夜，其实我只睡了四个小时。就是因为第二天要交的功课咯，害我一整天人一直处于亢奋状态。这天小美的场子，同样是在金河广场，但场子很明显安静了许多。不过，到大家看到小美出来时，还是给于最热烈的尖叫声啦！我当然也不列外咯！这次看见小美真的觉得他好靠近我哦！好高兴哦！小美真的好好好好笑哦！真的好好好好好幽默哦！在我上台给他签名时我问他‘新的手机号用吗？’（因为在他的网梽里他写到说卢爸爸买了新手机给他呀！）在他签好我的cd后，他就抬头用有一点惊讶的脸看着我然后回答用很小美的语气回答‘好用！！！’之后就是一场很小美式的大笑！哈哈！！！现在回想起来都觉得好笑。然后啊，站我后面的朋友说啊，在我走后小美说我‘好酷哦！’哈哈！！！说实话，还蛮爽的。
（小美的照片是我用我的宝贝N73拍的哦！）
这么精彩的一个月，真的很让我难忘。尤其看见每一位星光成员为着自己的梦想努力着，不惜一切代价，为的就是要做他们爱做的事--唱歌。这点真的很令我感动，突然觉得我好羡慕他们有自己的梦想。我的梦想又是什么呢？看见宗纬所受的委屈，难道好人就一定要被欺负吗？看见小美的活泼，顿时给我很多的力量，就像小美说的‘我一定会常常开心的！’这句话，我还真的是不敢这么有信心地讲出来。谢谢小美，谢谢你让我知道不管晴天或雨天，都要把笑容带在脸上，把欢乐带到这个黑暗的世界。
星期一, 3月 24, 2008
Happy Easter Holiday
It's holiday time!!! YEAH!!! But this holiday, i need to attend my food micro lab. Means while the whole other monash student are having holiday, we those who take food micro was need to go into the lab. And the most important thing is that, we need to go from Monday-Friday!!! GOSH....what the H****!!! If you give me a lot of work during this holiday, i wont complaint this much. But you want me to stay here in Monash and sacrifice my holiday to fly back to Bintulu, i'm seriously gettin mad. But what to do, since this is my last semester as well. Hai....kesian me. Cannot go back to see the new born baby. Cannot go back to meet my dear dear Jocelyn. Cannot go back to watch Astro.....Hahaha!!!
Well, for me, my holiday start last Thursday, that's the muslim day. The holiday spirit was raise up to the highest peak yesterday and which cause me to sleep late this morning and will be a real terrible things to do coz i'm having my one and only lab session (Thanks 'her' 4 waking me up in the morning). Though this few days i'm having flu and cough until i feel like cutting out my throat, but i do not feel that i'm sick (though my roomate say my voice is so 'sexy' haha!!!). Thank GOD for that. This few days i feel so energetic. Of coz with 'her' 'playin' around with me. I dunno how 'she' feel bout that, but i seriously feel so relax and do not feel like i need to take care of what i have to say. I can just scold anyone or anything just in fron of 'her' and can talk whatever i want. I think maybe 'she' feel i'm such a 'lo so' person. Hahaha!!!
Erm, my conclusion is, i'm having holiday now....but with lab session everyday. And, i'm sick. HAHAHAHA!!!! (Have you ever see anyone sick but this energetic???)
Well, for me, my holiday start last Thursday, that's the muslim day. The holiday spirit was raise up to the highest peak yesterday and which cause me to sleep late this morning and will be a real terrible things to do coz i'm having my one and only lab session (Thanks 'her' 4 waking me up in the morning). Though this few days i'm having flu and cough until i feel like cutting out my throat, but i do not feel that i'm sick (though my roomate say my voice is so 'sexy' haha!!!). Thank GOD for that. This few days i feel so energetic. Of coz with 'her' 'playin' around with me. I dunno how 'she' feel bout that, but i seriously feel so relax and do not feel like i need to take care of what i have to say. I can just scold anyone or anything just in fron of 'her' and can talk whatever i want. I think maybe 'she' feel i'm such a 'lo so' person. Hahaha!!!
Erm, my conclusion is, i'm having holiday now....but with lab session everyday. And, i'm sick. HAHAHAHA!!!! (Have you ever see anyone sick but this energetic???)
星期二, 3月 18, 2008
星光传奇云顶演唱会
超赞的一场演唱会！！！在现场的我们都可以感受到星光们的努力，他们真的不是那种靠脸蛋吃饭的艺人。他们真的是很用力的在突破自己，一直挑战自己。看完演唱会回来的我，真的被他们的努力所感动，因而提醒着我-是时候做功课了。原本想把我拍的影片放上来的，但格式不同所以不行。
没关系，我就po照片吧！
茱定rain
潘王子
潘王子哭了，谢谢宥嘉代我们鼓励
小胖老师带领星光们忆马爷
最后一首歌（臭美的说一句：茱定rain一直往我的方向看！）
是真的！！！不知道是不是我和我朋友两人喊得太疯狂了，定纬唱每一首歌都会走到我们那个方向来。还不知这样哦，他还会回应我的手势哦！就是如果我比peace的话，他会用peace手势指向我们这个方向。哈哈！！！初初我还以为不可能看我啦，因为在我们前面太多那些专业的歌迷了（有灯牌的）。怎知我的朋友也是觉得他好想再看我们也。有第二个人的认知，我想我应该不会错了啦。哈哈！！！
这个影片是安可部分，也是全场最high的。很可惜的是，po这个影片的人是宥嘉的粉丝，所以整个影片只会看到宥嘉。我在这里是根本就是high到站在椅子上跳！重点是，我的椅子是不平衡的，所以我在跳的时候椅子也在晃。现在回想起来，还真的是蛮危险的说。哈哈！！！反正high嘛，而且搞不好这就是最后一次星光们能聚在一起，一起唱歌跳舞了。所以，我真得很珍惜。谢谢爸爸帮我换的票！！！哈哈！！！
没关系，我就po照片吧！
茱定rain
潘王子
潘王子哭了，谢谢宥嘉代我们鼓励
小胖老师带领星光们忆马爷
最后一首歌（臭美的说一句：茱定rain一直往我的方向看！）
是真的！！！不知道是不是我和我朋友两人喊得太疯狂了，定纬唱每一首歌都会走到我们那个方向来。还不知这样哦，他还会回应我的手势哦！就是如果我比peace的话，他会用peace手势指向我们这个方向。哈哈！！！初初我还以为不可能看我啦，因为在我们前面太多那些专业的歌迷了（有灯牌的）。怎知我的朋友也是觉得他好想再看我们也。有第二个人的认知，我想我应该不会错了啦。哈哈！！！
这个影片是安可部分，也是全场最high的。很可惜的是，po这个影片的人是宥嘉的粉丝，所以整个影片只会看到宥嘉。我在这里是根本就是high到站在椅子上跳！重点是，我的椅子是不平衡的，所以我在跳的时候椅子也在晃。现在回想起来，还真的是蛮危险的说。哈哈！！！反正high嘛，而且搞不好这就是最后一次星光们能聚在一起，一起唱歌跳舞了。所以，我真得很珍惜。谢谢爸爸帮我换的票！！！哈哈！！！
星期日, 3月 09, 2008
说不出来的话
不知道你会不会有这种感觉，就是往往有很多的话想说，但总是说不出口。这些话多数都是一些很私人的心里话。或许在读着这篇文章的你从来都没有体会过这种感觉，又或许你从来都不认为把所有的话说出来是一件很难的事。就像我之前有讲过的，人与人之间的沟通里有80%是谎言。所以，对我来说，很多话还是把它藏起来好。这样就不会有人受伤，也不会有人觉得痛。
但有时候自己神经很大条的时候，根本就不会想这么多。喜欢讲什么就讲什么，管他/她喜不喜欢听。就因为这样，神经一向来都很粗的我常常会不知不觉得罪很多人。有时候甚至严重到自己都没发现，其实自己在外面的仇家还蛮多的，而且还多到数不完。
这个年头，不知道是不是因为我的万能胃太久没做工了，所以我有点处于消化不良的状态。没关系！！！现在是‘食物中毒’期间，会比较辛苦一点啦，时间长了自然就会适应了。我的宝贝胃，你是时候做工咯，不可以懒惰咯，要加油咯，不然就是害人咯！！！
但有时候自己神经很大条的时候，根本就不会想这么多。喜欢讲什么就讲什么，管他/她喜不喜欢听。就因为这样，神经一向来都很粗的我常常会不知不觉得罪很多人。有时候甚至严重到自己都没发现，其实自己在外面的仇家还蛮多的，而且还多到数不完。
这个年头，不知道是不是因为我的万能胃太久没做工了，所以我有点处于消化不良的状态。没关系！！！现在是‘食物中毒’期间，会比较辛苦一点啦，时间长了自然就会适应了。我的宝贝胃，你是时候做工咯，不可以懒惰咯，要加油咯，不然就是害人咯！！！
星期六, 3月 08, 2008
My new heels
Hahaha.....this afternoon when i went for a walk at pyramid 2 asian avenue, than my target is to buy heels. Actually on the day when i went for Backstreetboys concert, i do see one heels which i like so much and somemore it got 30% discount with the price of RM49.90 only. Means after discount will be RM34.97. Than i thought since i'm going to a concert so it will not be quite comfortable for me to take a shopping bag with me all the way to the concert. So i plan to come and take it the next day. WHO KNOWS!!! The heels had been SOLD the next day when i went. I seriously was a bit sad when i din see the heels which i was about to buy the day before.
But now think back, COOL!!!! It's good that i din buy tat one. I only spend RM65 for this two elegant looking heels. I so so so love both of this heels. Wahahaha
星期三, 3月 05, 2008
A testimony of recovering from rehab
This is the video which i accidentally saw from youtube whereby AJ McLean from the Backstreetboys talking about his rehab in Oprah show. I was so touched and it do wake me up a bit. Their spirit and the unbreakable bond between each and everyone of them was so tough. I'm so impressed bout that coz i do not know the feeling of having that kind of bonding in my daily social life.
Go to youtube to watch the other part of the show urself. This is the part which touched me most.
Go to youtube to watch the other part of the show urself. This is the part which touched me most.
不喜欢的感觉
四个月后重新出发的我感觉不一样
果然 充电后电力会比较充足
但似乎懒散的习惯还是挥不走
从新回到岗位的我 再次面对所有熟悉的环境
这种感觉 我喜欢
但
这种感觉 也让我恐惧
经常对自己即将面对的挑战感到恐惧
所以 经常只把半颗头探出来然后又缩回去自己的壳里
所有的东西 感觉很不真实
所有的东西 好像不是我应该得到的
所有的东西 都好虚假
所有的事情 好像不应该发生
所有的事情 不应该会那么顺利吧
所有的事情 背后应该都有目的吧
经常听着Backstreetboys的Show me the Meaning of Being Lonely
心理常常都会不自觉地回答他们 I can show you that
这就是 Something that I already know
人际关系对我来说 就像数学题一样
虚假的成分 = 80%
真实的成分 = 20%
友谊对我来说 也不过是另外一题数学题
真诚 = 30%
付出 = 10%
谎言 = 30%
虚假 = 30%
我这种人 应该不可能会结婚吧
哈哈 没关系
有主的陪伴 我不必再回应The meaning of lonely
有主的陪伴 我对我所有的一切感恩
有主的陪伴 我活出我自己
有主的陪伴 明天会更好
Jesus Thankyou for loving me
后记：Thankyou Brian so so much for waking me up on my path in following Jesus.
Thankyou for waking up my life.
果然 充电后电力会比较充足
但似乎懒散的习惯还是挥不走
从新回到岗位的我 再次面对所有熟悉的环境
这种感觉 我喜欢
但
这种感觉 也让我恐惧
经常对自己即将面对的挑战感到恐惧
所以 经常只把半颗头探出来然后又缩回去自己的壳里
所有的东西 感觉很不真实
所有的东西 好像不是我应该得到的
所有的东西 都好虚假
所有的事情 好像不应该发生
所有的事情 不应该会那么顺利吧
所有的事情 背后应该都有目的吧
经常听着Backstreetboys的Show me the Meaning of Being Lonely
心理常常都会不自觉地回答他们 I can show you that
这就是 Something that I already know
人际关系对我来说 就像数学题一样
虚假的成分 = 80%
真实的成分 = 20%
友谊对我来说 也不过是另外一题数学题
真诚 = 30%
付出 = 10%
谎言 = 30%
虚假 = 30%
我这种人 应该不可能会结婚吧
哈哈 没关系
有主的陪伴 我不必再回应The meaning of lonely
有主的陪伴 我对我所有的一切感恩
有主的陪伴 我活出我自己
有主的陪伴 明天会更好
Jesus Thankyou for loving me
后记：Thankyou Brian so so much for waking me up on my path in following Jesus.
Thankyou for waking up my life.
星期六, 3月 01, 2008
BACKSTREETBOYS UNBREAKABLE SHOWCASE
AAAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH......it was a superb night here in sunway surf beach on 27/2 whereby i'm in Backstreeboys Unbreakable concert!!! They are gorgeous!!! Actually it was raining right before the showcase started. I was kindda like get ready to get wet and stand in the rain. And it was at that time i meet one group of ppl which consist of 1 aunty n her daughter and her daughter's friend. That aunty was so nice, she saw me alone than she ask me to join them. So, i've got frens!!! Haha....than it was because of that aunty i can stand in shed area to avoid the rain and whereby all the organiser people were kindda black in their face coz they ask us to wait in the car park. Than the aunty said ' Do u want us to run back again in the rain just to get back in the carpark??? We r not goin anywhere. ' WOW!!!! Gorgeous man!!! So, we whole gang are the first to get in!!!! Even earlier than vIP can u imagine that!!!! AAAARRRRGGGHHH...and i'm seriously so much closer to the stage (although there was the vIP area right in front of me) that i can see everyone of their face so clearly.....especially Brian and AJ!!!!! I lov them so so so so so much!!!! AAAARRRRGGGHHHH.....i still cannot manage to calm down my passionate love onto them.....
I LOv BACKSTREETBOYS 4EvA!!!!!!
星期二, 2月 26, 2008
Backstreetboys here in Sunway Lagoon Surf Beach
I accidentally found Backstreetboys's concert promo poster stick on one of the notice in my uni. And then only i found out that they will be having concert here in Sunway Lagoon Surf Beach and the ticket is only RM88!!!!! And the fortunate thing is that i found out this thing just on time, coz the concert is tomorrow!!!! Can you believe it....it's just that luck that i'm having. Means i must go for this concert no matter what. Wahahaha..... So i'm prepared and get ready for tomorrow's showcase....YES....YES!!!!
And....the most important things i wanted to shout out really loud here is that.....this afternoon when we was walking in pyramid to had our lunch, i accidentally saw Nick Carter and Howie D walkin right passed me!!!!!!! IT'S TRUE!!! I'm not kidding!!!! Both of them....of coz followed by at least 5 people around them.....just walk passed me just like that!!!! I was so so so so so so surprise that i do not know how to react when i seriously saw them walk pass me whereby i get numb and just stand there watch them go!!!! AAAAARRRRGGGHHHHH....I AM STUPID LA!!!!! Now i'm so so so so regret to just let them pass like that.....at least i called their names.....at least....better than nothing!!!!! AAAAARRRRRGGGGHHHHH...... I cant believe it myself either.
This is the first time ever i seen one super star just walk passed me.....we are so close!!!! I am so so so so so so stupid!!!!! But no matter what, i'll definitely see them tomorrow night. Hopefully at least i can still see them la....hopefully....coz it's a free standing concert.....STANDING ler!!!! I must prepare myself for that.
And....the most important things i wanted to shout out really loud here is that.....this afternoon when we was walking in pyramid to had our lunch, i accidentally saw Nick Carter and Howie D walkin right passed me!!!!!!! IT'S TRUE!!! I'm not kidding!!!! Both of them....of coz followed by at least 5 people around them.....just walk passed me just like that!!!! I was so so so so so so surprise that i do not know how to react when i seriously saw them walk pass me whereby i get numb and just stand there watch them go!!!! AAAAARRRRGGGHHHHH....I AM STUPID LA!!!!! Now i'm so so so so regret to just let them pass like that.....at least i called their names.....at least....better than nothing!!!!! AAAAARRRRRGGGGHHHHH...... I cant believe it myself either.
This is the first time ever i seen one super star just walk passed me.....we are so close!!!! I am so so so so so so stupid!!!!! But no matter what, i'll definitely see them tomorrow night. Hopefully at least i can still see them la....hopefully....coz it's a free standing concert.....STANDING ler!!!! I must prepare myself for that.
星期五, 2月 22, 2008
那最初的心還在嗎?
有個老魔鬼看到人間的生活過得太幸福了，他說：「我們要去擾亂一下，要不然魔鬼就不存在了。」
他先派了一個小魔鬼去擾亂一個農夫。因為他看到那農夫每天辛勤地工作，可是所得卻少得可憐，但他還是那麼快樂，非常知足。
小魔鬼就開始想，要怎樣才能把農夫變壞呢？他就把農夫的田地變得很硬，讓農夫知難而退。
那農夫敲半天，做得好辛苦，但他只是休息一下，還是繼續敲，沒有一點抱怨。小魔鬼看到計策失敗，只好摸摸鼻子回去了。
老魔鬼又派了第二個去。第二個小魔鬼想，既然讓他更加辛苦也沒有用，那就拿走他所擁有的東西吧！
那小魔鬼就把他午餐的麵包跟水偷走，他想，農夫做得那麼辛苦，又累又餓，卻連麵包跟水都不見了，這下子他一定會暴跳如雷！
農夫又渴又餓地到樹下休息，想不到麵包跟水都不見了！「不曉得是哪個可憐的人比我更需要那塊麵包跟水？
如果這些東西就能讓他得溫飽的話，那就好了。」又失敗了，小魔鬼又棄甲而逃。
老魔鬼覺得奇怪，難道沒有任何辦法能使這農夫變壞？就在這時第三個小魔鬼出來了。
他對老魔鬼講：「我有辦法，一定能把他變壞。」
小魔鬼先去跟農夫做朋友，農夫很高興地和他作了朋友。因為魔鬼有預知的能力，他就告訴農夫，明年會有乾旱，教農夫把稻種在濕地上，農夫便照做。結果第二年別人沒有收成，只有農夫的收成滿坑滿谷，他就因此而富裕起來了。
小魔鬼又每年都對農夫說當年適合種什麼，三年下來，這農夫就變得非常富有。
他又教農夫把米拿去釀酒販賣，賺取更多的錢。慢慢地，農夫開始不工作了，靠著經濟販賣的方式，就能獲得大量金錢。
有一天，老魔鬼來了，小魔鬼就告訴老魔鬼說：「您看！我現在要展現我的成果。這農夫現在已經有豬的血液了。」只見農夫辦了個晚宴，所有富有的人都來參加；喝最好的酒，吃最精美的餐點，還有好多的僕人侍候。他們非常浪費地吃喝，衣裳零亂，醉得不省人事，開始變得像豬一樣癡肥愚蠢。
「您還會看到他身上有著狼的血液。」小魔鬼又說。這時，一個僕人端著葡萄酒出來，不小心跌了一跤。
農夫就開始罵他：「你做事這麼不小心！」「唉！主人，我們到現在都沒有吃飯，餓得渾身無力。」
「事情沒有做完，你們怎麼可以吃飯！」
老魔鬼見了，高興地對小魔鬼說：「唉！你太了不起！你是怎麼辦到的？」
小魔鬼說：「我只不過是讓他擁有比他需要的更多而已，這樣就可以引發他人性中的貪婪。」
心若改變，你的態度跟著改變；
態度改變，你的習慣跟著改變；
習慣改變，你的性格跟著改變；
性格改變，你的人生跟著改變。
這篇文章分享給每一個在為夢想努力奮鬥的你，提醒我們在努力追求夢想的同時，
千萬不要忘了最初的本心。
他先派了一個小魔鬼去擾亂一個農夫。因為他看到那農夫每天辛勤地工作，可是所得卻少得可憐，但他還是那麼快樂，非常知足。
小魔鬼就開始想，要怎樣才能把農夫變壞呢？他就把農夫的田地變得很硬，讓農夫知難而退。
那農夫敲半天，做得好辛苦，但他只是休息一下，還是繼續敲，沒有一點抱怨。小魔鬼看到計策失敗，只好摸摸鼻子回去了。
老魔鬼又派了第二個去。第二個小魔鬼想，既然讓他更加辛苦也沒有用，那就拿走他所擁有的東西吧！
那小魔鬼就把他午餐的麵包跟水偷走，他想，農夫做得那麼辛苦，又累又餓，卻連麵包跟水都不見了，這下子他一定會暴跳如雷！
農夫又渴又餓地到樹下休息，想不到麵包跟水都不見了！「不曉得是哪個可憐的人比我更需要那塊麵包跟水？
如果這些東西就能讓他得溫飽的話，那就好了。」又失敗了，小魔鬼又棄甲而逃。
老魔鬼覺得奇怪，難道沒有任何辦法能使這農夫變壞？就在這時第三個小魔鬼出來了。
他對老魔鬼講：「我有辦法，一定能把他變壞。」
小魔鬼先去跟農夫做朋友，農夫很高興地和他作了朋友。因為魔鬼有預知的能力，他就告訴農夫，明年會有乾旱，教農夫把稻種在濕地上，農夫便照做。結果第二年別人沒有收成，只有農夫的收成滿坑滿谷，他就因此而富裕起來了。
小魔鬼又每年都對農夫說當年適合種什麼，三年下來，這農夫就變得非常富有。
他又教農夫把米拿去釀酒販賣，賺取更多的錢。慢慢地，農夫開始不工作了，靠著經濟販賣的方式，就能獲得大量金錢。
有一天，老魔鬼來了，小魔鬼就告訴老魔鬼說：「您看！我現在要展現我的成果。這農夫現在已經有豬的血液了。」只見農夫辦了個晚宴，所有富有的人都來參加；喝最好的酒，吃最精美的餐點，還有好多的僕人侍候。他們非常浪費地吃喝，衣裳零亂，醉得不省人事，開始變得像豬一樣癡肥愚蠢。
「您還會看到他身上有著狼的血液。」小魔鬼又說。這時，一個僕人端著葡萄酒出來，不小心跌了一跤。
農夫就開始罵他：「你做事這麼不小心！」「唉！主人，我們到現在都沒有吃飯，餓得渾身無力。」
「事情沒有做完，你們怎麼可以吃飯！」
老魔鬼見了，高興地對小魔鬼說：「唉！你太了不起！你是怎麼辦到的？」
小魔鬼說：「我只不過是讓他擁有比他需要的更多而已，這樣就可以引發他人性中的貪婪。」
心若改變，你的態度跟著改變；
態度改變，你的習慣跟著改變；
習慣改變，你的性格跟著改變；
性格改變，你的人生跟著改變。
這篇文章分享給每一個在為夢想努力奮鬥的你，提醒我們在努力追求夢想的同時，
千萬不要忘了最初的本心。
星期四, 1月 31, 2008
The Half Blood Prince
I've just finish reading the 6th book of the Harry Potter series -- The Half Blood Prince. And after finishing it, my heart sink an inch deeper. The ending was the one which i had never been expected. But i think most of the Harry Potter's fans will never expected that tragic ending of it. Till now i still cant really accept that horrific tragedy which had happen. I don't believe it until there's a tomb.
Half way through the book, where Professor Dumbledore was having secret lessons with Harry, i seriously had the same feeling as what Harry did whereby all the things that Professor show him seems meaningless. Only towards the end, i realise that everything was so much linked together. Everything started even before Harry Potter was present on the wizarding world. Professor Dumbledore, the most powerful wizard in the wizarding world, whom even the Darkest wizard -- Lord Voldermont had been afraid of. From the first book till now which i've reach, i do respect Professor Dumbledore so so much and feel so impressed with his clear mind and those perfect decision which he had always made to keep everything under control. But people do make mistakes. He will had never thought of getting himself killed by one of his colleague whom he trusted most. Of course, we reader will had never thought of that. Even personally, i think he wasn't as bad as Harry had always describe him. I think he had just been very strict to students since Harry din do well in his Potions class as well. Besides, i've never been expecting him to be the owner of the Advanced-Potion-Making book which was the property of the Half Blood Prince.
Whatever it goes, that already is the fact. No one can ever change that since it was made that way. All we can do is to accept it. But i still feel very depressed as if i've known Professor Dumbledore as well. I've even imagine that i'm at the funeral that day. I cant imagine how miserable it will be in the next book without the most powerful wizard's protect.
Half way through the book, where Professor Dumbledore was having secret lessons with Harry, i seriously had the same feeling as what Harry did whereby all the things that Professor show him seems meaningless. Only towards the end, i realise that everything was so much linked together. Everything started even before Harry Potter was present on the wizarding world. Professor Dumbledore, the most powerful wizard in the wizarding world, whom even the Darkest wizard -- Lord Voldermont had been afraid of. From the first book till now which i've reach, i do respect Professor Dumbledore so so much and feel so impressed with his clear mind and those perfect decision which he had always made to keep everything under control. But people do make mistakes. He will had never thought of getting himself killed by one of his colleague whom he trusted most. Of course, we reader will had never thought of that. Even personally, i think he wasn't as bad as Harry had always describe him. I think he had just been very strict to students since Harry din do well in his Potions class as well. Besides, i've never been expecting him to be the owner of the Advanced-Potion-Making book which was the property of the Half Blood Prince.
Whatever it goes, that already is the fact. No one can ever change that since it was made that way. All we can do is to accept it. But i still feel very depressed as if i've known Professor Dumbledore as well. I've even imagine that i'm at the funeral that day. I cant imagine how miserable it will be in the next book without the most powerful wizard's protect.
星期一, 1月 28, 2008
星光来了....星光来了....
太好了....星光来了...应该是说星光又来了!!!而且这次是来开唱哦. 这次我不管风吹雨打都要上山给他加油去. 最近的我在烦恼怎样说服我爸要他帮我用他的积分来换票. 这次我要换VIP的票, 不管他多贵了. 或许我以后再也没机会看演唱会了, 谁叫我要毕业了啊.
我一定要去!!!!
我一定要去!!!!
星期四, 1月 17, 2008
Believe it or not
It's a brand new year now, 2008. Mostly during end of the year, most of the horoscope will post some articles on predicting the fate of every horoscope. Of course, i'll be one of those people that will read those predictive article. Sometimes as a Christian, we shouldn't be believing all these predictive things other than those mention in the Bible. But it's just too closed to the real life that we are having. Now since year 2008 had passed for 17 days, i can seriously see that the prediction on my horoscope--Cancer had gone true!!! Believe it or not. There's one part of it say: "...今年巨蟹在表達溝通上稍有欠缺，個人的想法沒有及時和他人進行交流，至使相關工作不能較快開展，只要消除溝通方面的嫌隙，今年還是會大有斬獲的。" Well, this might sounds normal and not big deal, but i had seriously facing this problem. Mostly i wont reject other people's request directy no matter on the phone or in person, and this time....maybe i should say last night, i've rejected one phone call from one of my friends (though not those super closed 1) so harsh that after i hung up the phone i feel guilty. I'd seriously wanted to apologize to him coz i seriously don't know how to speak so i'm just telling you all the truth. I just don't know how to put it in beautiful words. So i guess that's one of the reasons why i'm not so welcome in a community (of course there's so much more reasons i believe). Never mind, i just want to be truth. The world now had been so fake that it's hard for people to accept the truth. I don't like that. I want Truth everywhere!!! Pray hard for that!!!
星期二, 1月 15, 2008
星光帮
其实星光帮这个名词对我来说一点都不陌生,因前不久前力宏来过没多久他们也来宣传.初初真的对星光帮这个团体不是很了解,因为都没追"超级星光大道'啊.在外读书的时候哪能每天上网看这些啊,做功课都来不极了啦,加上学校的线路也真是有限公司的.现在放假回来过着闲人的生活,什么电视节目都看.
其实"超级星光大道'是有一晚我不小心看到的.我记得我看的是和艺人合唱的那一集,是鸭子被淘汰的.初初开始看就觉得不过是个唱歌比赛嘛,但慢慢追下去才发现这个节目不是单纯的残酷的歌唱比赛节目.这个节目唯一不同于平时的歌唱节目是,它多了人情味.每位参赛者都尽全力的在挑战自己,当然说了是比赛那当然会有人被淘汰.在电视机前面看着这个节目的我,也被他们每位参赛者的热诚感动到泣不成声.看见他们的真情流露,我真的很佩服他们的坚持和勇气.尤其是我最喜欢的杨宗纬退出星光大道那一集,我真的是哭成泪人.或许会有人骂他活该,但在看的我一边哭一边给他全世界最用力的掌声.自己看看吧!
除了他们的认真,我也被他们的那真挚的友谊感动.在这个影片可以看到杨宗纬的好友-潘裕文(也是我喜欢的)已经崩溃了.我每次都在想,如过有一天是我要离开,会不会有一个人像潘裕文一样为我哭得不能自己.我想应该没有吧!!!我的眼泪永远都只有往肚里吞,不管多艰难的事还是得自己去面对.我永远都是一个人!!!杨宗纬...潘裕文...加油!!!(虽然你们现在已经很不错了)祝你们的友谊永远都是那么的浓郁...一定要好好珍惜!!!加油!!!
其实"超级星光大道'是有一晚我不小心看到的.我记得我看的是和艺人合唱的那一集,是鸭子被淘汰的.初初开始看就觉得不过是个唱歌比赛嘛,但慢慢追下去才发现这个节目不是单纯的残酷的歌唱比赛节目.这个节目唯一不同于平时的歌唱节目是,它多了人情味.每位参赛者都尽全力的在挑战自己,当然说了是比赛那当然会有人被淘汰.在电视机前面看着这个节目的我,也被他们每位参赛者的热诚感动到泣不成声.看见他们的真情流露,我真的很佩服他们的坚持和勇气.尤其是我最喜欢的杨宗纬退出星光大道那一集,我真的是哭成泪人.或许会有人骂他活该,但在看的我一边哭一边给他全世界最用力的掌声.自己看看吧!
除了他们的认真,我也被他们的那真挚的友谊感动.在这个影片可以看到杨宗纬的好友-潘裕文(也是我喜欢的)已经崩溃了.我每次都在想,如过有一天是我要离开,会不会有一个人像潘裕文一样为我哭得不能自己.我想应该没有吧!!!我的眼泪永远都只有往肚里吞,不管多艰难的事还是得自己去面对.我永远都是一个人!!!杨宗纬...潘裕文...加油!!!(虽然你们现在已经很不错了)祝你们的友谊永远都是那么的浓郁...一定要好好珍惜!!!加油!!!
星期二, 1月 08, 2008
第一个感觉
人啊,有一个很大的毛病就是犹豫不决.就像平时逛街的我,明明很喜欢那一样东西了但总觉得别家店的应该会比较好或比较便宜.女人嘛,只要是便宜个一毛钱我们也会觉得自己做了很明智的选择.而我呢,就是因为这样,所以常常错失了自己真正喜欢的东西.我常常会讲说"等我回家做梦,如果我梦见那样东西的话,我一定二话不说就回来把它买回去.'自以为很聪明的我还以为那样东西会在原地不动的等我把它带回家,而没有想过在我放弃它的下一刻就有另一个人看上它并毫无考虑的把它带回家.
买东西是这样,那人于人又是怎样呢?东西买不到,只能回家在那忏悔.严重的话就是每一次逛街,只要看到相关的商品就会不自觉和自己曾经放弃过的商品做比较.总会在那里念着"还是上次那个好'...."还是上次看到的那个漂亮'....到头来才发现,自己第一眼看到的才是最好的.
前不久遇见一位老朋友,我们并没有很多的互动,但那种熟悉的感觉依然还存在着.虽然我们只是很肤浅的问候和闹了几句,很自然的就会有以前我们在一起打打闹闹的画面浮现在脑海里.这个时候才发现,原来我是多么的怀念以前我们曾经相处过的日子.现在大家各忙各的,不用说见面了,就连传简讯(那种FORWARD的)都没有.更残忍的是,现在在我电话的通讯录里没有他的电话号码.说实在的,当我知道会遇见他时,心里还真是有点不知所措的说,AKA兴奋啦.自己很不要脸的就在那想开场白,哈哈!现在回想起来还真是觉得自己真的要颁个08年度花痴奖给自己.在我回家的路上突然有种莫名的失落感.自己开始在那后悔为什么当初没有听姐妹们的--相信自己,对自己要有信心,勇敢一点.如果我真的....那现在的我又会是什么样子?
到现在才知道,原来第一个感觉永远是对的和最好的.放弃了就只能自己一个人独自怀念...姐妹们,加油哦!!!
买东西是这样,那人于人又是怎样呢?东西买不到,只能回家在那忏悔.严重的话就是每一次逛街,只要看到相关的商品就会不自觉和自己曾经放弃过的商品做比较.总会在那里念着"还是上次那个好'...."还是上次看到的那个漂亮'....到头来才发现,自己第一眼看到的才是最好的.
前不久遇见一位老朋友,我们并没有很多的互动,但那种熟悉的感觉依然还存在着.虽然我们只是很肤浅的问候和闹了几句,很自然的就会有以前我们在一起打打闹闹的画面浮现在脑海里.这个时候才发现,原来我是多么的怀念以前我们曾经相处过的日子.现在大家各忙各的,不用说见面了,就连传简讯(那种FORWARD的)都没有.更残忍的是,现在在我电话的通讯录里没有他的电话号码.说实在的,当我知道会遇见他时,心里还真是有点不知所措的说,AKA兴奋啦.自己很不要脸的就在那想开场白,哈哈!现在回想起来还真是觉得自己真的要颁个08年度花痴奖给自己.在我回家的路上突然有种莫名的失落感.自己开始在那后悔为什么当初没有听姐妹们的--相信自己,对自己要有信心,勇敢一点.如果我真的....那现在的我又会是什么样子?
到现在才知道,原来第一个感觉永远是对的和最好的.放弃了就只能自己一个人独自怀念...姐妹们,加油哦!!!
星期五, 12月 28, 2007
Breaking New!!!!
There's one shocking news (to me) that i've read from the newspaper today. The shocking news is that the leading actor for Prison Break - Wenthworth Miller (Michael Scolfiel) had a BOYFRIEND!!! I'm not kidding!!! This was such a shocking news to me! I've never thought that such guy like him is a G!!! OMG!!! I still cant accept tat....
星期二, 12月 18, 2007
韩风再度吹起
前不久刚回来时有追了一部很搞笑的爱情韩剧--幻想情侣.当然看完了这部韩剧,就会很自然的喜欢剧里的主角们,尤其是男女主角.看完这部剧心情起伏没有很大,因为这部剧是轻松的喜剧.当然,还是会有一点点想说的啦.那个女主角会这么恶劣其实是有原因的,她小的时候家人在车祸中丧命了,世上只剩下唯一的亲人-奶奶.奶奶也因为人老了而病逝,从此以后这个世界上就只剩下她自己和家里所遗留的财产.在这样的环境下成长,怎样都会把自己保护的紧紧的吧.在这样的环境下成长的她对自己也欠缺信心,觉得自己没有能力守住自己的感情.这一点的她跟我还蛮像的,总是会把自己的情感埋藏起来,让外人都猜不透我真正想要的是什么.就算对任何人有一点点好感也会觉得那只是我想太多.或许,流过血的那道疤一直都在提醒着我吧.说完女主角,来说说男主角吧.戏里的他一至对他的初恋有所留恋尽管她已是别人的未婚妻了,他还是隋传隋到对她温柔体贴.男人就是这样,我们女生永远不明白他们在打着什么如意算盘.
说完第一部了,就说第二部吧.这部是韩国最新的韩剧哦,7月才出的--刀手吴水晶.我们一家都不是很喜欢剧里的女主角(不是因为她的角色的关系哦!)所以我没放她的照片,一半也是我找不到男女主角一起的照片啦.我妈说那个女主角的脸很不讨人喜欢所一她不想看这部剧.剧里的女主角是典形的势力眼,她已经有一为很爱很爱她甚至步入红地毯的超大个男友.女主角就因为嫌弃他傻傻的什么事都不会又没钱所一在婚礼进行到一半中途逃走,和曾经追求过她的医生飞到美国去,丢下她那又肥有傻的男友.接下来,当然那个肥男减肥了,也成了和老虎五兹平起平坐的高尔夫球手.但脱胎换骨的他回来是有目的的,至于是什么样的目的自己去看吧.这不剧我看了感触比较多.看见男女主角的彼此的痛苦,想爱但又因为很现实的问题没能如愿.好累,好痛苦.人啊,往往总是在失去后才会懂得珍惜.而且最重要的是千万千万不可以对他有所怨恨,不然就会和剧里的男主角一样痛苦.这里是整部剧里我最喜欢的一段.
星期三, 12月 12, 2007
Serious Muscle Fatigue n Cramp
Just back from Singapore and now suffer from serious pain at the waist part. Whenever i move my torso, i'll feel the pain very seriously at the right part of the lower back from back to front. I've never had such a serious pain ever and it do makes me suffer. I'm a bit tough as well as i do not want to take any pain killer that will relieve all the pain and make me feel better. For a women, we'll need a much higher dose of pain killer in our life time for delivery. If you do take pain killer tablet very often, I'd seriously advise you to better stop it. Or else, you'll suffer more during delivery.
Erm, don't make myself so serious. Haha!!! My pain is seriously killing me that first time ever i've ever think of taking pain killer before i go to sleep. Coz it pain during the nite and keeps me awake. All i can do now is just sit in front of the comp without moving any part of my torso and not even my head but only my fingers. Feel like i'm handicapped people. Now only i realise how much handicapped people suffered. And also i can understand how much my beloved one had been suffering and still force himself to work. I cant even stand up straight!
Just hope the pain wont affect my daily routine so much as i feel guilty just to sit there and do nothin. There's super lot of things need my help there, especially the dusty floor. Let me rest one more day and tomorrow onwards i'll have to start work.
Erm, don't make myself so serious. Haha!!! My pain is seriously killing me that first time ever i've ever think of taking pain killer before i go to sleep. Coz it pain during the nite and keeps me awake. All i can do now is just sit in front of the comp without moving any part of my torso and not even my head but only my fingers. Feel like i'm handicapped people. Now only i realise how much handicapped people suffered. And also i can understand how much my beloved one had been suffering and still force himself to work. I cant even stand up straight!
Just hope the pain wont affect my daily routine so much as i feel guilty just to sit there and do nothin. There's super lot of things need my help there, especially the dusty floor. Let me rest one more day and tomorrow onwards i'll have to start work.
星期四, 11月 29, 2007
Spore here i come
2molo is d day tat i left my footstep off onto the plane again...but this time i'm not goin back to KL yet but to Singapore...I'm there to relax...to breath the air outside Malaysia. Wahaha, honestly i do not had any excited feeling now. But i don't know whether i'd had it 2molo. I haven pack anythin yet. Maybe becoz i've been there before so i felt nothing. Still remember the same days back in one year ago, i'm leavin to NanJing airport and start to enjoy my South China tour. I totally din sleep the day before i leave KL to KK. So i didn't really get myself prepared and only realise that i'm already in NanJing. Everything just happen too fast that i don't have time to get excited. Now that i'm leaving to Singapore, i had the time which is more than enough for me to get prepared and excited. But now, i feel nothing. I just feel like it's another flight that i'm going to take.
Nvm. Maybe by the time i reach there i'll get excited. Hehehe....
Nvm. Maybe by the time i reach there i'll get excited. Hehehe....
星期四, 11月 22, 2007
My Japanese Name
Haha....just go to my bro-in-law's blog found out my Japanese name....I love this name....Ogawa Kumiko!!!Wahaha.....funny....beautiful child somemore ler....
小川 Ogawa (small river) 久美子 Kumiko (eternal beautiful child)
Wanted to find out yours? Just simply go to the webpage here: RumandMonkey.com
Easy n Fun!!!
小川 Ogawa (small river) 久美子 Kumiko (eternal beautiful child)
Wanted to find out yours? Just simply go to the webpage here: RumandMonkey.com
Easy n Fun!!!
Emptiness
It's been bout one week since d day i left my footstep at d place where i live in sunway. Though it's so good to be back, maybe becoz i've get use to d life that i used to have there so i'm kindda like not used to d life that i'm having now. Whenever i'm free and alone, i'll started to miss everyone that i used to meet there....especially the instructor in California....like for example, today is Thursday, i used to go to BodyCombat by the most beloved instructor....i miss them so so much...i cant imagine that i had to face all these kind of sufferin for 3 months and i still have 2 months and 3 weeks elapsed.
There's just some kind of emptiness inside....no matter what i do i just feel like i'm lackin of energy. I feel like there's just lack of something. I mustn't deny that there's 'her' appearance in my mind as well. There's no one making fun besides me, no one punch me, no one argue with me, no one laugh at me, no one tease me....very boring la!!! Although we do send some stupid sms to each other, but it's just different. Haha!!! And of coz my housemate there....i miss the time where we used to sit and gossiping till midnight. This is what we girls will do....hahaha....and the most important is that....i miss my Combat and Spinning instructor so so so much!!! Whenever i remember d phrase 'I'll Miss U!!!' My heart just sink down an inch. Though i know that he might had mention this phrase to everyone, i still feel bad when i heard that.
This is the first time ever i have this kind of feeling. I never felt like this before. I always feel excited and happy to get onto the plane to see my beloved family in 2 hours times. I had no idea why i had this kind of feeling this time.
There's just some kind of emptiness inside....no matter what i do i just feel like i'm lackin of energy. I feel like there's just lack of something. I mustn't deny that there's 'her' appearance in my mind as well. There's no one making fun besides me, no one punch me, no one argue with me, no one laugh at me, no one tease me....very boring la!!! Although we do send some stupid sms to each other, but it's just different. Haha!!! And of coz my housemate there....i miss the time where we used to sit and gossiping till midnight. This is what we girls will do....hahaha....and the most important is that....i miss my Combat and Spinning instructor so so so much!!! Whenever i remember d phrase 'I'll Miss U!!!' My heart just sink down an inch. Though i know that he might had mention this phrase to everyone, i still feel bad when i heard that.
This is the first time ever i have this kind of feeling. I never felt like this before. I always feel excited and happy to get onto the plane to see my beloved family in 2 hours times. I had no idea why i had this kind of feeling this time.
星期四, 11月 15, 2007
Last Day In California
See.....how time flies....It's like i just mention bout gettin back to California after my exam....and now i've to say it's the last day for this year for me to be in California. I can't believe how time flies....
Actually, last night i din sleep well...i dunno why, maybe bcoz i'm goin to meet my dear old fren who come back from Aus and maybe bcoz i'm goin to c my beloved instructor....i dunno....i just din sleep well...i keep on wakin up in d middle of the night...i dunno i'm excited bout wat....most probably i'll b back home soon....so get excited also....especially when i see all those things that i've buy n left on d floor....wahahah....
2day i'm so happy....coz finally he came to talk to me....AUTOMATICALLY U KNOW!!!!Wahahah...he ask me 'y u cut ur hair so short?!?!' wahahha....this qs make me stunt a while, coz i dunno how to answer him....then ho....d whole cls ho....i'm standin in front of him ma....wahaha....i get a closer look at him.....then ho after cls ma....i say 'c u next yr!!!' then he so curious n got ask me lo....erm...detail i no need mention la....kindda borin la....i'm so so happy finally i get to talk to him....i'm just happy!!!!!Wahahaha....seriously i'll definitely miss him when i'm back there for 3 months....then nite time i went to c another beloved him....wahaha...i have so many beloved....muahhaaahaahaa.....then ho....after d cls ar....at first i thought he was busy talkin with other ppl ar...then ho....he suddenly shout 'CINDY!!!!' (scare me ler!!!) then he say he'll gonna miss me!!!! Muahhahhhaaahhaaaa....my heart suddenly sink an inch ler....n he tell me next yr when i get back i definitely need to do some cardio b4 get into his cls....HUH!!!! He's challenging me!!!! OKOK....when i get back i'll go n do my cardio 2 keep up everythin...i'm not goin to let my stamina drop....YES YES!!!!
So sad la....like hearin all d ppl sayin bye bye 2 me....suddenly i feel like i wanted to stay here....but i knew tat my mum want me to get back n help her up...there's lot more things 4 me to do when i'm back home....especially life without a maid....everything have to DIY....ai....nvm nvm....so treat tat as my workout as well lo....so sad....
Actually, last night i din sleep well...i dunno why, maybe bcoz i'm goin to meet my dear old fren who come back from Aus and maybe bcoz i'm goin to c my beloved instructor....i dunno....i just din sleep well...i keep on wakin up in d middle of the night...i dunno i'm excited bout wat....most probably i'll b back home soon....so get excited also....especially when i see all those things that i've buy n left on d floor....wahahah....
2day i'm so happy....coz finally he came to talk to me....AUTOMATICALLY U KNOW!!!!Wahahah...he ask me 'y u cut ur hair so short?!?!' wahahha....this qs make me stunt a while, coz i dunno how to answer him....then ho....d whole cls ho....i'm standin in front of him ma....wahaha....i get a closer look at him.....then ho after cls ma....i say 'c u next yr!!!' then he so curious n got ask me lo....erm...detail i no need mention la....kindda borin la....i'm so so happy finally i get to talk to him....i'm just happy!!!!!Wahahaha....seriously i'll definitely miss him when i'm back there for 3 months....then nite time i went to c another beloved him....wahaha...i have so many beloved....muahhaaahaahaa.....then ho....after d cls ar....at first i thought he was busy talkin with other ppl ar...then ho....he suddenly shout 'CINDY!!!!' (scare me ler!!!) then he say he'll gonna miss me!!!! Muahhahhhaaahhaaaa....my heart suddenly sink an inch ler....n he tell me next yr when i get back i definitely need to do some cardio b4 get into his cls....HUH!!!! He's challenging me!!!! OKOK....when i get back i'll go n do my cardio 2 keep up everythin...i'm not goin to let my stamina drop....YES YES!!!!
So sad la....like hearin all d ppl sayin bye bye 2 me....suddenly i feel like i wanted to stay here....but i knew tat my mum want me to get back n help her up...there's lot more things 4 me to do when i'm back home....especially life without a maid....everything have to DIY....ai....nvm nvm....so treat tat as my workout as well lo....so sad....
星期一, 11月 12, 2007
Relax
I'm so so so relax these few days....all i need to do everyday is to think what class to join in California....which shoppin mall to go....and what my mum and sis want to buy....hahaha.....tha's what i did before sleep everynite....wahahaa....like today, after goin to d cyclin class....i walk all alone in this pyramid....at first i thought i definitely will got something to buy.....but....at then end, i end up buyin my sis stuff n eat a lot of food....wahahha.....what a live i'm havin right now...
But ho....while i was walkin all alone....there suddenly had a lot of things come into my mind...now only i realise....besides him, i do not have any frens to go out with....somemore i think i'm botherin him so much....he got super lot of works to do and still i ask him goin out to play....i feel guilty whenever he tell me he haven finish his work....nvm....from now onwards, he wont c me again until next yr....hahaha....it's not d first time that i realise that i dun hav frens....the fact is that -- i do not have any frens!!!! Wahahaah.....Nvm....i've get use to d life liao....so doesn't matter....
But ho....while i was walkin all alone....there suddenly had a lot of things come into my mind...now only i realise....besides him, i do not have any frens to go out with....somemore i think i'm botherin him so much....he got super lot of works to do and still i ask him goin out to play....i feel guilty whenever he tell me he haven finish his work....nvm....from now onwards, he wont c me again until next yr....hahaha....it's not d first time that i realise that i dun hav frens....the fact is that -- i do not have any frens!!!! Wahahaah.....Nvm....i've get use to d life liao....so doesn't matter....
星期六, 11月 10, 2007
FREE!!!!
Wahahaha.....cant believe that my horrible days had been gone just like that!!!!It's Unbelievable that i've been through all those suffering....mentally n physically challenging myself....especially in the middle of the night. Now, i'd like to officially announce that.....I'M FREE!!!!!Wahahaha.....
These few days i've been thinkin where to go besides California....that's all i worry these few days....wahahaha....wat a life i'm havin right now....wahahah...sooo sooo free....
These few days i've been thinkin where to go besides California....that's all i worry these few days....wahahaha....wat a life i'm havin right now....wahahah...sooo sooo free....
星期二, 11月 06, 2007
California
It had been the 4th day that i haven step my foot into California....i so so so so miss everything inside there...especially d lovely instructor--Myke and Bryan....i cant wait to see them again.....and there's someone said that i've been started to grow horizontally.....WHAT?????It's only 4th day n he can notice that.....OMG!!!!But i dun deny the word that he say coz he is seriously true....during this peak period, i've been eatin every 2 hours.....it's not bcoz of hungry but bcoz i cant stop it...i just cant stop myself eatin....especially in d midnite....the situation get worst....if wanted to relate to what i've learn in my studies...it's becoz i've been using so so much energy from the brain, and brain which can only utilize glucose as fuel or energy supply had to be supplied with glucose continuously. That's why i'm eatin this much....
But.....see how the time flies....the paper that i'm goin to sit later is my second last paper....which means i have one more last one to go on 2molo mornin n that's it for this sem....this is.....FAST!!!! I cant wait to get myself workout and go out and shop like shopaholic....it's been a long time since the last time that i leave my footsteps at anywhere around bukit bintang....and even midvalley.....i cant wait for 2molo to come......
There's always one time during the midnight that i almost giv up upon everythin....i seriously thought of just don't study and prepared for the paper that i'm goin to sit....i just....tired of everythin....Thanks for him and her mental support which are always there whenever i needed.....it always comes on the right time....tq so so much!!!!Though i know u both are suffering as well....u might had the same situation that i'm facing now....but....ur support do means a lots to me....although it's just 2 simple repeat words -- + oil in ur msg....it gives me so so much energy!!!! Thank you so so much....i hope u wont be suffering as well....like wat u always tell me....this is life....u've to appreciate what u're doing rite now....Thank GOD for that....
Okok....i had about 55 minutes before i get into and sit for my second last paper....let me do somemore supa last minutes revise first.....hehehe....
But.....see how the time flies....the paper that i'm goin to sit later is my second last paper....which means i have one more last one to go on 2molo mornin n that's it for this sem....this is.....FAST!!!! I cant wait to get myself workout and go out and shop like shopaholic....it's been a long time since the last time that i leave my footsteps at anywhere around bukit bintang....and even midvalley.....i cant wait for 2molo to come......
There's always one time during the midnight that i almost giv up upon everythin....i seriously thought of just don't study and prepared for the paper that i'm goin to sit....i just....tired of everythin....Thanks for him and her mental support which are always there whenever i needed.....it always comes on the right time....tq so so much!!!!Though i know u both are suffering as well....u might had the same situation that i'm facing now....but....ur support do means a lots to me....although it's just 2 simple repeat words -- + oil in ur msg....it gives me so so much energy!!!! Thank you so so much....i hope u wont be suffering as well....like wat u always tell me....this is life....u've to appreciate what u're doing rite now....Thank GOD for that....
Okok....i had about 55 minutes before i get into and sit for my second last paper....let me do somemore supa last minutes revise first.....hehehe....
星期一, 11月 05, 2007
人间有情 5/11/2007
这两天都把自己锁在房间里不让自己出门，连运动也不让自己去。谁叫我的考试和马拉松赛跑一样啊，连下去三天。但这样也好，长痛不如短痛咯！前天在读的时候突然有种越读越兴奋的感觉，因为三天后将会有一连串精彩刺激的计划等着我进行！哇哈哈！好期待哦！
但说实在的，我把自己锁了一天后发现，我差点疯了！或许是因为我好久都没有像现在这样闭关了吧，所以觉得有点痛苦。像昨天去教堂崇拜啊，就觉得好兴奋哦！终于能够穿美美、看看外面的天空、看见我认识的人、看见我曾经教过的小孩子，就觉得-爽！但是到下午回家时，就发现又要面对残酷的事实了。然后啊，有一位弟兄很贴心，原本他早上就叫我去他家吃晚餐了，但我到傍晚的时候就临时放人家飞机（这是我的专长）。他还很贴心的说煮好了送过来我家给我，听到了就好感动哦！到晚上真的有人送来哦，而且那个人是我怎样也没想到会是他送来的哟！真的好感动好感动！害我在吃着的时候，眼眶有几度是满满的。如果现在是冬天的话，那我一定早就哭了！因为，那碗面线真的好温暖哦！而且，有妈妈的味道。虽然知道那位弟兄是很会煮的人，但没想到他越来越厉害。是谁把他娶回家还真是不用怕饿死的说。哈哈！在这种非常时期，突然有这种雪中送炭的感觉，真的好感动。而且，女生啊，一定会开始乱想。但我和那位弟兄他熟了啦，如果真的要有什么早就应该有了吧！哈哈！
当然，我那个死党‘姐妹’也还不错啦。知道我在痛苦也有给我加油啦，说要带我去吃好的啦、传一堆无聊的简讯给我啦之类的。但说真的，他的简讯还真的不是普通得无聊！有谁会跟你说‘i tell u one story, once upon a time, there's a little boy, stay in a small room, with no light, his eyes are closed and zzzz....’。靠！真的是有种从椅子铁下来的感觉。但也多得他这下无聊的简讯啦，这样我自少知道有人比我更无聊啊！哇哈哈！
令我顿时觉得，人间有情、幸福的感觉。哈哈！这些小小的行动都带给我很大的动力。就像我现在啦，凌晨就快三点了还能这么精神奕奕。现在是我中场休息时间，哈哈！
但说实在的，我把自己锁了一天后发现，我差点疯了！或许是因为我好久都没有像现在这样闭关了吧，所以觉得有点痛苦。像昨天去教堂崇拜啊，就觉得好兴奋哦！终于能够穿美美、看看外面的天空、看见我认识的人、看见我曾经教过的小孩子，就觉得-爽！但是到下午回家时，就发现又要面对残酷的事实了。然后啊，有一位弟兄很贴心，原本他早上就叫我去他家吃晚餐了，但我到傍晚的时候就临时放人家飞机（这是我的专长）。他还很贴心的说煮好了送过来我家给我，听到了就好感动哦！到晚上真的有人送来哦，而且那个人是我怎样也没想到会是他送来的哟！真的好感动好感动！害我在吃着的时候，眼眶有几度是满满的。如果现在是冬天的话，那我一定早就哭了！因为，那碗面线真的好温暖哦！而且，有妈妈的味道。虽然知道那位弟兄是很会煮的人，但没想到他越来越厉害。是谁把他娶回家还真是不用怕饿死的说。哈哈！在这种非常时期，突然有这种雪中送炭的感觉，真的好感动。而且，女生啊，一定会开始乱想。但我和那位弟兄他熟了啦，如果真的要有什么早就应该有了吧！哈哈！
当然，我那个死党‘姐妹’也还不错啦。知道我在痛苦也有给我加油啦，说要带我去吃好的啦、传一堆无聊的简讯给我啦之类的。但说真的，他的简讯还真的不是普通得无聊！有谁会跟你说‘i tell u one story, once upon a time, there's a little boy, stay in a small room, with no light, his eyes are closed and zzzz....’。靠！真的是有种从椅子铁下来的感觉。但也多得他这下无聊的简讯啦，这样我自少知道有人比我更无聊啊！哇哈哈！
令我顿时觉得，人间有情、幸福的感觉。哈哈！这些小小的行动都带给我很大的动力。就像我现在啦，凌晨就快三点了还能这么精神奕奕。现在是我中场休息时间，哈哈！
星期二, 10月 30, 2007
好混乱 30/10/2007
今天是我第一天考试，而且今天的这张是我重考的，所以没有那么紧张因为都已知道格式了。等了两个星期，终于等到这一天的来临了。还真是有点期待它快快的过，但这一段时间也是最苦的。没关系啦，忍一忍然后就可以去玩啦！而且这一次我特地多留一个星期在这里，多亏我民智的决定让我能够见到两年没见的绮敏，还真是蛮期待的。
其实在这一段所谓的study week其间，我好像也没有很用力的在温书。去运动那个不算啦，我就还会往外跑啊。新开张的Pyramid 2就来被我走烂了！加上多了一位‘姐妹’陪伴一起逛街，当然感觉就不一样啦！也不知道从什么时候开始和那位‘姐妹’的关系突然‘突飞猛进’，连我自己也有点觉得不可思议。我们真的好到一种很令人误会的程度，就连睡我隔壁房的都会常常问我一些他的事啊之类的，而且严重到一种程度就是就连一个跟我不是很熟的（也有一起去运动过的）朋友都会把我们俩送做堆。起初在身边的人还没有这些反应的时候，我还真的没有想这么多。就真的觉得多了一个很要好的‘姐妹’。
至于为什么我会一直称他为‘姐妹’呢，其实是有原因的。因为，他真的比姐妹还姐妹。你可以想象吗，一个大男人竟然可以在大庭广众和老伴在那里讨价还价（之类的）！！！怎么可能！就连我也做不出这种事。而且啊，有哪个男生带的包包是那种购物袋啊？就是那种披在肩上的！怎么可能！连我的也最起码事业个背包呢！和他走在一起就会觉得我和他的身份是调换的，我是男生而他是女生。我们有时候在打打闹闹的时候啊，我们也会互相提醒他每天在对着一个男生而我是每天在对着一个女生。哇哈哈！好笑吧！
或许就因为这样，我觉得和他一起出去玩很轻松。就觉得，我可以是我自己而不需要在乎别人会怎样看我。想笑大大声就笑大大声、想喷口水就喷口水、想讲一些我平时不讲的话就毫无考虑的讲出来（而且他也是这样）。好轻松！不知道从什么时候开始，这种感觉就已经离我而去。而我也渐渐忘记这种感觉了。所以只要是他叫到，我几乎都不会说不的，就当时出去疏解压力咯。
最近的我，思绪里又多了一个影子出现。这个影子应该是遥不可及的，就像我喜欢王力宏的那种感觉一样。而这几次和他有多一点的接触后发现，原来我还真是个花痴啊！还真是有点笨！从昨天开始，那种感觉就少了很多！因为就发现原来他并不是我想象中的那样。有期待就有失望吧！感谢主！主真是最了解我，他知道哪些是对我是无畏的，所以都会慢慢的帮我清除。感谢主！
其实在这一段所谓的study week其间，我好像也没有很用力的在温书。去运动那个不算啦，我就还会往外跑啊。新开张的Pyramid 2就来被我走烂了！加上多了一位‘姐妹’陪伴一起逛街，当然感觉就不一样啦！也不知道从什么时候开始和那位‘姐妹’的关系突然‘突飞猛进’，连我自己也有点觉得不可思议。我们真的好到一种很令人误会的程度，就连睡我隔壁房的都会常常问我一些他的事啊之类的，而且严重到一种程度就是就连一个跟我不是很熟的（也有一起去运动过的）朋友都会把我们俩送做堆。起初在身边的人还没有这些反应的时候，我还真的没有想这么多。就真的觉得多了一个很要好的‘姐妹’。
至于为什么我会一直称他为‘姐妹’呢，其实是有原因的。因为，他真的比姐妹还姐妹。你可以想象吗，一个大男人竟然可以在大庭广众和老伴在那里讨价还价（之类的）！！！怎么可能！就连我也做不出这种事。而且啊，有哪个男生带的包包是那种购物袋啊？就是那种披在肩上的！怎么可能！连我的也最起码事业个背包呢！和他走在一起就会觉得我和他的身份是调换的，我是男生而他是女生。我们有时候在打打闹闹的时候啊，我们也会互相提醒他每天在对着一个男生而我是每天在对着一个女生。哇哈哈！好笑吧！
或许就因为这样，我觉得和他一起出去玩很轻松。就觉得，我可以是我自己而不需要在乎别人会怎样看我。想笑大大声就笑大大声、想喷口水就喷口水、想讲一些我平时不讲的话就毫无考虑的讲出来（而且他也是这样）。好轻松！不知道从什么时候开始，这种感觉就已经离我而去。而我也渐渐忘记这种感觉了。所以只要是他叫到，我几乎都不会说不的，就当时出去疏解压力咯。
最近的我，思绪里又多了一个影子出现。这个影子应该是遥不可及的，就像我喜欢王力宏的那种感觉一样。而这几次和他有多一点的接触后发现，原来我还真是个花痴啊！还真是有点笨！从昨天开始，那种感觉就少了很多！因为就发现原来他并不是我想象中的那样。有期待就有失望吧！感谢主！主真是最了解我，他知道哪些是对我是无畏的，所以都会慢慢的帮我清除。感谢主！
溏心风暴2
这几天总算把所有的功课都交上的，所以就把溏心风暴再看一次。不知为什么，以前看到常在心和程亮两人的问题就觉得很不想看下去。就觉得他们两个人的关系搞到我这个看的人很累。现在，再一次看一遍突然觉得感触良多。
常在心这么用心的为她和程亮的感情付出，而程亮他因为一时的贪念而和常在心最好的朋友染上。整部剧里，就觉得常在心很可怜、很痛苦、很累。
我不会为常在心觉得不值，也不会因为程亮的过失而讨厌他。我只是觉得，一段感情就是这样，一定会有过渡期。只要你熬过这一段痛苦又漫长的过渡期，往后的日子就没有什么好忧虑的了。但是，在现在这个世界，如果每个人都这么努力的在为自己的感情付出及珍惜，那离婚率就不会这么高、为清闹自杀的人就不会越来越多。现在对自己所可以得到的东西往往都觉得不足够，以至有这么多的问题出现。这部剧里有些台词真的很有道理，让我在看的同时也可以学习到一些人生的哲学。
感情这种东西，还真是又期待又怕受伤害呀！不知道从什么时候开始，所有的男生对我来说都好肤浅。专家说的果然没错，男生是用眼睛来思考而女生是用心来思考的。神的创造好奇妙哦！这样不同的两种人怎样能够结合呢？好多人都会对我说，我等待的那一位还未出现。而我会觉得，为什么一定有一位是我等待的呢？难道，我不可以一个人过吗？为什么一定要我等呢？难道我不可以自己去找寻和我心意的那一位吗？这一切的一切，我已经问过千百遍。如今，我已不想再问了。我深深的相信，神已经有我的答案只不过他觉得我还没预备好。这个答案或许会很令人痛心，又或许会很令人开心，但这一切都不是我们-人可以掌权的。唯一的掌权者是那位尊贵的天父。
在我的字典里，爱情是一个遥不可及的东西。说我不想要有一段感情是骗人的，但我不会麻木的让我自己随随便便进入一个感情的圈套，为的是要保护我自己。如果自己都不保护自己，那谁还会来保护自己呢？就像我现在这样，生病了也没什么大不了的嘛。只不过是半夜会咳嗽咳到醒来甚至会咳到流泪。这就是身体在抗议了！抗议我为什么没有好好照顾我自己，搞到现在这么痛苦。当然，多一个人在我身边关心我照顾我这种日子真的好幸福好令人期待，但是谁有那么多美国时间无时无刻在你身边提醒你要做这个不做那个的？就算真的有，我应该会觉得他很烦吧！
人就是这样咯！想又不是，要有不敢。做自己吧！不要想这么多，我还有一大堆书要读呢！
常在心这么用心的为她和程亮的感情付出，而程亮他因为一时的贪念而和常在心最好的朋友染上。整部剧里，就觉得常在心很可怜、很痛苦、很累。
我不会为常在心觉得不值，也不会因为程亮的过失而讨厌他。我只是觉得，一段感情就是这样，一定会有过渡期。只要你熬过这一段痛苦又漫长的过渡期，往后的日子就没有什么好忧虑的了。但是，在现在这个世界，如果每个人都这么努力的在为自己的感情付出及珍惜，那离婚率就不会这么高、为清闹自杀的人就不会越来越多。现在对自己所可以得到的东西往往都觉得不足够，以至有这么多的问题出现。这部剧里有些台词真的很有道理，让我在看的同时也可以学习到一些人生的哲学。
感情这种东西，还真是又期待又怕受伤害呀！不知道从什么时候开始，所有的男生对我来说都好肤浅。专家说的果然没错，男生是用眼睛来思考而女生是用心来思考的。神的创造好奇妙哦！这样不同的两种人怎样能够结合呢？好多人都会对我说，我等待的那一位还未出现。而我会觉得，为什么一定有一位是我等待的呢？难道，我不可以一个人过吗？为什么一定要我等呢？难道我不可以自己去找寻和我心意的那一位吗？这一切的一切，我已经问过千百遍。如今，我已不想再问了。我深深的相信，神已经有我的答案只不过他觉得我还没预备好。这个答案或许会很令人痛心，又或许会很令人开心，但这一切都不是我们-人可以掌权的。唯一的掌权者是那位尊贵的天父。
在我的字典里，爱情是一个遥不可及的东西。说我不想要有一段感情是骗人的，但我不会麻木的让我自己随随便便进入一个感情的圈套，为的是要保护我自己。如果自己都不保护自己，那谁还会来保护自己呢？就像我现在这样，生病了也没什么大不了的嘛。只不过是半夜会咳嗽咳到醒来甚至会咳到流泪。这就是身体在抗议了！抗议我为什么没有好好照顾我自己，搞到现在这么痛苦。当然，多一个人在我身边关心我照顾我这种日子真的好幸福好令人期待，但是谁有那么多美国时间无时无刻在你身边提醒你要做这个不做那个的？就算真的有，我应该会觉得他很烦吧！
人就是这样咯！想又不是，要有不敢。做自己吧！不要想这么多，我还有一大堆书要读呢！
星期六, 10月 27, 2007
Energetic
Today is 27/10....n my first paper is on 30/10...which means i have 3 more days to go to reach my d-day!!! To be honest, i cant wait for that particular day to come and even hope for it to end....i cant wait for 8/11 where i'll b totally free!!!Everyday whenever i'm lockin myself at home, i'll always feel sleepy and in low batt mode. The situation will get worst when i sit in front of the table with my notes and books open. Why am i always so low batt??? This time i definitely can feel d FAIL words comin again....
Yesterday, as usual when i went to spinning class...and after all the workout and shower...Bryan tell me that i'm very energetic. Coz the class seems to be very easy for me....Whua....i cant believe that!!!! It's the first time ever there's someone use that word one me....i just too shock....Thanks for his words also, i do feel energetic that whole day.
Then when this mornin, when i was readin my daily bread, i read a article on a lazy man who was sooo lazy to do whatever things which he thinks is difficult...his father was so worried bout him so he ask around of his friends in order to get him one easy job....then one day, one friend come and tell his father that he have a nice and easy job order for his son....that's been a guard at the graveyard! All he have to do is just sit there and guard. Then after 10 days, the guy quit his job. He tell his father that it's not fair for him to sit there but all the people around him lyin there.
WHUA!!!! After i've read this article ho....there's like a big slap on my face....i almost become tat young man!!! I've finally wake up!!! All the while i've been sleeping....i'm just like that young man...whenever i started to read, i'll feel sleepy...what's the different between me n d young man????
From now onwards,i'll swear to get fully charged whenever i study....use the words that Bryan had used on my wisely....
Yesterday, as usual when i went to spinning class...and after all the workout and shower...Bryan tell me that i'm very energetic. Coz the class seems to be very easy for me....Whua....i cant believe that!!!! It's the first time ever there's someone use that word one me....i just too shock....Thanks for his words also, i do feel energetic that whole day.
Then when this mornin, when i was readin my daily bread, i read a article on a lazy man who was sooo lazy to do whatever things which he thinks is difficult...his father was so worried bout him so he ask around of his friends in order to get him one easy job....then one day, one friend come and tell his father that he have a nice and easy job order for his son....that's been a guard at the graveyard! All he have to do is just sit there and guard. Then after 10 days, the guy quit his job. He tell his father that it's not fair for him to sit there but all the people around him lyin there.
WHUA!!!! After i've read this article ho....there's like a big slap on my face....i almost become tat young man!!! I've finally wake up!!! All the while i've been sleeping....i'm just like that young man...whenever i started to read, i'll feel sleepy...what's the different between me n d young man????
From now onwards,i'll swear to get fully charged whenever i study....use the words that Bryan had used on my wisely....
星期一, 10月 22, 2007
Love is in d air....
Yes Yes Yes!!!! I swear i'll go to the mornin combat cls....Yes Yes!!!At first i was just trying my luck to sit outside of the class tryin to cool myself down, just wanted to see whether he'll come and talk to me o not....and he does!!!WAHAHA!!!!He ask me-'mou dok shu meh?' wahahaha....then he ask me to come again for d combat class later in the evening....seriously, before he ask me that i've never thought of coming to another combat class again....then my heart is kindda like...shaken when he ask me that....WAHAHAHA!!!!
Honestly, the combat class just now wasn't really tiring like the normal one. And we also didn't work on our core muscle as well. So, it's kindda like...not enough for me....later went back home i'll do it myself....hahaha....back to the combat class just now...there's only 5 people in the class....and 3 out of 5 are first timer....so he teach so detail just now....first time ever i've attended a combat class with the instructor standing in front of u tellin u how to do ur posture right....first time ever....and with him!!!!Wahahaa....
Wahahaha....Wahahaha....Wahahaa....just let me laugh to myself now....i just cant stop it!!!! Wahahaha!!!!
Honestly, the combat class just now wasn't really tiring like the normal one. And we also didn't work on our core muscle as well. So, it's kindda like...not enough for me....later went back home i'll do it myself....hahaha....back to the combat class just now...there's only 5 people in the class....and 3 out of 5 are first timer....so he teach so detail just now....first time ever i've attended a combat class with the instructor standing in front of u tellin u how to do ur posture right....first time ever....and with him!!!!Wahahaa....
Wahahaha....Wahahaha....Wahahaa....just let me laugh to myself now....i just cant stop it!!!! Wahahaha!!!!
星期四, 10月 18, 2007
The Dream I Had
There's something i must shout it out loud here.... o else i'll seriously get mad!!!
This morning when i was suppose to force myself out of the bed, i get back to sleep again and this is the time where i had the weirdest dream i've ever had....this dream interrupts my emotion for the whole day where i cant concentrate on my study...the dream keep on popping out in front of me....it's weird...and it looks sooo real....
Well, actually, it's not the first time i've been dreaming bout instructor....but this time....it's d most...how should i say....i've never thought of that instructor will ever come into my mind....it's sooo soooo real....and when just now i get into his class, when we use to clap each other hand, there's some kind of 'electric shock'....i had no idea what that....weird...i don't want to have that feeling....although he is a supa nice instructor which motivates me a lot....but i've never thought of he become the main character in my dream as well....i just....cant believe that!!!
HELP....HELP....HELP!!!!! Help me get rid of all these stupid things....i'd try to keep myself busy and not thinking bout watever i've seen in the dream this morning....it makes me feel bad...and interupt my emotion so badly.....PLEASE....GOD....Giv me wisdom...to stop myself from all these stupid things.....
This morning when i was suppose to force myself out of the bed, i get back to sleep again and this is the time where i had the weirdest dream i've ever had....this dream interrupts my emotion for the whole day where i cant concentrate on my study...the dream keep on popping out in front of me....it's weird...and it looks sooo real....
Well, actually, it's not the first time i've been dreaming bout instructor....but this time....it's d most...how should i say....i've never thought of that instructor will ever come into my mind....it's sooo soooo real....and when just now i get into his class, when we use to clap each other hand, there's some kind of 'electric shock'....i had no idea what that....weird...i don't want to have that feeling....although he is a supa nice instructor which motivates me a lot....but i've never thought of he become the main character in my dream as well....i just....cant believe that!!!
HELP....HELP....HELP!!!!! Help me get rid of all these stupid things....i'd try to keep myself busy and not thinking bout watever i've seen in the dream this morning....it makes me feel bad...and interupt my emotion so badly.....PLEASE....GOD....Giv me wisdom...to stop myself from all these stupid things.....
星期一, 10月 08, 2007
I'm sick
It's been a long time since the last time i fell sick....i was the one who din take care of myself...i din drink enough water then cause dehydration inside my body....tat day when i stay awake the whole nite just to finish tat stupid genomics report, i already feel not good....tat day i din really go to toilet....i mean for the big one....i'll go for the big one...daily ler....but tat particular day i din...so i know there's something wrong inside...
then on friday, when i was lying on the bed trying to recover all my sleep from the previous nite...i just feel like i'm having difficulties to sleep....i can feel the heat coming out from my bed....it's hot....then only i realized the heat comes from myself....the whole nite i din sleep well and there's mosquitoes keep on biting me becoz of my high body temperature that attract them....
again on the next day, saturday, the volcano had finally erupted....every heat goes up to the head and it pains like hell....i seriously feel like i wanted to bang my head on the wall to make myself feel better....somemore tat nite is another busy nite for me working at church....i feel so so uncomfortable tat nite and just feel like lyin on my bed instead of standing there cleaning all the mess....it wasn't mean that i'm unwilling to clean up the church but....jus....tired....
now...my throat always feels ichy....especially in the morning.....there's no one take care of me here so i have to take care of myself....no one will pass me medicine or bring me food....i'll have to do everything all by myself....there's always GOD besides me...instead of man....
then on friday, when i was lying on the bed trying to recover all my sleep from the previous nite...i just feel like i'm having difficulties to sleep....i can feel the heat coming out from my bed....it's hot....then only i realized the heat comes from myself....the whole nite i din sleep well and there's mosquitoes keep on biting me becoz of my high body temperature that attract them....
again on the next day, saturday, the volcano had finally erupted....every heat goes up to the head and it pains like hell....i seriously feel like i wanted to bang my head on the wall to make myself feel better....somemore tat nite is another busy nite for me working at church....i feel so so uncomfortable tat nite and just feel like lyin on my bed instead of standing there cleaning all the mess....it wasn't mean that i'm unwilling to clean up the church but....jus....tired....
now...my throat always feels ichy....especially in the morning.....there's no one take care of me here so i have to take care of myself....no one will pass me medicine or bring me food....i'll have to do everything all by myself....there's always GOD besides me...instead of man....
星期四, 10月 04, 2007
I feel like 1 2 kill myself
Wat is this kind of life i'm having now....all of the report due on the same days....somemore d lecture had rejected my extension....Wat kind of world this is. Y is there no kindness??? I do have the faith in myself that i can finish it these two days by skipping my sleeping time. But, i don't know where to start and wat to do. That's the things that i fear most. It's not the matter of time. God created 24 hours per day means that it's enough for us to do what we wanted to do in one whole day. Somemore i have more than 48 hours to do this two big assignments and report. Time is not the factor but it's me. I'm the one that is stupid and cant understand whatever we're doing in the lab. I'm stupid....stupid...stupid....
I seriously have the thought of killing myself now.....then i wont face all the suffer i have in this world. But....to be honest....i don't think GOD will let me go into the heaven with such a irresponsible me....He wont let me go to heaven this easily by just jumpin from a high rise building or watever....This must the challenge that GOD sets for me....HE believe that i can do all these things with the time HE gaved. Y should i disappoint HIM? There are sooo many people out there have faith in me.....I'M NOT GOIN TO SHOW MY WHITE FLAG TO ANYONE AND ANYTHING!!!!
NIKE~~JUST DO IT!!!!
ADDIDAS~~~IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING!!!!
I seriously have the thought of killing myself now.....then i wont face all the suffer i have in this world. But....to be honest....i don't think GOD will let me go into the heaven with such a irresponsible me....He wont let me go to heaven this easily by just jumpin from a high rise building or watever....This must the challenge that GOD sets for me....HE believe that i can do all these things with the time HE gaved. Y should i disappoint HIM? There are sooo many people out there have faith in me.....I'M NOT GOIN TO SHOW MY WHITE FLAG TO ANYONE AND ANYTHING!!!!
NIKE~~JUST DO IT!!!!
ADDIDAS~~~IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING!!!!
星期二, 10月 02, 2007
Low Energy
I've get back here in Monash Library typing my blog again....I've come back from my one week break. It wasn't a break for me, i've got tons of work to do. Those lecturer are evil....they set the due date for all of the subjects on one same day and same time....what the hack?!?!They thought we are supernatural is it?Well, that's no big deal actually. It's my last year in Monash and i've kindda get use to this kind of life but i always feel "low battery" these days....i just cant gather up my energy and do my work. Whenever i start up my comp, i'll just stare at my desktop (stare at my wallpaper-me n Stephanie) and do nothing. I just feel blur and down everyday. Whenever i c my lab manual i'll feel bad, my eyes will even fills with tears. I don't know anything for my reports and i cant find anyone who can help me. I just feel useless. I feel like i'm stupid and i cant do anything. I'm just tired and down. I'm trying so so hard to gather my energy now. Well, the combat yesterday to help me a lot. I work so hard that i can feel my thigh now. I so so love combat. I work so hard till i can see the effect on my arms and thigh. I like that!!!
On the day when i've get down from the plane and reach subang, there's a bunch of my frens ask me out for dinner before i step my foot in to my house. Thank GOD for them. At first i seriously feel very down and low power when the plane had landed. They all cheer me up!!!Thank GOD for them. That's the reasons why i like to be with them recently. I think there might have some 'whisper' out there asking bout me n the guy that i always used to be together with. HAHAHA!!!! So funny. I know sometimes we both is like....more than normal friends. Erm, i admit that we are more than friends. At least i feel that. We are 'sister'!!! WAHAHA!!! Don't worry, i wont get into relationship this early. The door for relationship in my heart had closed for long. For me, i've three stages of friends. First stage or the lower stage is the nomal friends where i only say HI to, second stage are most of the friends that i had, third and the highest stage are those can knew the inside of me like you (who r reading my blog now!!!) or someone that i like to play with. Haha!!! You should be proud with that!!!
Whatever....i don't care whether there's someone outside hate me a lot o wat...i don't care!!! Nobody is perfect. I just need to be myself, there's no point for me to change because of the environment or wat. Me is Me. I'd only change myself for the earth. SAVE THE WORLD!!! I do believe that the scene we see in 'The Day After Tomorrow' will happen one day like the flood in GENESIS. I do believe that!Get Prepared!!!
On the day when i've get down from the plane and reach subang, there's a bunch of my frens ask me out for dinner before i step my foot in to my house. Thank GOD for them. At first i seriously feel very down and low power when the plane had landed. They all cheer me up!!!Thank GOD for them. That's the reasons why i like to be with them recently. I think there might have some 'whisper' out there asking bout me n the guy that i always used to be together with. HAHAHA!!!! So funny. I know sometimes we both is like....more than normal friends. Erm, i admit that we are more than friends. At least i feel that. We are 'sister'!!! WAHAHA!!! Don't worry, i wont get into relationship this early. The door for relationship in my heart had closed for long. For me, i've three stages of friends. First stage or the lower stage is the nomal friends where i only say HI to, second stage are most of the friends that i had, third and the highest stage are those can knew the inside of me like you (who r reading my blog now!!!) or someone that i like to play with. Haha!!! You should be proud with that!!!
Whatever....i don't care whether there's someone outside hate me a lot o wat...i don't care!!! Nobody is perfect. I just need to be myself, there's no point for me to change because of the environment or wat. Me is Me. I'd only change myself for the earth. SAVE THE WORLD!!! I do believe that the scene we see in 'The Day After Tomorrow' will happen one day like the flood in GENESIS. I do believe that!Get Prepared!!!
星期二, 9月 18, 2007
Black Friday -- 5/10/2007
In 3 days time i'll be on the plane flying back to my beloved hometown again. How time flies....for this week i feel like i have difficulity to breath....there's been too many things pop up right in front of me for me to do it....my assignment of coz...choir stuff....family....workout....u might probably think that there's something that i can put aside and do the important ones first...especially d workout part....i'd guarrantee u if i stop goin to workout, i'll definitely had commit suicide in my room without anyone notice. That's d only way i can release all of my stress....especially going into the combat n balance class....of course, the instructor do affect as well....i like Yvette as the balance instructor.....her posture is so so so accurate and motivates me whenever i'm in her class.
It seems happy then i'm going back home again. But it's totally different situation. After the one whole week, i'll have all my homework due....ALL u know....everything for every subject....i'll have 3 reports and 1 project for one subject that have to be passed up on d first week of Oct and another one big assigment....This is crazy!!!Somemore there are 3 same things due on the same day!!!Crazy!!!Wat the life i have here in Monash.....I cant wait to get rid of the life here in Monash and the life here in Sunway....I cannot face all those stress all by myself....I'm just not that strong.....I'll definitely collapse all by myself....
May GOD provide me wisdom on time management and a strong body.....Keeps me motivated....i cannot give up....my family needs me....i must not disappoint them....I CANT!!! I must stand up tall myself then only i can help them....i have to be strong....
It seems happy then i'm going back home again. But it's totally different situation. After the one whole week, i'll have all my homework due....ALL u know....everything for every subject....i'll have 3 reports and 1 project for one subject that have to be passed up on d first week of Oct and another one big assigment....This is crazy!!!Somemore there are 3 same things due on the same day!!!Crazy!!!Wat the life i have here in Monash.....I cant wait to get rid of the life here in Monash and the life here in Sunway....I cannot face all those stress all by myself....I'm just not that strong.....I'll definitely collapse all by myself....
May GOD provide me wisdom on time management and a strong body.....Keeps me motivated....i cannot give up....my family needs me....i must not disappoint them....I CANT!!! I must stand up tall myself then only i can help them....i have to be strong....
星期日, 9月 16, 2007
RUSH HOUR 3 13/9/2007
我终于看了这部戏！！！人家就来下映了我才来看，慢很多拍吧！谁叫我人缘不好，又专喜欢看一些别人不喜欢看的戏，昨天有人愿意跟我一起去看已经很不错了。但原来等到那部戏就快下映时去看是很轻松的，有没有试过买戏票不用排队？而且位子任你选呢！哈哈！！！
说真的，看了这部戏真的很开心。可能是因为上个礼拜看见成龙本人所以只要有他的出现都是好戏吧。真的感觉不一样呢，看见他本人甚至于他的互动真的是很好的宣传呢！但还是说老实的一句吧，这部戏真的没有前两集来得好。当然还是有典型Chris Tucker搞笑的部分，但还是觉得前两集比较好。这种戏，说真的，看了只会觉得把自己不开心的情绪发泄出来，没有什么特别的意义呢。成龙他自己接受访问时也说过啊，他说想拍一些比较有意义的电影。好期待哦！！！
突然发现，我好喜欢他哦！应该是说我好佩服他哦！他真的不是说说而已，只要他说过的他都会做。这样才叫男人嘛！！！这种男人在这个世界已经绝种了啦！现在的男人能顾好自己就已经算很不错了。
说真的，看了这部戏真的很开心。可能是因为上个礼拜看见成龙本人所以只要有他的出现都是好戏吧。真的感觉不一样呢，看见他本人甚至于他的互动真的是很好的宣传呢！但还是说老实的一句吧，这部戏真的没有前两集来得好。当然还是有典型Chris Tucker搞笑的部分，但还是觉得前两集比较好。这种戏，说真的，看了只会觉得把自己不开心的情绪发泄出来，没有什么特别的意义呢。成龙他自己接受访问时也说过啊，他说想拍一些比较有意义的电影。好期待哦！！！
突然发现，我好喜欢他哦！应该是说我好佩服他哦！他真的不是说说而已，只要他说过的他都会做。这样才叫男人嘛！！！这种男人在这个世界已经绝种了啦！现在的男人能顾好自己就已经算很不错了。
星期三, 9月 12, 2007
Stephanie Au - my role model
I cant imagine how the time flies....it's wednesday now and which means next week i'll be headin back to my hometown again!!!WUHUHU!!!And i cant believe that it's last week that i've meet the Hollywood Superstar and my role model....I feel like it's only yesterday day tat all this things happen....
I've been recently google-ing Stephanie Au in order to get more of her information. Unfortunately she is not a star so it's kindda limited info for me to gather. But however, i found out that she is a Norwegian Born Chinese....WOW!!! No wonder her English sounds so so so different from me....i can still remember the way she speaks....i admire her so so much since the first day i see CF in midvalley where there's a huge poster on her n Jackie....she is so so so fit and beautiful!!!!
I'd like to her like her one day....i know that there's some part of my body where i cannot slim it down, so all i can do now is to make it look fit....now, whenever i stand, i'll tuck in my abs and straighten my whole posture....it's kindda tired at the back at first but when i look in the mirror, it's different.....u can try that yourself....feel more confident in yourself when u did that....i like that feeling....all the while i've been hunching and feel that i look fat and do not have the confidence in the way i look....exercise really helps a lot....i not only help to make u get more healthy but also increase ur self confident....also it's the best way to release stress!!!!Hahaha.....
I hope to see Stephanie again during the time whereby i was still studying here....i cant wait to see her again.....
I've been recently google-ing Stephanie Au in order to get more of her information. Unfortunately she is not a star so it's kindda limited info for me to gather. But however, i found out that she is a Norwegian Born Chinese....WOW!!! No wonder her English sounds so so so different from me....i can still remember the way she speaks....i admire her so so much since the first day i see CF in midvalley where there's a huge poster on her n Jackie....she is so so so fit and beautiful!!!!
I'd like to her like her one day....i know that there's some part of my body where i cannot slim it down, so all i can do now is to make it look fit....now, whenever i stand, i'll tuck in my abs and straighten my whole posture....it's kindda tired at the back at first but when i look in the mirror, it's different.....u can try that yourself....feel more confident in yourself when u did that....i like that feeling....all the while i've been hunching and feel that i look fat and do not have the confidence in the way i look....exercise really helps a lot....i not only help to make u get more healthy but also increase ur self confident....also it's the best way to release stress!!!!Hahaha.....
I hope to see Stephanie again during the time whereby i was still studying here....i cant wait to see her again.....
星期一, 9月 10, 2007
I see Jackie Chan!!!!
Last Saturday (8/9/2007) is the most exciting weekend i've ever had in my life....wahaha....i cant wait to speak it out loud here!!!! Okok...let me go straight into the point....(now smiling to myself coz too happy!!!)....
It's the Hollywood star--Jackie Chan in Sunway Pyramid!!!! WAHAHA!!!! I've finally see him in person ler!!!! Wahahaa!!!! Wait....it might not convince u by just listen to me here....let me show u my evidence....
Pic 1: Jackie Chan walking down from the stairs case with a bunch of guards inside California Fitness Pyramid
Okok....i know it's kindda blur....hei...i'm not using a professional digital camera ok, i'm just using my N73 to take that pic....hahaha, promote my hp pula....then after tat, he go to the skating area to attend the Grand Opening Session of course with some performance there (not by him of coz)....then after that, he went back to the main entrance of the gym.....
Pic 2: Jackie showin his hand model
Pic 3: Jackie with California Fitness CEO and another Datuk....(dunno who he is)
After this, he get back to one room for the press conference...of coz we are not allowed to go in...so we just stay outside n watch!!!
Pic 4: Jackie inside the room sayin HI to us outside....
Then, he will conduct a class together with Stephanie Au, the main JC Boxercise instructor from HK. Stephanie Au is the gal that u can see on d wall in front of California Fitness, she is a super super super beautiful gal and super super super nice gal....and professional instructor!!!She is so so so fit u know!!!When i see her, she motivates me a lot....for doing exercise.....and ho....the next day ho, when i was walkin around in midvalley, i accidentally meet here there in the NIKE shop!!!!WOW.....then i walk up and call her....i dun care whether she remember me o not....just wanna talk to her....hahahah
Pic 5: Me and the beloved Stephanie Au
Pic 6: Jackie Chan lecturing about JC Boxercise
Here comes the most most most important pic of all!!!!Cindy Wong with Jackie Chan!!!!WUHUHUHU!!!!Just Believe that!!!!This is true!!!!
Pic 7: Me and Jackie Chan!!!!!
WAhahaha...exciting ler!!!I also shake hand with him....he is such a nice person....wherever we stand, watever we do, he'll keep on reminding us to becareful!!!and....whenever he saw small children there, he'll touch d kid's face and smile to him/her automatically....he is so so so so nice!!!!he is a good lecturer as well....he encourage girls to do more boxing exercise....so...from now onwards, i'll go to every boxing class....
It's the Hollywood star--Jackie Chan in Sunway Pyramid!!!! WAHAHA!!!! I've finally see him in person ler!!!! Wahahaa!!!! Wait....it might not convince u by just listen to me here....let me show u my evidence....
Pic 1: Jackie Chan walking down from the stairs case with a bunch of guards inside California Fitness Pyramid
Okok....i know it's kindda blur....hei...i'm not using a professional digital camera ok, i'm just using my N73 to take that pic....hahaha, promote my hp pula....then after tat, he go to the skating area to attend the Grand Opening Session of course with some performance there (not by him of coz)....then after that, he went back to the main entrance of the gym.....
Pic 2: Jackie showin his hand model
Pic 3: Jackie with California Fitness CEO and another Datuk....(dunno who he is)
After this, he get back to one room for the press conference...of coz we are not allowed to go in...so we just stay outside n watch!!!
Pic 4: Jackie inside the room sayin HI to us outside....
Then, he will conduct a class together with Stephanie Au, the main JC Boxercise instructor from HK. Stephanie Au is the gal that u can see on d wall in front of California Fitness, she is a super super super beautiful gal and super super super nice gal....and professional instructor!!!She is so so so fit u know!!!When i see her, she motivates me a lot....for doing exercise.....and ho....the next day ho, when i was walkin around in midvalley, i accidentally meet here there in the NIKE shop!!!!WOW.....then i walk up and call her....i dun care whether she remember me o not....just wanna talk to her....hahahah
Pic 5: Me and the beloved Stephanie Au
Pic 6: Jackie Chan lecturing about JC Boxercise
Here comes the most most most important pic of all!!!!Cindy Wong with Jackie Chan!!!!WUHUHUHU!!!!Just Believe that!!!!This is true!!!!
Pic 7: Me and Jackie Chan!!!!!
WAhahaha...exciting ler!!!I also shake hand with him....he is such a nice person....wherever we stand, watever we do, he'll keep on reminding us to becareful!!!and....whenever he saw small children there, he'll touch d kid's face and smile to him/her automatically....he is so so so so nice!!!!he is a good lecturer as well....he encourage girls to do more boxing exercise....so...from now onwards, i'll go to every boxing class....
星期六, 9月 08, 2007
Jackie Chan is here in Sunway Pyramid
Wahaha....i cant wait for that....i'll b there n attend his class....cant wait to see this international superstar face to face....i can imagine that i club must be overloaded, but i dun care...as long as i can see him in person that will be enough....and i want to take his pic.
I was too excited last night until i woke up in the middle of the night starting to imagine d situation later in d club and the shopping mall....imagine i'm in d class with him as the instructor....wow!!!I cant wait for that....although now my muscle still pain, but who cares....as long as i can see him in person everything will be worth it!!!
Hohoho!!!Count down in 4 hours time.....huh...huh....huh....*heart beats increasing*
I was too excited last night until i woke up in the middle of the night starting to imagine d situation later in d club and the shopping mall....imagine i'm in d class with him as the instructor....wow!!!I cant wait for that....although now my muscle still pain, but who cares....as long as i can see him in person everything will be worth it!!!
Hohoho!!!Count down in 4 hours time.....huh...huh....huh....*heart beats increasing*
星期四, 8月 30, 2007
Some interesting pic
pic 5 ~~~ HOLY....
pic 4 ~~~ OS: 为何人生道路越走越寂寞?
Pic 3~~~(continuous pic) ***ABUGEK*** OS from street fighter!!!
Pic 2~~'Yao Yeng'...hahaha
Pic 1~~Kes Rompak di hadapan Maybank ATM machine.....berhati-hati semasa tekan-ing duit....
回家咯！！！
现在的我坐在机场的椅子对着丢电脑发呆！因为我的班机延迟了！气死我！干吗不早跟我说啊，还我一大早就起来了，这还不重要反正我每天都这么早醒，重点是：我千里迢迢来到这里，而且好不容易等到柜台开了你才跟我说班机延迟了，要等四小时才飞！你说气不气？一大早受的苦，淋的雨，流的汗。。。一切都白费了！！！还好在机场这个地方还允许我上网，不然我肯定疯了！！！
这次回到这么突然其实是要回去看我妈啦。你可以想象一个老人家双手不能动，吃喝一切都要人帮吗？我想象不到。虽然心里已经有所准备啦，但还是觉得心疼。原本我想就这样消失的，但不知为什么一大早起来诸事不顺。虽然我有祷告说让我就这样静悄悄的回去，但我觉得神应该是要让我知道有人是关心我的。我不是说不让人关心，而我只是不喜欢一直重复的被人问及回答同样的问题。所以最终我还是说啦！管它啦，让他们八卦一下咯，反正他们的日子也有点太风平浪静了。
肚子还真是有点饿呢，那我就在这优先‘公司’的机场找东西吃去咯！哈哈！！！
这次回到这么突然其实是要回去看我妈啦。你可以想象一个老人家双手不能动，吃喝一切都要人帮吗？我想象不到。虽然心里已经有所准备啦，但还是觉得心疼。原本我想就这样消失的，但不知为什么一大早起来诸事不顺。虽然我有祷告说让我就这样静悄悄的回去，但我觉得神应该是要让我知道有人是关心我的。我不是说不让人关心，而我只是不喜欢一直重复的被人问及回答同样的问题。所以最终我还是说啦！管它啦，让他们八卦一下咯，反正他们的日子也有点太风平浪静了。
肚子还真是有点饿呢，那我就在这优先‘公司’的机场找东西吃去咯！哈哈！！！
星期五, 8月 24, 2007
STRESS STRESS!!!!!!
AAAAARRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHH..............That's wat i feel now....i feel like i'm having difficulty in breathing.....i have 2 real big report due on monday n tuesday.....AAAAARRRRGGGGHHHH......That's not the point.....d point is....i dunno how to do....actually i'm not the only one who don't know how to do.....there's whole lot of ppl struggling out there.....Thank GOD that the demo gav us a final and one and only discussion about it....at least there's some guidelines there.....but....i'm still stress up!!!! I still don't know how to do....with my limited mind i cant!!!! I'm not clever....i'm a little bit stupid i should say....die die die die die....i'm sooooo stress up now....i don't know what to do now....just stare at the word document and......stare at it....die die die.....
last nite it's like.....huh!!!Terrible....whenever i sleep, i can see all the words flying around....i even dreamt that there's someone teaching me how to do it....actually, i have the confident to finish it within this two days....but it's just.....i don't know how to do!!! It's even worst than i cant finish it!!!!!
May GOD help me....giv me enough strength to fight for this two reports....provide me wisdom so that i can do all the questions and also able to divide my time efficiently....AMEN!!!!
last nite it's like.....huh!!!Terrible....whenever i sleep, i can see all the words flying around....i even dreamt that there's someone teaching me how to do it....actually, i have the confident to finish it within this two days....but it's just.....i don't know how to do!!! It's even worst than i cant finish it!!!!!
May GOD help me....giv me enough strength to fight for this two reports....provide me wisdom so that i can do all the questions and also able to divide my time efficiently....AMEN!!!!
星期二, 8月 21, 2007
惹人厌的我 20/8/2007
刚去完合唱营回来，真的很感恩我有这种恩赐，让我能在诗班侍奉。至从被人选为班长至今，每天都觉得自己什么都不会。每次诗班又紧急状况时我都帮不上忙，甚至会觉得不管我的事。‘班长’这个名称真的很重。去完合唱营回来后，我开始有不一样的想法。或许在行政方面我真的不行，但在唱歌方面我真的很感恩主赐给我这个恩赐。每次诗班练唱时我都有一股莫名的力量，不管我那天的精神如何，我在诗班里面就是会尽心尽力的去唱。很感恩我能够参加这次的合唱营。营会里的每一位老师都很用心的教导我们，我不知道别人会不会这样认为，但我很清楚知道我在这次营会里学到很多东西也看见不一样的东西。感谢主！
在这两天的集训里面，一班人一起进进出出，感觉更亲密了。我也看见了一些很令人痛心的事实，就是-原来我是那么的惹人厌的。这两天里面，除了和另一位姐妹一起搞气氛以外，根本就没有人想和我多说一句话。我甚至觉得他们根本就是勉强自己和我坐在同一桌吃饭。每个人跟我说话都是战战兢兢的，都是一些客套话，都不是因为想跟我讲话而跟我讲话。我承认，如果我遇到我不认同的topic时我会极力反对，因我觉得每个人都有不同的看法，我只是把我的看法提出来而已，你不一定要接受我的看法啊！我就是这样被人讨厌吧！管它的，我为什么要因为别人而改变自己？我就是我！主把我创造成这样我没有必要去改变我自己。
眼不见为净-这句话应该是他们的心里话！从今以后只有星期天我会出现，其他的时间我会尽量避免。自己一个人也可以很开心啊！
在这两天的集训里面，一班人一起进进出出，感觉更亲密了。我也看见了一些很令人痛心的事实，就是-原来我是那么的惹人厌的。这两天里面，除了和另一位姐妹一起搞气氛以外，根本就没有人想和我多说一句话。我甚至觉得他们根本就是勉强自己和我坐在同一桌吃饭。每个人跟我说话都是战战兢兢的，都是一些客套话，都不是因为想跟我讲话而跟我讲话。我承认，如果我遇到我不认同的topic时我会极力反对，因我觉得每个人都有不同的看法，我只是把我的看法提出来而已，你不一定要接受我的看法啊！我就是这样被人讨厌吧！管它的，我为什么要因为别人而改变自己？我就是我！主把我创造成这样我没有必要去改变我自己。
眼不见为净-这句话应该是他们的心里话！从今以后只有星期天我会出现，其他的时间我会尽量避免。自己一个人也可以很开心啊！
星期四, 8月 16, 2007
I"M SO SO SO SORRY!!!!
I feel i've always a trouble maker. No matter where am I or who i'm with, tat person will always have trouble. I just don't know why i'm such an unlucky person. I cant control it. I just don't know why.....PLEASE GOD....TEACH ME WAT AM I GOIN TO DO....
it's my fault that she lost that much of money....if it's wasn't my stubbornness she wont purposely went out n buy me dinner....n she wont meet all those weird ppl....n she wont....she wont....she wont cry for whole nite and lost herself....i feel sooo sooo sooo guilty...i just don't know why that i'm sooo sooo sooo unlucky.....i always bring all these kind of unluckiness to other ppl.....i...i didn't mean it....if i know this kind of things will happen, i swear i wont eat dinner....
Now that everything is too late...i cant....i cant...i cant....i cant do anything but only feelin guilty whenever i c her face....i don't have any face to c her anymore....i feel that whenever she c me she'll remember d thing.....I swear to myself....it's tough to lose one fren....but it will be tougher for her to remember her nightmare everyday.....i'd rather quit....it hard to me to tell her what i feel here....i'd write up to her n apologize...i just hope that everything is seriously going to be fine....though the probability is low....please....i just want her to be happy....i'll swear....i will try to avoid her...avoid from everyone startin from today onwards...i'll act as if i'm ok....but.....i'm closing n shutting down my heart from anyone and everyone....
GOD PLEASE TEACH ME HOW TO DO....I DONT WANT TO C HER SUFFERIN....
it's my fault that she lost that much of money....if it's wasn't my stubbornness she wont purposely went out n buy me dinner....n she wont meet all those weird ppl....n she wont....she wont....she wont cry for whole nite and lost herself....i feel sooo sooo sooo guilty...i just don't know why that i'm sooo sooo sooo unlucky.....i always bring all these kind of unluckiness to other ppl.....i...i didn't mean it....if i know this kind of things will happen, i swear i wont eat dinner....
Now that everything is too late...i cant....i cant...i cant....i cant do anything but only feelin guilty whenever i c her face....i don't have any face to c her anymore....i feel that whenever she c me she'll remember d thing.....I swear to myself....it's tough to lose one fren....but it will be tougher for her to remember her nightmare everyday.....i'd rather quit....it hard to me to tell her what i feel here....i'd write up to her n apologize...i just hope that everything is seriously going to be fine....though the probability is low....please....i just want her to be happy....i'll swear....i will try to avoid her...avoid from everyone startin from today onwards...i'll act as if i'm ok....but.....i'm closing n shutting down my heart from anyone and everyone....
GOD PLEASE TEACH ME HOW TO DO....I DONT WANT TO C HER SUFFERIN....
星期二, 8月 14, 2007
I'm scared
This is the first time ever i saw him like this....this was a pic taken while they are all discussing for his upcoming MV....according to the reporter, his face is always like this whenever he's at work....so please do not try to interupt him for any other things or talk something unrelated to what they are discussing....he'll not happy.....wow!!! Wat a perfect guy!!! That's the reason why i like him sooo soo much....
And the most important is that...i've finally got his new album!!! which i had repeated played for 4 hours non stop....and i still feel not enough!!! A lot of people tell me that they do not really like this album...but for me....i like everything that he had made....i did not say it purposely....but it's true!!! I can feel all the effort he's been putting into every sone....i can feel d message that he's trying to tell....no matter wat.....i love this album like any other one....
星期一, 8月 13, 2007
我有话说！！！12/8/2007
不知为什么，突然觉得心里有好多话想讲出来但这些话是不可以对任何一个人说的。不然会引起暴动！！！哈哈！！！
昨天我和一班我很少与他们一起出去玩的人出去玩（句子有点奇怪！）。虽然钱花了不少而且还看了一部我从来都没想过会去戏院看的戏（导火线），但我觉得我好像好久都没有玩到这么开心了。忽然觉得，每次我和那几个（我们平时一起出去玩的人马）一起出去玩，是玩到很疯没错，但回来后我没有那种开心的感觉而是应酬的感觉。如果和他们一起去看我不想看的戏，我回家后一定会很生气！！！但昨晚的我没有哦！！！好奇怪。难道那位弟兄魅力比较大？哈哈！！！但我不可否认的是-他在听到我说我的‘愿望’（和大队看我喜欢看的戏）是不会是现实，他就说-那让我们来‘实现’它吧！！！， 我听到这句话时真的有小小的感动。或许他擅长甜言蜜语吧！回来后，脑子里难免都会开始有一些‘想法’出现，或许心里会开始对他打分，但我很大声的对我自己说：不可能！！！像我跟他说的，他的身上有很多八爪鱼粘着，就算我真的要排队也不会轮到我的。哈哈！！！
然后还有一点就是，我们家隔壁房的那位。老实说，当初认识他的时候真的对他有一些幻想。但我很庆幸的是我没有陷得很深，因为我的室友那时已经对他有感觉了。所以我不需要花很多精力把自己抽离那种情况。到现在你问我，是否对他还有一点点的幻想？我回答大声的回答你说：我只是很欣赏他！！！因为当你看见他弹吉他的时候，真的很迷人！！！配上他那成熟男人的歌声时，我可以保证只要是女生看了都会被他迷倒。这点我不夸张哦！！！我不得不承认，他是一位很好的男人。但是，在我的字典里，好男人 = 别人的。而且，像我之前形容的一样，粘着他的女生简直就是 - 多！！！轮了一辈子也轮不到我的。
这种男生的问题，我已经不想再和我认识的人讨论了。因为出来的结论只会有两个：1）你被推去那个男生那里（就是被鼓励提起勇气行动啦）结果越陷越深，2）越讨论就越看见那个男生的缺点。但多数都是第一个情况比较多！！！所以，何苦呢？？？跟自己讲讲，自己欣赏就好了。不用这么三八到处去讲。哈哈！！！
昨天我和一班我很少与他们一起出去玩的人出去玩（句子有点奇怪！）。虽然钱花了不少而且还看了一部我从来都没想过会去戏院看的戏（导火线），但我觉得我好像好久都没有玩到这么开心了。忽然觉得，每次我和那几个（我们平时一起出去玩的人马）一起出去玩，是玩到很疯没错，但回来后我没有那种开心的感觉而是应酬的感觉。如果和他们一起去看我不想看的戏，我回家后一定会很生气！！！但昨晚的我没有哦！！！好奇怪。难道那位弟兄魅力比较大？哈哈！！！但我不可否认的是-他在听到我说我的‘愿望’（和大队看我喜欢看的戏）是不会是现实，他就说-那让我们来‘实现’它吧！！！， 我听到这句话时真的有小小的感动。或许他擅长甜言蜜语吧！回来后，脑子里难免都会开始有一些‘想法’出现，或许心里会开始对他打分，但我很大声的对我自己说：不可能！！！像我跟他说的，他的身上有很多八爪鱼粘着，就算我真的要排队也不会轮到我的。哈哈！！！
然后还有一点就是，我们家隔壁房的那位。老实说，当初认识他的时候真的对他有一些幻想。但我很庆幸的是我没有陷得很深，因为我的室友那时已经对他有感觉了。所以我不需要花很多精力把自己抽离那种情况。到现在你问我，是否对他还有一点点的幻想？我回答大声的回答你说：我只是很欣赏他！！！因为当你看见他弹吉他的时候，真的很迷人！！！配上他那成熟男人的歌声时，我可以保证只要是女生看了都会被他迷倒。这点我不夸张哦！！！我不得不承认，他是一位很好的男人。但是，在我的字典里，好男人 = 别人的。而且，像我之前形容的一样，粘着他的女生简直就是 - 多！！！轮了一辈子也轮不到我的。
这种男生的问题，我已经不想再和我认识的人讨论了。因为出来的结论只会有两个：1）你被推去那个男生那里（就是被鼓励提起勇气行动啦）结果越陷越深，2）越讨论就越看见那个男生的缺点。但多数都是第一个情况比较多！！！所以，何苦呢？？？跟自己讲讲，自己欣赏就好了。不用这么三八到处去讲。哈哈！！！
星期四, 8月 09, 2007
Heart Broken.....
My heart suddenly sinking deep down like a submarine was sinking back into the deep ocean when i found this pic....tat day when he was attending this he was having a high fever of 39 degree celcius....can u imagine that???And he's still smiling in front of the camera and in front of the fans and everyone there....if for me, i had already lie on the bed and cannot even move myself up to the toilet....but he is forcing himself to work!!! From this pic, we can see that his face is pale...it's not healthy look....i don't like this....i know i cant do anything here to help him, i can only pray that may GOD give him more strength to do wat he like.....and send someone to help him with all his work....i 1 him to be healthy.....so that i'll had his music forever.....
星期四, 8月 02, 2007
Hot Yoga
Yesterday i went to TRUE FITNESS in USJ to the trails....and i try out the hot yoga....it was ridiculous!!!The instructors were all from India and as you can imagine how the Indian speak with their slang....it's not easy for me to understand....Well, that's not the point. My point is, the moves are all so hyper!!! It might probably because i didn't stretch out myself for so long so i have some difficulties to do wat we are told to do. Besides that, i also don't really like that fitness centre. I don't know why. If compare to Fitness First, i still feel that it's better there than in True Fitness although the place is more larger than.
Erm, maybe it's hard to understand for the word HOT YOGA. It simply means that we're doing yoga inside a HOT room, that's abour 38 degree celcius. It's not that HOT, but once you stay inside and do all the yoga things, the sweats just flow out from every parts of your body without your knowledge. It's awsome!!! But this is only applicable for those who doesn't sweat in their normal lifetime. As for me, who sweats a lot, 24 hours non stop on the palm, i just don't understand why there's people go and purposely make themselve sweat. Well, i cant deny that it's kindda healthy for you to sweat but this situation is like forcing yourself too much!!! I cant take it. Haha!!!
And now, i can feel the pain around my waist and my thigh....haha....
Erm, maybe it's hard to understand for the word HOT YOGA. It simply means that we're doing yoga inside a HOT room, that's abour 38 degree celcius. It's not that HOT, but once you stay inside and do all the yoga things, the sweats just flow out from every parts of your body without your knowledge. It's awsome!!! But this is only applicable for those who doesn't sweat in their normal lifetime. As for me, who sweats a lot, 24 hours non stop on the palm, i just don't understand why there's people go and purposely make themselve sweat. Well, i cant deny that it's kindda healthy for you to sweat but this situation is like forcing yourself too much!!! I cant take it. Haha!!!
And now, i can feel the pain around my waist and my thigh....haha....
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