I've read this news article reporting on the natural disaster that hit Myanmar few days ago (i suppose). It was horrible!!!! People live without home, without food, without proper drinkin water etc etc. The most disasterous part is the super hot climate as we are having right now in Malaysia. Imagine -- You live in a place without shelter, starving and thirsty. I don't dare to even think and put myself in that kind of situation. It was horrible!!!
I feel like my heart are torned apart when i see all those picture on those youngster walking on the streets, begging for food from the drivers who drove pass them....queueing up for just a small scope of rice and water....a house which is no longer consider a house anymore (which had been blown away) etc etc. I feel so bad!!!! I feel like i need to do something. Thank GOD that there's UN in this world where they are acting in the front line. But, their help had been blocked by Myanmar government where they kept all the food (about 3 million tons if not mistaken) which had been sent in by UN without giving it to those people in need!!! Coz Myanmar had not yet been opened yet, especially to those US army plane which just wanted to deliver those needs into the country.
Please.....Let us do sth!!! At least i do, i'm going to find out the ways which i could help instead of just sitting here reading the newspaper article reporting the death count everyday. Even if i'm not helping them directly, but I'LL DEFINITELY DO STH!!! Money is useless here.... GOD please lead me the way! I'm ready to help!!!!
星期六, 5月 10, 2008
星期五, 5月 09, 2008
Night Mare
It had been a horrible night for me last nite, rushing for assignment of course plus insomnia. My whole body was so exhausted when i get on my bed but when i closed my eyes my vision start to flash back what i've done in the daytime. I found it so hard to get into sleep. Though in the end i still manage to get into sleep, now that i've got a dream, a night mare i should say. It's a night mare for me and this morning when i wake up i feel like i've never slept before.
Let me shout out here what my dream is all about. I had no idea why i got into the hearing somemore it's my best friend's hearing. In the hearing when i heard the judges was debating on the case, i started to cry and keep on repeating the phrase 'how can this happen to u....this is not true....he was been set up!!!!' I feel so bad so bad so bad. I had no idea how he got into this type of situation. When the hearing come to the half time, we of course gather outside sitting in the waiting hall (i suppose) where i try to comfort him. He seems to be calmer than usual while i'm trying my best not to burst into tears. I feel wanted to give him a hug to let him knew that i'm right by his side. But i cannot do that!!! All i can do is just holding his hand and trying not to mention anything about the case and trying to talk about those nonsense which i'm experting at. At that moment, there were blood dripping inside from my heart, i can feel the pain at the chain area. This was so tough trying so hard to hold the tears back inside my body where it's suppose to come out until my whole body was shaking badly.
Though the dream sound normal to you and it might make you confused on what's the real thing happening in there. Let me tell you, i had no idea what is happening inside as well. When i got up from my bed i feel like there's a heavy burden been laid on my chest and i feel so so bad. Than i start to wondering, what if the hearing is real? What if this is the real thing that happen to that friend of mine? What am i suppose to do? How should i help instead of crying and sitting beside him? What if i do hug him, will he feel better?
I feel like i'm goin to lose that one important person in my life. I just feel so bad until i had the urge to see him to check whether he is ok or not. I do hope he is ok. Pls.....tell me that you are ok.....Pls....show me that you are ok.....Pls....don't leave me alone!!!
Let me shout out here what my dream is all about. I had no idea why i got into the hearing somemore it's my best friend's hearing. In the hearing when i heard the judges was debating on the case, i started to cry and keep on repeating the phrase 'how can this happen to u....this is not true....he was been set up!!!!' I feel so bad so bad so bad. I had no idea how he got into this type of situation. When the hearing come to the half time, we of course gather outside sitting in the waiting hall (i suppose) where i try to comfort him. He seems to be calmer than usual while i'm trying my best not to burst into tears. I feel wanted to give him a hug to let him knew that i'm right by his side. But i cannot do that!!! All i can do is just holding his hand and trying not to mention anything about the case and trying to talk about those nonsense which i'm experting at. At that moment, there were blood dripping inside from my heart, i can feel the pain at the chain area. This was so tough trying so hard to hold the tears back inside my body where it's suppose to come out until my whole body was shaking badly.
Though the dream sound normal to you and it might make you confused on what's the real thing happening in there. Let me tell you, i had no idea what is happening inside as well. When i got up from my bed i feel like there's a heavy burden been laid on my chest and i feel so so bad. Than i start to wondering, what if the hearing is real? What if this is the real thing that happen to that friend of mine? What am i suppose to do? How should i help instead of crying and sitting beside him? What if i do hug him, will he feel better?
I feel like i'm goin to lose that one important person in my life. I just feel so bad until i had the urge to see him to check whether he is ok or not. I do hope he is ok. Pls.....tell me that you are ok.....Pls....show me that you are ok.....Pls....don't leave me alone!!!
星期四, 5月 08, 2008
星期一, 5月 05, 2008
MISS
This pic grab from my bro-in-law's blog. I cannot tahan liao i must post my shout out here.
Cute ler!!!! This is my dearly beloved niece and nephew. I miss them so so so so much!!! It had been 3 months since the last time i saw them face to face (video call doesn't count ok, since i do say FACE TO FACE). I think she might had forgotten me. And i haven seen my dearly currently 2 months old nephew. Whenever i see this pic, my eyes is so watery. I feel wanted to touch Jocelyn's face and wanted to carry Nathan on my hand. I want to do this so badly, but i cant do it via the pic or video call. I miss them so so much. I'm wondering whether Jocelyn will still remember me or not, whether Nathan will let me carry him or not. I wanted to hug them so badly!!! I miss them so so so much!!!
Maybe i should say i'm currently suffering from home sickness which i had not been suffering since dunno when. I had no idea what or who make me feel this way. I can't control this. This doesn't mean that i've met someone bad or met something bad, this home sickness just come to me and i had no idea how to control it. My eyes is watery again, probably i'll need to wipe it out with tissue. Haha....
星期五, 5月 02, 2008
休息是为了走更长远的路
今天1/5-劳动节！虽然这一天全世界都放假，只有我们这班有那GEN3030的人要回去LAB。原本很扫兴的，但今早去BODYBALANCE时看见Yvette在这一天还来教就觉得...好啦，我不是全世界最可怜的那一个啦。今天虽然有LAB但说真的我真的还蛮轻松的。就觉得今天真的有休息到咯！我好久都没有过这么轻松的生活了也，我已经想不起上一次我轻松的时候是什么时候了。今天出游的组合真的是百年一见也，真的蛮好玩的说。不知道为什么，就觉得很轻松很自在。或许是我在这个组合里令我产生了化学作用吧！我好久都没有这么轻松自在的出游了。因为心机很重加上有严重的想太多的我常常与大队出游总觉得处处人心险恶，好像每个人都不是真心在对待每个人一样，处处都充满虚假。（我是不是很严重啊？）我已经常常被人骂了也，但我就是觉得，不可能有这么好康的是啊！你对我好一定另有目的吧，不然干嘛你对我那么好啊？不要管我啦，如果你也被我影响，对不起！我不是故意的！因为我就是这种人。通常像我这种人应该都已经像张国荣一样得忧郁症自杀了吧，偏偏我就是那个少数的悲观+乐观混在一起的人。哈哈！！！
现在已经是2/5的凌晨1.15咯！而我还充满活力的坐在电脑前面po我的网梽，还真希望这份活力可以持续到我做完我的essay，这份东西我真的拖了很久的说。一定要赶完了啦，不然我的大考就没时间了啦！好啦！废话不多说，做...功...课！！！
现在已经是2/5的凌晨1.15咯！而我还充满活力的坐在电脑前面po我的网梽，还真希望这份活力可以持续到我做完我的essay，这份东西我真的拖了很久的说。一定要赶完了啦，不然我的大考就没时间了啦！好啦！废话不多说，做...功...课！！！
星期三, 4月 30, 2008
Laneige
Currently, my family had been crazy about this korea skin care and cosmetic product. It's not the first time for us to use this product. Mum had bought us the balancing emulsion and the water sleepin pack for each of us and also she had purposely buy one whole set which include the water bank cream just for me! And which i had treated as my precious and do not really used it. But currently, i'm using it as long as i can remember it. Seriously, the product is quite suitable for us. Most of us use the water bank line, after you use you can feel that your face is so smooth and bouncy and juicy. Trust me!
Another reason that make us crazy bout this product currently is the bag given which was gorgeous!!! And the attractive samples of course. But, if we join member at this period, there will had extra gift as well. That's the main reason why we are crazy. But than, i'm kindda soft hearted la. I din ask much extra sample from the promoter. So i decided to go and ask from her again probably this few days. As long as she give me one sample, i'll be happy with it. And i swear i wont buy in Sunway Pyramid anymore. I'd rather go all the way down to Pavillion KL to buy where the promoter there give my sis whole bunch of sample. I'm not kidding. It's seriously WHOLE BUNCH!!!!
Another reason that make us crazy bout this product currently is the bag given which was gorgeous!!! And the attractive samples of course. But, if we join member at this period, there will had extra gift as well. That's the main reason why we are crazy. But than, i'm kindda soft hearted la. I din ask much extra sample from the promoter. So i decided to go and ask from her again probably this few days. As long as she give me one sample, i'll be happy with it. And i swear i wont buy in Sunway Pyramid anymore. I'd rather go all the way down to Pavillion KL to buy where the promoter there give my sis whole bunch of sample. I'm not kidding. It's seriously WHOLE BUNCH!!!!
星期日, 4月 27, 2008
单身爸爸恋爱中
我又看完一部韩剧了！这次，当然又是吴志浩演的咯。其实是我在杂志不小心看到的，而且又是我喜欢的吴志浩演的，我又怎么能错过呢？剧情顾名思义当然就是在讲述一个单身爸爸自己一个人父兼母职的把被妈妈抛弃的儿子养大。刚开始看时我还真的是满讨厌他妈妈的说，但渐渐到后面也发现其实她也撑到很辛苦，为了理想就是要付出代价的。那个爸爸，当然更是没话说了，处处都为儿子着想，就算是自己不够吃了也要让儿子吃饱。看完这部剧，就觉得这个世界好灰暗、心情好地落、眼睛整个是哭到肿了也。难道好人都不能好好生活下去吗？难道这个世界每个人都要这么现实吗？难道就没有好人的存在吗？....
算了，不要再想了。我发现我真的入戏太深，到现在一个小时后的我还是觉得心情很低落。好想发泄出来，但...原来...我只有一个人。发泄个屁啊！睡觉去吧，这就是我唯一可以发泄的地方。
算了，不要再想了。我发现我真的入戏太深，到现在一个小时后的我还是觉得心情很低落。好想发泄出来，但...原来...我只有一个人。发泄个屁啊！睡觉去吧，这就是我唯一可以发泄的地方。
星期四, 4月 24, 2008
星期日, 4月 20, 2008
星期二, 4月 15, 2008
星期日, 4月 13, 2008
Who is this 'Man'
AHHAAHHAAHHAA......Let me proudly introduce -- the 'Man' -- KUMIKO!!!!
Hahaha.....Kumiki aka ME la!!!
Well, all these are not my point. My point is -- Do i look MAN???
Wahahaha.....i so like to call myself MAN instead of pretty or beautiful or watever word you'd like to use on a gals.
This glasses is from Forever21 with only 35 bucks!!!!
I cant wait to wear it and walk on the road.
But i think most of the ppl will stare at me coz lookin like a pervert!!!
WWWWWUUUUUAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
P.S: Pls ignore this blog if u feel uncomfortable coz d writer had been currently undergoin too much stress and had been started to talk without thinking.
Hahaha.....Kumiki aka ME la!!!
Well, all these are not my point. My point is -- Do i look MAN???
Wahahaha.....i so like to call myself MAN instead of pretty or beautiful or watever word you'd like to use on a gals.
This glasses is from Forever21 with only 35 bucks!!!!
I cant wait to wear it and walk on the road.
But i think most of the ppl will stare at me coz lookin like a pervert!!!
WWWWWUUUUUAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
P.S: Pls ignore this blog if u feel uncomfortable coz d writer had been currently undergoin too much stress and had been started to talk without thinking.
星期四, 4月 10, 2008
Challenge....Tough
I cannot remember when is the last time for me to have enough rest and total relaxation (only in bodybalance i suppose). All the cells in my body are in the intense and stress state.
I'm so so so exhausted. I'm the light bulb that does not glow due to power shortage.
I'm so so so depressed. Why am i so stupid??? Why cant i do things well???
I'm so so so tired, why cant i do things faster? Everyone in this world had 24 hours, but it seems to be never enough for me. GOD is fair and square, HE did not give extra time to anyone. Why it always seems not enough for me???
I'm so so so down. At this peak of time, i dun dare tell my family what am i currently suffering at. I dun want to let them worried bout me. There's nothing in this world can lighten up my spirit. Jocelyn do.
Can i drop off on whatever i'm doing now??? (Since i cant do anything well)
Can i just fly back without thinkin of any consequences??? (Since no1 will aware of my appearance)
Can i give up and just help my parents up??? (Since they need me)
Can i just kill myself and ended up everything??? (Since i'm suffering)
Can i just............
In conclusion.........i'm usesless, stupid, foolish.
I'm so so so exhausted. I'm the light bulb that does not glow due to power shortage.
I'm so so so depressed. Why am i so stupid??? Why cant i do things well???
I'm so so so tired, why cant i do things faster? Everyone in this world had 24 hours, but it seems to be never enough for me. GOD is fair and square, HE did not give extra time to anyone. Why it always seems not enough for me???
I'm so so so down. At this peak of time, i dun dare tell my family what am i currently suffering at. I dun want to let them worried bout me. There's nothing in this world can lighten up my spirit. Jocelyn do.
Can i drop off on whatever i'm doing now??? (Since i cant do anything well)
Can i just fly back without thinkin of any consequences??? (Since no1 will aware of my appearance)
Can i give up and just help my parents up??? (Since they need me)
Can i just kill myself and ended up everything??? (Since i'm suffering)
Can i just............
In conclusion.........i'm usesless, stupid, foolish.
星期六, 4月 05, 2008
FIGHTING!!!!
This semester will be my last semester in Monash. It's kindda amazing how i manage to make it in the past 2 years. Maybe this will be the end of my life here, i'm having difficulty to gather up my energy to do my work and fight for this last semester. Also for me to attend the lectures as well.
There's one subject of mine which will have different lecturers come in to teach us on different topic. There's one topic teach by our Head of School of Science - Professor Pua EC, everyone call him Pro Pua. He is the only lecture or any teacher whom had teach me in my life which i admire most and also which i seriously listen most. His brain is like full of knowledge. When he's giving out lecture, he's like too much to tell you and he just can't stop talking about those research which he had done and stuff like that. He like travel through the whole universe to teach, attending conference and to work etc etc. He was graduated in somewhere in US, sometimes heard him mention bout University of California; he had been teaching in NUS; and now Head of School of Science. He even had his own journal published!!! Sometimes he tell us bout when he had done his research, it was like 21 years ago, which is the year when i was born!!! Ridiculous!!!
OK...all this is not my main point, of coz Professor must have something. But what i want to say is the way he is. We'll usually think that those who had high position in one company or whatever place will be so proud of themselve and tend to be too proud of themselve until they will look down on those who are not the same level as them. Agree??? But Prop Pua is totally different kind. By the first day i went in to his lecture, of coz he can delivered the lecture so well and also full of knowledge, i also found that HE IS A GENTLEMAN!!! Not because he is good looking only i say that ok (though he can considered to be the most good looking lecturer i've ever had but he can be my father!); when we finish class, and he go open the door wanted to go out from the room, when he saw us who standing behind him awaiting him from walking out of the room (where normally we won't dare to walk in front of the lecturer rite?)....can u guess what he do as a Professor? He stand beside the room, holding back the door for us n let us go out first instead of he walk out himself first. He din do this for once only ok, he did this for every time when he had finish lecture. OKOK!!! Got other incident as well. There's one day as usual he's talking in front, suddenly he say he don't like to have lecture at 5pm coz all of us will be hungry. WOW!!! How bout him than? He do even concern bout us!!! Than he say next time he'll try and bring biscuit. Though i knew that he was joking but my heart seriously melt a bit when i heard those words. Where on earth can you find another lecturer whom will concerned you this much??? Those lecturer will only care whether you listen to him/her. And...And....there's another 1!!! There's one day, same as usual, late evening class, it was raining super heavily, when he ended his lecture, he ask us whether we do bring umbrella or not. YER!!! Where on earth can you find this kind of lecturer??? This kind of people already extinct ok!!!
Now, i'm so so so so so so so sad to announce that i'll will no longer see him again. Coz last Friday was his last lectures to us. I feel kindda like want to talk to him you know when he left. But i don't know what to talk about....though he do say if we wanted to know more can go to his office and talk to his nice MALE secretary (which he seriously emphasize on d word MALE) before we can approach him. HAHAHAHA!!! N he do say that all those things that he teach was not difficult but we better don't accumulate it until the exam comes. This words seriously plant inside my heart.
So from now onwards, i'm trying so hard to gather up my energy to manage my time and do my work. AZA AZA FIGHTING!!!! I must do it!!!
There's one subject of mine which will have different lecturers come in to teach us on different topic. There's one topic teach by our Head of School of Science - Professor Pua EC, everyone call him Pro Pua. He is the only lecture or any teacher whom had teach me in my life which i admire most and also which i seriously listen most. His brain is like full of knowledge. When he's giving out lecture, he's like too much to tell you and he just can't stop talking about those research which he had done and stuff like that. He like travel through the whole universe to teach, attending conference and to work etc etc. He was graduated in somewhere in US, sometimes heard him mention bout University of California; he had been teaching in NUS; and now Head of School of Science. He even had his own journal published!!! Sometimes he tell us bout when he had done his research, it was like 21 years ago, which is the year when i was born!!! Ridiculous!!!
OK...all this is not my main point, of coz Professor must have something. But what i want to say is the way he is. We'll usually think that those who had high position in one company or whatever place will be so proud of themselve and tend to be too proud of themselve until they will look down on those who are not the same level as them. Agree??? But Prop Pua is totally different kind. By the first day i went in to his lecture, of coz he can delivered the lecture so well and also full of knowledge, i also found that HE IS A GENTLEMAN!!! Not because he is good looking only i say that ok (though he can considered to be the most good looking lecturer i've ever had but he can be my father!); when we finish class, and he go open the door wanted to go out from the room, when he saw us who standing behind him awaiting him from walking out of the room (where normally we won't dare to walk in front of the lecturer rite?)....can u guess what he do as a Professor? He stand beside the room, holding back the door for us n let us go out first instead of he walk out himself first. He din do this for once only ok, he did this for every time when he had finish lecture. OKOK!!! Got other incident as well. There's one day as usual he's talking in front, suddenly he say he don't like to have lecture at 5pm coz all of us will be hungry. WOW!!! How bout him than? He do even concern bout us!!! Than he say next time he'll try and bring biscuit. Though i knew that he was joking but my heart seriously melt a bit when i heard those words. Where on earth can you find another lecturer whom will concerned you this much??? Those lecturer will only care whether you listen to him/her. And...And....there's another 1!!! There's one day, same as usual, late evening class, it was raining super heavily, when he ended his lecture, he ask us whether we do bring umbrella or not. YER!!! Where on earth can you find this kind of lecturer??? This kind of people already extinct ok!!!
Now, i'm so so so so so so so sad to announce that i'll will no longer see him again. Coz last Friday was his last lectures to us. I feel kindda like want to talk to him you know when he left. But i don't know what to talk about....though he do say if we wanted to know more can go to his office and talk to his nice MALE secretary (which he seriously emphasize on d word MALE) before we can approach him. HAHAHAHA!!! N he do say that all those things that he teach was not difficult but we better don't accumulate it until the exam comes. This words seriously plant inside my heart.
So from now onwards, i'm trying so hard to gather up my energy to manage my time and do my work. AZA AZA FIGHTING!!!! I must do it!!!
星期二, 4月 01, 2008
3月=星光月
3月份真的是星光灿烂的一个月啊！在这一个月里，我竟然可以亲眼目睹了星光帮们的实力。我从来都没有追星追到这种程度。哈哈！！！
就从12/3开始吧！这天是星光四少和鸭子来马宣传他们15/3在云顶的演唱会。当然，我有去那场签唱会啦！看见他们本人，其实就和电视上看到的一样。他们如果不是因为参加星光大道，他们走在路上只会是平凡到不能再平凡的普通人。而且，他们真的是一点也没有明星的架子。尤其是周定纬和许仁杰，他们好好笑哦！我好喜欢他们（虽然之前我是喜欢潘裕文的），尤其是周定纬。哈哈！！！
１５／３：这天就是星光传奇云顶演唱会啦！我等待的日子终于来临了。这场演唱会是我一生人当中去看的第二场演唱会（第一场美好的回忆献给了Ｂａｃｋｓｔｒｅｅｔｂｏｙｓ了）。这场演唱会真的是超赞的说，而且是我第一次大老远飞上云顶（虽然我去过云顶）就特地为了这场演唱会也。这场演唱会让我真的是见识到星光帮们的实力，他们真的不是做个样子罢了，他们真的是有料的。而且，这场演唱会我们也把潘裕文弄哭了。真的好谢谢爸爸帮我换这么便宜又前面的票！哈哈！！！
２７／３：这天是鸽王－杨宗纬到马宣传的日子。这个星期我放假也，怎么可能错过呢！这场真的是爆满也！人好多好多哦！真的好替宗伟高兴也。他努力了这么久，终于有他自己的成绩了！宗纬的现场唱功真的是无话可说，真的很有感染力。虽然我站得有点远啦，但还是可以看见宗纬的啦。上台看见他，真的觉得他的脸好苦哦，虽然他是都是笑脸迎人的。而且，在他来马宣传时，台湾那里就有一些对他伤害很大的报道。当他听到前面的那些鸽子们的加油声后，数度哽咽得说不出话来。可想而知，那些报道上了他多深呀。在场的我真的觉得好心痛，真的很不想看到他哭了。他在星光大道哭够了，出来了真的好不想再看见他哭了。在这里，真的是要很用力的对他说一声‘加油！！！’
30/3：这天是星光月的最后一天，也是我去看小美卢学睿的日子。在去看小美的前一夜，其实我只睡了四个小时。就是因为第二天要交的功课咯，害我一整天人一直处于亢奋状态。这天小美的场子，同样是在金河广场，但场子很明显安静了许多。不过，到大家看到小美出来时，还是给于最热烈的尖叫声啦！我当然也不列外咯！这次看见小美真的觉得他好靠近我哦！好高兴哦！小美真的好好好好笑哦！真的好好好好好幽默哦！在我上台给他签名时我问他‘新的手机号用吗？’（因为在他的网梽里他写到说卢爸爸买了新手机给他呀！）在他签好我的cd后，他就抬头用有一点惊讶的脸看着我然后回答用很小美的语气回答‘好用！！！’之后就是一场很小美式的大笑！哈哈！！！现在回想起来都觉得好笑。然后啊，站我后面的朋友说啊，在我走后小美说我‘好酷哦！’哈哈！！！说实话，还蛮爽的。
（小美的照片是我用我的宝贝N73拍的哦！）
这么精彩的一个月，真的很让我难忘。尤其看见每一位星光成员为着自己的梦想努力着，不惜一切代价，为的就是要做他们爱做的事--唱歌。这点真的很令我感动，突然觉得我好羡慕他们有自己的梦想。我的梦想又是什么呢？看见宗纬所受的委屈，难道好人就一定要被欺负吗？看见小美的活泼，顿时给我很多的力量，就像小美说的‘我一定会常常开心的！’这句话，我还真的是不敢这么有信心地讲出来。谢谢小美，谢谢你让我知道不管晴天或雨天，都要把笑容带在脸上，把欢乐带到这个黑暗的世界。
就从12/3开始吧！这天是星光四少和鸭子来马宣传他们15/3在云顶的演唱会。当然，我有去那场签唱会啦！看见他们本人，其实就和电视上看到的一样。他们如果不是因为参加星光大道，他们走在路上只会是平凡到不能再平凡的普通人。而且，他们真的是一点也没有明星的架子。尤其是周定纬和许仁杰，他们好好笑哦！我好喜欢他们（虽然之前我是喜欢潘裕文的），尤其是周定纬。哈哈！！！
１５／３：这天就是星光传奇云顶演唱会啦！我等待的日子终于来临了。这场演唱会是我一生人当中去看的第二场演唱会（第一场美好的回忆献给了Ｂａｃｋｓｔｒｅｅｔｂｏｙｓ了）。这场演唱会真的是超赞的说，而且是我第一次大老远飞上云顶（虽然我去过云顶）就特地为了这场演唱会也。这场演唱会让我真的是见识到星光帮们的实力，他们真的不是做个样子罢了，他们真的是有料的。而且，这场演唱会我们也把潘裕文弄哭了。真的好谢谢爸爸帮我换这么便宜又前面的票！哈哈！！！
２７／３：这天是鸽王－杨宗纬到马宣传的日子。这个星期我放假也，怎么可能错过呢！这场真的是爆满也！人好多好多哦！真的好替宗伟高兴也。他努力了这么久，终于有他自己的成绩了！宗纬的现场唱功真的是无话可说，真的很有感染力。虽然我站得有点远啦，但还是可以看见宗纬的啦。上台看见他，真的觉得他的脸好苦哦，虽然他是都是笑脸迎人的。而且，在他来马宣传时，台湾那里就有一些对他伤害很大的报道。当他听到前面的那些鸽子们的加油声后，数度哽咽得说不出话来。可想而知，那些报道上了他多深呀。在场的我真的觉得好心痛，真的很不想看到他哭了。他在星光大道哭够了，出来了真的好不想再看见他哭了。在这里，真的是要很用力的对他说一声‘加油！！！’
30/3：这天是星光月的最后一天，也是我去看小美卢学睿的日子。在去看小美的前一夜，其实我只睡了四个小时。就是因为第二天要交的功课咯，害我一整天人一直处于亢奋状态。这天小美的场子，同样是在金河广场，但场子很明显安静了许多。不过，到大家看到小美出来时，还是给于最热烈的尖叫声啦！我当然也不列外咯！这次看见小美真的觉得他好靠近我哦！好高兴哦！小美真的好好好好笑哦！真的好好好好好幽默哦！在我上台给他签名时我问他‘新的手机号用吗？’（因为在他的网梽里他写到说卢爸爸买了新手机给他呀！）在他签好我的cd后，他就抬头用有一点惊讶的脸看着我然后回答用很小美的语气回答‘好用！！！’之后就是一场很小美式的大笑！哈哈！！！现在回想起来都觉得好笑。然后啊，站我后面的朋友说啊，在我走后小美说我‘好酷哦！’哈哈！！！说实话，还蛮爽的。
（小美的照片是我用我的宝贝N73拍的哦！）
这么精彩的一个月，真的很让我难忘。尤其看见每一位星光成员为着自己的梦想努力着，不惜一切代价，为的就是要做他们爱做的事--唱歌。这点真的很令我感动，突然觉得我好羡慕他们有自己的梦想。我的梦想又是什么呢？看见宗纬所受的委屈，难道好人就一定要被欺负吗？看见小美的活泼，顿时给我很多的力量，就像小美说的‘我一定会常常开心的！’这句话，我还真的是不敢这么有信心地讲出来。谢谢小美，谢谢你让我知道不管晴天或雨天，都要把笑容带在脸上，把欢乐带到这个黑暗的世界。
星期一, 3月 24, 2008
Happy Easter Holiday
It's holiday time!!! YEAH!!! But this holiday, i need to attend my food micro lab. Means while the whole other monash student are having holiday, we those who take food micro was need to go into the lab. And the most important thing is that, we need to go from Monday-Friday!!! GOSH....what the H****!!! If you give me a lot of work during this holiday, i wont complaint this much. But you want me to stay here in Monash and sacrifice my holiday to fly back to Bintulu, i'm seriously gettin mad. But what to do, since this is my last semester as well. Hai....kesian me. Cannot go back to see the new born baby. Cannot go back to meet my dear dear Jocelyn. Cannot go back to watch Astro.....Hahaha!!!
Well, for me, my holiday start last Thursday, that's the muslim day. The holiday spirit was raise up to the highest peak yesterday and which cause me to sleep late this morning and will be a real terrible things to do coz i'm having my one and only lab session (Thanks 'her' 4 waking me up in the morning). Though this few days i'm having flu and cough until i feel like cutting out my throat, but i do not feel that i'm sick (though my roomate say my voice is so 'sexy' haha!!!). Thank GOD for that. This few days i feel so energetic. Of coz with 'her' 'playin' around with me. I dunno how 'she' feel bout that, but i seriously feel so relax and do not feel like i need to take care of what i have to say. I can just scold anyone or anything just in fron of 'her' and can talk whatever i want. I think maybe 'she' feel i'm such a 'lo so' person. Hahaha!!!
Erm, my conclusion is, i'm having holiday now....but with lab session everyday. And, i'm sick. HAHAHAHA!!!! (Have you ever see anyone sick but this energetic???)
Well, for me, my holiday start last Thursday, that's the muslim day. The holiday spirit was raise up to the highest peak yesterday and which cause me to sleep late this morning and will be a real terrible things to do coz i'm having my one and only lab session (Thanks 'her' 4 waking me up in the morning). Though this few days i'm having flu and cough until i feel like cutting out my throat, but i do not feel that i'm sick (though my roomate say my voice is so 'sexy' haha!!!). Thank GOD for that. This few days i feel so energetic. Of coz with 'her' 'playin' around with me. I dunno how 'she' feel bout that, but i seriously feel so relax and do not feel like i need to take care of what i have to say. I can just scold anyone or anything just in fron of 'her' and can talk whatever i want. I think maybe 'she' feel i'm such a 'lo so' person. Hahaha!!!
Erm, my conclusion is, i'm having holiday now....but with lab session everyday. And, i'm sick. HAHAHAHA!!!! (Have you ever see anyone sick but this energetic???)
星期二, 3月 18, 2008
星光传奇云顶演唱会
超赞的一场演唱会！！！在现场的我们都可以感受到星光们的努力，他们真的不是那种靠脸蛋吃饭的艺人。他们真的是很用力的在突破自己，一直挑战自己。看完演唱会回来的我，真的被他们的努力所感动，因而提醒着我-是时候做功课了。原本想把我拍的影片放上来的，但格式不同所以不行。
没关系，我就po照片吧！
茱定rain
潘王子
潘王子哭了，谢谢宥嘉代我们鼓励
小胖老师带领星光们忆马爷
最后一首歌（臭美的说一句：茱定rain一直往我的方向看！）
是真的！！！不知道是不是我和我朋友两人喊得太疯狂了，定纬唱每一首歌都会走到我们那个方向来。还不知这样哦，他还会回应我的手势哦！就是如果我比peace的话，他会用peace手势指向我们这个方向。哈哈！！！初初我还以为不可能看我啦，因为在我们前面太多那些专业的歌迷了（有灯牌的）。怎知我的朋友也是觉得他好想再看我们也。有第二个人的认知，我想我应该不会错了啦。哈哈！！！
这个影片是安可部分，也是全场最high的。很可惜的是，po这个影片的人是宥嘉的粉丝，所以整个影片只会看到宥嘉。我在这里是根本就是high到站在椅子上跳！重点是，我的椅子是不平衡的，所以我在跳的时候椅子也在晃。现在回想起来，还真的是蛮危险的说。哈哈！！！反正high嘛，而且搞不好这就是最后一次星光们能聚在一起，一起唱歌跳舞了。所以，我真得很珍惜。谢谢爸爸帮我换的票！！！哈哈！！！
没关系，我就po照片吧！
茱定rain
潘王子
潘王子哭了，谢谢宥嘉代我们鼓励
小胖老师带领星光们忆马爷
最后一首歌（臭美的说一句：茱定rain一直往我的方向看！）
是真的！！！不知道是不是我和我朋友两人喊得太疯狂了，定纬唱每一首歌都会走到我们那个方向来。还不知这样哦，他还会回应我的手势哦！就是如果我比peace的话，他会用peace手势指向我们这个方向。哈哈！！！初初我还以为不可能看我啦，因为在我们前面太多那些专业的歌迷了（有灯牌的）。怎知我的朋友也是觉得他好想再看我们也。有第二个人的认知，我想我应该不会错了啦。哈哈！！！
这个影片是安可部分，也是全场最high的。很可惜的是，po这个影片的人是宥嘉的粉丝，所以整个影片只会看到宥嘉。我在这里是根本就是high到站在椅子上跳！重点是，我的椅子是不平衡的，所以我在跳的时候椅子也在晃。现在回想起来，还真的是蛮危险的说。哈哈！！！反正high嘛，而且搞不好这就是最后一次星光们能聚在一起，一起唱歌跳舞了。所以，我真得很珍惜。谢谢爸爸帮我换的票！！！哈哈！！！
星期日, 3月 09, 2008
说不出来的话
不知道你会不会有这种感觉，就是往往有很多的话想说，但总是说不出口。这些话多数都是一些很私人的心里话。或许在读着这篇文章的你从来都没有体会过这种感觉，又或许你从来都不认为把所有的话说出来是一件很难的事。就像我之前有讲过的，人与人之间的沟通里有80%是谎言。所以，对我来说，很多话还是把它藏起来好。这样就不会有人受伤，也不会有人觉得痛。
但有时候自己神经很大条的时候，根本就不会想这么多。喜欢讲什么就讲什么，管他/她喜不喜欢听。就因为这样，神经一向来都很粗的我常常会不知不觉得罪很多人。有时候甚至严重到自己都没发现，其实自己在外面的仇家还蛮多的，而且还多到数不完。
这个年头，不知道是不是因为我的万能胃太久没做工了，所以我有点处于消化不良的状态。没关系！！！现在是‘食物中毒’期间，会比较辛苦一点啦，时间长了自然就会适应了。我的宝贝胃，你是时候做工咯，不可以懒惰咯，要加油咯，不然就是害人咯！！！
但有时候自己神经很大条的时候，根本就不会想这么多。喜欢讲什么就讲什么，管他/她喜不喜欢听。就因为这样，神经一向来都很粗的我常常会不知不觉得罪很多人。有时候甚至严重到自己都没发现，其实自己在外面的仇家还蛮多的，而且还多到数不完。
这个年头，不知道是不是因为我的万能胃太久没做工了，所以我有点处于消化不良的状态。没关系！！！现在是‘食物中毒’期间，会比较辛苦一点啦，时间长了自然就会适应了。我的宝贝胃，你是时候做工咯，不可以懒惰咯，要加油咯，不然就是害人咯！！！
星期六, 3月 08, 2008
My new heels
Hahaha.....this afternoon when i went for a walk at pyramid 2 asian avenue, than my target is to buy heels. Actually on the day when i went for Backstreetboys concert, i do see one heels which i like so much and somemore it got 30% discount with the price of RM49.90 only. Means after discount will be RM34.97. Than i thought since i'm going to a concert so it will not be quite comfortable for me to take a shopping bag with me all the way to the concert. So i plan to come and take it the next day. WHO KNOWS!!! The heels had been SOLD the next day when i went. I seriously was a bit sad when i din see the heels which i was about to buy the day before.
But now think back, COOL!!!! It's good that i din buy tat one. I only spend RM65 for this two elegant looking heels. I so so so love both of this heels. Wahahaha
星期三, 3月 05, 2008
A testimony of recovering from rehab
This is the video which i accidentally saw from youtube whereby AJ McLean from the Backstreetboys talking about his rehab in Oprah show. I was so touched and it do wake me up a bit. Their spirit and the unbreakable bond between each and everyone of them was so tough. I'm so impressed bout that coz i do not know the feeling of having that kind of bonding in my daily social life.
Go to youtube to watch the other part of the show urself. This is the part which touched me most.
Go to youtube to watch the other part of the show urself. This is the part which touched me most.
不喜欢的感觉
四个月后重新出发的我感觉不一样
果然 充电后电力会比较充足
但似乎懒散的习惯还是挥不走
从新回到岗位的我 再次面对所有熟悉的环境
这种感觉 我喜欢
但
这种感觉 也让我恐惧
经常对自己即将面对的挑战感到恐惧
所以 经常只把半颗头探出来然后又缩回去自己的壳里
所有的东西 感觉很不真实
所有的东西 好像不是我应该得到的
所有的东西 都好虚假
所有的事情 好像不应该发生
所有的事情 不应该会那么顺利吧
所有的事情 背后应该都有目的吧
经常听着Backstreetboys的Show me the Meaning of Being Lonely
心理常常都会不自觉地回答他们 I can show you that
这就是 Something that I already know
人际关系对我来说 就像数学题一样
虚假的成分 = 80%
真实的成分 = 20%
友谊对我来说 也不过是另外一题数学题
真诚 = 30%
付出 = 10%
谎言 = 30%
虚假 = 30%
我这种人 应该不可能会结婚吧
哈哈 没关系
有主的陪伴 我不必再回应The meaning of lonely
有主的陪伴 我对我所有的一切感恩
有主的陪伴 我活出我自己
有主的陪伴 明天会更好
Jesus Thankyou for loving me
后记：Thankyou Brian so so much for waking me up on my path in following Jesus.
Thankyou for waking up my life.
果然 充电后电力会比较充足
但似乎懒散的习惯还是挥不走
从新回到岗位的我 再次面对所有熟悉的环境
这种感觉 我喜欢
但
这种感觉 也让我恐惧
经常对自己即将面对的挑战感到恐惧
所以 经常只把半颗头探出来然后又缩回去自己的壳里
所有的东西 感觉很不真实
所有的东西 好像不是我应该得到的
所有的东西 都好虚假
所有的事情 好像不应该发生
所有的事情 不应该会那么顺利吧
所有的事情 背后应该都有目的吧
经常听着Backstreetboys的Show me the Meaning of Being Lonely
心理常常都会不自觉地回答他们 I can show you that
这就是 Something that I already know
人际关系对我来说 就像数学题一样
虚假的成分 = 80%
真实的成分 = 20%
友谊对我来说 也不过是另外一题数学题
真诚 = 30%
付出 = 10%
谎言 = 30%
虚假 = 30%
我这种人 应该不可能会结婚吧
哈哈 没关系
有主的陪伴 我不必再回应The meaning of lonely
有主的陪伴 我对我所有的一切感恩
有主的陪伴 我活出我自己
有主的陪伴 明天会更好
Jesus Thankyou for loving me
后记：Thankyou Brian so so much for waking me up on my path in following Jesus.
Thankyou for waking up my life.
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